1. "The Beautiful Prelude"
You were the best part of my last teenage year, you were the best part of my 2023, you were and still are the best love that I know, when I think about you, my eyes lit up and all I can think of is the best ways I could describe your beauty.
If it was up to me, there would still be me and you because I feel like we're the best thing we both found in that year, or maybe I'm just talking from my perspective, we should be close like how we were before we made things more serious.
I hate the distance between the two of us, I wanna talk to you more but something keeps you at a distance, I don't know if it's the time that it's been since we were together or if it's just in your belief that a past should remain a past.
Would I be crazy if I said I still want you as a part of my life? Because everywhere I go, I find a need for your presence and in your absence, I find myself stringing words together just to illustrate the misery that comes with the reality of not having you around.
My love for you is the part of me, my point of meeting was the beginning of my first love, my happy times and the point of starting a day without you was the beginning of my unending battle.
2. "SAVING MY LOVE FOR YOU"
No matter how player I try to keep it, I always turn into a lover when it comes to you, I give all of these girls my nonchalant side but when I get a text from you, I soften up like a baby hearing it's favourite song, no matter how cold I am to every girl that's not you, I turn so warm when I'm talking to you.
I always confess my love you in front of many eyes, what they see in my post is just the tip of the iceberg, my books are inspired by you and that's why everybody thinks that I'm in this on and off relationship, less do they know that I'm the only one in love here but that's nothing.
A couple of girls wanna have my love but I'm saving it for you, a couple of good girls go far and beyond just to show me that they really wanna have my love but I rather save it for you.
3. "DO WE STAND A CHANCE"
Do I still have a piece of a place in your heart, do I still have the good affect on you, do I still stand chance to reload the lost love in you, do I still stand the chance to have you as my love, home and light in my life?
I put all of my cards on the table and I wear my heart on the sleeve, I would choose you over anybody any damn time, the best and worst part about love is that I still love you even thought you haven't been in my life for almost a year, I wanna be with the girl of my dreams, do we stand a chance?
You're my best thing, being with you would bring me so much joy and my nights would be more peaceful, I would have a large amount of love in my heart and my soul would be surrounded by the holy angels of love, all I want from love is you.
Can you sleep on it? You can think about the pros and cons, take a walk or anything that helps you take the right decisions, I just wanna be the lover in your heart, the loved one in your heart and the best memory lane in your memories.
Do we stand a chance to be together again?
4. "I LOVE YOU STILL"
Let me call you before you sleep, we can talk until you fall asleep babe, let me pour something into your spirit over the phone, let me tell your heart things it needs to hear, let's talk for a good hour, tell me about your day, what did you crave today, what kinda food did you cook after cleaning the house?
Pretty smile with two dimple, that's my favourite smile, damn I haven't seen that in a while. Your pretty hands, clean nails, smooth palms and a beautiful complexion, I haven't seen that spark in your pretty eyes in a while.
I know that after a long day, all you need is a good bath and good food, then you sit on the bed, watching videos on your phone until you fall asleep, I know sometimes you feel like the people around you don't understand you, sometimes you just wanna be quiet and mind your business.
I wanna be on the call with you, right when you feel your body getting tired, right when all you keep saying is "mmhm" in your sleepy voice.
I've got a thousand things to say, you should just put your phone next to the ear and listen the words that are coming out of my mouth.
5. "2023"
28 February 2023, that morning, you told me about where you're from, it had been almost 2 weeks since we met and later that day, we shared a first kiss in a taxi.
09 May 2023, it was first time me and you got off the cab together, we walked by my grandma's house and then we went on to have our first official date, we ate so much food and then I walked you home. It was so special.
10 May 2023, the first time you came over, you bought us a package of sweets and chocolate cupcakes, we went on to share a beautiful day.
Somewhere in JUNE 2023, you were really sick, we went back home and I made you something to drink, it helped with your fever, you took a nap and we cuddled, while it was cold and dusty outside.
27 July 2023, you bought us yin-yang necklaces to celebrate our 4th month together, we were so happy and then the next day, we wore them and made our relationship official in front of everybody.
I can go on and list 10 more of my favourite memories of us, these are things that stick with me til this day and I know that they might never fade in my memory. I love the chapter of my where I came to find you, because it's been the best part of me, truly.