I immediately start running towards his room but Wang Ruoxi stops me midway and says, "Shiza, you are forgetting to wear your slippers."
"Ooo yes," I turned around, wore it, and then again I start running towards his room. Finally, I reached the room. I hold the door knob and gently pull it and slowly open the door.
I enter by taking small steps silently so that it won't disturb him. His eyelids flutter a little and he opens them and sees me. I come and sit on the chair beside his bed. I didn't say anything, I just sat quietly there because I really don't know what to say. He takes a deep breath and smiles a little, a kind of smile that came after a certain kind of satisfaction, and slowly he says, "Why you are…?"
I take a pause, a pause of 7 seconds, then my tiny voice comes out of my throat and I say, "You were hospitalized, how can I not come to see you?"
He says, "But we are in a professional relationship, not personal, so no need to worry about me." He says it in a rough tone, just like he is taunting me through this.
Then I say, "There is a word named humanity which still exists in this world."
He says, "Soo you are done with humanity, now you may leave. Don't need to bother yourself," he says in a harsh tone.
Slightly my tears start forming in my eyes because I am feeling how he is behaving too harsh when I did nothing. I was just here to see him, nothing more. But I controlled my tears and said, "duibuqi (Sorry) Mr. Xu Yuan if my presence bothers you."
And I stand up and turn around, moving towards the door. But before I reached the door, Doctor Qi enters the room and says to me shockingly in his louder tone — loud enough to make Xu Yuan hear whatever he is saying to me.
And then Doctor Qi says, "Zhao Shiza, why did you get up from your bed? Why did you come here? I have told you to take care of yourself. Your sugar level went down just an hour before and look at you again doing things which exhaust you. Do you even have this idea that you might get died because of it? But you are soo stubborn. Now go to your room and take proper rest."
I nodded and then came out of the room.
But inside the room, the moment I left, Xu Yuan asked Doctor Qi, "What happened to her? Is she alright?"
Doctor Qi takes a deep breath and says, "This girl is soo naive, you don't know Mr. Xu Yuan. First she held that person by the collar with whom you met with an accident, then she screams on me, on everyone. She didn't eat anything, then she fights with me also for not treating you properly. Do you know even the police officer said to her that if she didn't leave that person, then they'll arrest her? And at last, after exhausting herself soo much, she gets fainted due to low sugar level. You don't know how much she is suffering till the moment she came here."
Xu Yuan went silent, just like someone hit his soul soo badly. He didn't say anything.
Then Doctor Qi asked Xu Yuan, "Mr. Xu Yuan, can I ask some personal question to you if you don't mind?"
Xu Yuan hesitated a little and nodded and said, "Hm."
Doctor Qi said, "ta shi ni nüpengyou ma?" ("Is she your girlfriend?")
He went shocked from the question that Doctor Qi asked him and he said, "Bù xíng, "No, she is not. I think you get it wrong. We are just in professional relationship, not anything more than that."
Doctor Qi smiles and says, "Ooo sorry Mr. Xu Yuan, I didn't mean that. I just asked what I felt. But still I must say one thing — if she did this much for you when you both are just in working relationship, then I must think at what limit she'll exceed if she really likes you. But that person must be very lucky who will be loved by her, because today she literally drained out herself. And with this behaviour anyone can think that you two must have something. But leave it, there is nothing to talk about. If it's nothing, we should not waste our time on such things. Now just sit up slightly, I need to check your shoulder. There is a chance that you might have an internal injury in it."
Doctor Qi starts examining him but he… he is just lost in some other world, thinking deeply, thoughtfully, just like he is going to give his property to someone.
Doctor Qi is done with examining and says, "Mr. Xu Yuan, you are absolutely fine, nothing to worry about. I think someone must be praying for you," and laughs a little and pats his back and says, "Take rest, I am going."
Then Xu Yuan stops Doctor Qi and says, "Doctor Qi, will you please send one of my team members inside here? I need to discuss something with them related to my work."
Doctor Qi's expression changes and he asks him, "Are you planning to go to work?"
He lowers his head slightly and says, "Yes. I have a fan meet-up event in Malaysia, in Pavilion Kuala Lumpur on December 2 from 7 pm to 9 pm."
Doctor Qi takes a deep sigh and shakes his head and says, "You actors are soo accurate for your work. Ok, I'll send your team member here. But if you were not that fine, then I would never allow you to attend that event as a doctor. But your body is recovering fast, there is nothing huge, so you can do your work."
And then Doctor Qi left the room.
After 5 minutes, his team member came inside the room and asked Xu Yuan, "Sir, we are all ready. I have booked the flight for Malaysia. We can go, just say it whenever you want."
He said, "Hm, just pack the essential things. I am coming."
Then within 1 hour, he takes the discharge from the hospital and went off for his flight.
Here I come while taking my tiny steps outside his room, but what I see shocks me — Xu Yuan is not in the room. I get panic. I ask the nurse who is passing by and stop her and say, "Do you know where the patient of this room went?"
She says, "Ooo are you talking about the actor Xu Yuan? Actually he went out of the hospital. He has some work commitments so that's why."
Then she goes from there.
But I know where he went. I know he went to Malaysia for his fan meet-up event. After all, he is global face and global brand ambassador of China TV. I know how much particular he is towards his work. He never takes rest, never.
Then I went off from there and while moving towards my room, I opened my Weibo and waited for the update of that event. At least I can see him, that he is fine. But I think the show didn't start yet. Today is 2 December. I am still waiting for the update of him and his event there while looking at my phone continuously.
Then I saw one video of him wearing long black pant with grey coat with black colour collar under white with sky blue vertical lines shirt with an attached tie in it, within the shirt, and that brooch-type thing in black colour in flower shape that placed on your tie design in the middle, and with that black shoes of yours with an inch of heels in it. And with my favourite hairstyle of yours — your all hairstyles are my favourite but this one is my most favourite one. Just giving the same vibe like earlier, like you have just come out of that romantic drama.
I smiled a relief smile on my face.
You are shining, brightening, glowing as always and spreading light to everyone around you. But I am the deepest darkest night that should stay away from the light, otherwise it will spoil this light.
And then I put down my phone and feel relaxed as I see that he has reached there, the event has already started and he is looking fine. And I am also very happy to see how much fans love him. Now what else I'll ask for? This is enough for me.
And then I reached the room where I was admitted before, just to tell Wang Ruoxi that we should leave from the hospital now. But the moment I opened the door, I see…