There are 3 feelings in the world that will always be hard to explain.
Love , Pain and hatred.
These feelings are intertwined with one another , One can't exist without the other.
The Cat demon gingerly walked to his room and drop a jar of spiritual wine on the table; She waited for him to drink a cup before climbing on his laps.
"Summer ... do you need my company?"
Summer placed his head on her shoulder and allowed her to comb her fingers through his hair.
"He have woken up "
"Shouldn't you be happy then?" She raised his chin up and landed a soft kiss on his lips " If he refuses to leave with you , just kidnap him , lock him up "
"I don't want to lock him up ... " A tear spilled down his cheek " I don't want to trap the person I love"
The cat demon opened her mouth then closed it , She tilted her head and scratched her chin as if hoping it will bring out a solution out of the blue.
Summer couldn't help but laugh with fondness.
"What are you thinking of ?"
"429 years ago , I told you to leave him. You followed my advice and stayed with Bai zu for 12 years ... You dated a lot of people during that time but in the end you still came back here crying " She sighed a little sadly " You even killed his wife out of jealousy "
Summer nodded, his voice was hoarse "I did"
She paused "Did you regret it?"
Did he regret it?
He have never truly registered what he did, ripping out an entire family, killing their mother violently, and causing chaos that will continue to haunt the Huli Jing clan for decades.
Regret was a feeling he couldn't afford because he had already gone too far.
Summer shook his head.
There was a thick silence before su Yan hugged his neck , her voice was soft.
"I know but I want to tell you , even if the whole world hates you. You will always be my favorite person, I will never blame you"
"If I didn't know you, I would have thought you love me "
"I love you Summer " She kissed his chin , her voice was soft "I have a soft spot for you"
Summer smiled sadly at her "I am sorry "
"You don't need to tell me sorry , the heart doesn't listen to it's owner "
"i am still sorry "
"Shut up " She mumbled before giving him a passionate kiss. When it was over , she pulled a part of her sleeve down to expose her olive skin.
"Make sure you pay me generously after it's over"
"I didn't come here for sex "
"I know " She whispered as she climbed on him , She tossed her hair to the side and started to peck at his lips "I know , Summer"
Summer put her on the bed and started to kiss her, She encouraged him by moaning.
He raised his head up and stared at her ; Slowly her image morph into that of Winter that night.
Disheveled hair , flushed face , plump lips trembling , Teary ocean blue eyes.
He kissed her chin first then slowly moved to her neck , From there he went to her chest and pulled a n*pple into his mouth.
She pulled on his hair but the pain only gave him pleasure. He played with it for a while before moving to the other one.
He can still visualize Winter face that day. The way his eyes was watery with desire, the soft gasps , his soft calling, his soft grips , his rubbing.
He kissed her stomach and went downwards , He pulled the barrier hiding her before tasting her.
The fingers on his hair clenched tighter.
He started to work , He lapped at it repeatedly , he didn't even stop when she cried out; he even went harder.
The cat demon shivered violently, she didn't wait to settle down before yanking summer head up.
Summer groaned but his eyes were dark with lust.
She slapped his face "Wake up"
"Hmmm" Summer shivered before blinking, his eyes gradually turned light green "can I hug you?"
She swallowed before hugging his head, Summer let out a sigh before wrapping his arms around her.
After a while his body began to tremble, his voice letting out pained gasps, his face wet with tears.
"I must have done something terrible in my past life"
"Summer ... what do we do about you ?"
"I hate him... I love him... I resent him so much "
"It's okay " She placed his head on her chest, her voice was soothing "It's okay"
He ended up sleeping to the sounds of her voice.
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When he woke up , she was already gone. He sat up and rubbed his forehead before looking to the side.
A man in pink robes was sitting at a corner and watching him silently.
"Good morning Summer ... " his eyes trailed down and he opened his fan before giggling " I was hoping to see you topless but better luck next time I guess... need help with the morning wood?"
Summer didn't seem creeped out; he even raised a corner of his lips.
"Why don't you come over? " He relaxed against the bed post , his eyes were lazy " I don't discriminate"
Bai zu stood up and sat down beside the bed , he trailed his finger to the bulge in Summer pants before bursting into laughter, Summer started to laugh too.
They laughed till tears spilled from their eyes.
Bai zu wiped a tear from his eyes with his finger " if you see the look in your face when I acted like that hahaha You looked like you wanted to throw up hahaha"
Summer pushed at him but it was gentle "You are wearing pink today? What's the occasion? I thought you hate the color pink? " To prove his point, he cupped Bai zu face and stared at his eyes " You are even wearing pink eyeliner? You went all out flamboyant today"
Bai zu rolled his eyes, he didn't try to pull his face from Summer as if used to his antics already "I like the color pink , it's color black I hate the most "
"Damn you look oddly cute..." Summer smiled mischievously and pinched his cheek " Should we pass Kiara house , maybe she would actually elope with you now"
Bai zu turned red and tapped his hand "Go to the bathroom before I beat you up "
After Summer have freshened up , he dropped a big bag of spirit stone and a letter on the bed before going outside to meet Bai zu.
The two walked along the street , enjoying the chattering and breeze.
"So I saw Winter woke up yesterday , I was expecting you to kidnap him and lock him up "
Summer rolled his eyes " I wonder why everyone wants me to kidnap him "
"Because that's more of your style "
"Well did you kidnap Kiara? You didn't..." he lowered his voice and looked at the ever dark sky, his eyes were glimmering " You know how it feels , you can't just bring yourself to trap the person you love "
Bai zu sighed deeply ; his eyes too also glimmered "We are such foolish demons "
"You are smarter and braver than me though , you are planning to steal the throne from your superior" Summer laughed when Bai zu winced " You know if Donia ever hears of your thoughts, you will become food for Lily "
"She will know eventually if you keep saying it "
"Don't worry I'll rescue you before that happens okay ?" He throw an arm around Bai zu shoulder and Bai zu tsked but didn't push him away, he even leaned on him as if they were embracing each other; Summer couldn't help but soften
"I have done so many bad things I am ashamed of but You and Su Yang... you two are so sweet to me "
"It's because of what we can get from you , don't get over yourself " Bai zu said harshly but he was still leaning on him.
Summer kissed his cheek "So sweet; if you were not straight I would have dated you"
"Then we won't be best friends "
"Oh you see me as your best friend now?! " He kissed Bai zu cheek as if sucking a pacifier" the first time we met , you said you will never be caught dead with a deviant like me hehehe "
"Stop bringing up past wrongs!"
"Why ? You don't want Kiara to know you are petty?" Summer assumed a relaxed pose and swayed his hand like was looking down at an insect, his voice was eeriely chill " You are a sexual omivore who sleeps with anything that walks , you think I'm pretty? I will rather walk through mud than hear it one more time! Now get out you insignificant swine!"
Bai zu tsked and pushed Summer angrily before stomping away ; Summer laughed loudly before chasing after him.
"My pretty , are you embarrassed? I am only repeating what you said to me that day"
Bai zu stopped and stomped his feet , his voice a little spoiled " Summer! I …I will never talk to you again!"
Summer leaned on Bai zu ; his arms embracing the smaller man "Oh really?"
Bai zu face flushed red before he hmmphed "I…I …Oh stop it!" He pushed summer and left , almost like he was running away "Fucking flirt!"
"My pretty!"
"F*ck you Summer "