"TORN PAGES"
Found me torn apart like torn pages, placed me on a clean slate and glued me together, I'm not the way I was before I was damaged but I like it better this way, the words have a better meaning now, rearranged but still beautiful, reformed but still effective, I was torn apart like torn pages before I made it to your feet.
I saw a pretty face and I wrote a romantic story in my mind, where I would find a place in your heart but firstly before all of that, we'd start by spending time together to the point where your friends start asking you about me and you keep the details to yourself, all you do when they ask is to smile beautifully and act like it doesn't itch that you can share the good story with them.
I know I've had moments where I might've came on too strong, probably wanted to rush you to something you needed to be eased into but I didn't mean to, I just fell in love with the idea of what we could be if ever love would be on my side, I thought you would find me torn apart like torn pages, place me on your clean slate and glue me back together into a new form. I would be rearranged but the same, I would be reformed but still beautiful.
All I'm trying to say is that, I didn't mean to rush your process, I was just a guy who fell in love with the idea of us being lovers, I mean I still remember the whole moment of seeing you for the first time. [Hmhhm.. ]
"CAN'T MAKE UP HER MIND"
This is the second night in the row, what really is it that she wants from me? Last time we spent time, she told me that she's got a relationship to focus on and she also told me that she'll find her way back to me if this new relationship of hers doesn't work out.
She keeps reaching out to me, I don't know if she can't get it out or if she's just doing the same old habit of wanting stolen moments of my time. This ain't nothing new, whenever it comes down to me and her working on things, she just can't make up her mind.
One moment, she's spending time in my arms and then the next, she's running away from the possibility of ending up on my lips again, I don't know what really is it when it comes this situation but she just can't make up her mind.
It's like she's stuck between two places, everytime that we talk about making this work, she mentions every reason that makes her think that I'm not the right guy for her and as much as I can try to convince her that I'm at a better place now, she just can't make up mind.
This is the second night in the row, I can't even take her serious because I've only known her to be the girl that only gives me temporal love and lifetime memories.
PLEASURE..