"THE CAPTURE OF LOVE"
Let me paint you a picture about what's on my mind. I feel like a cloud is constantly pouring down on me, no matter how much I try to stay away from this romance thing, the universe always pulls me right back into it and maybe I'm reacting like this because of my fear when it comes to emotions like love and care.
I barely put myself in this position, for so long, I've been okay with not having any emotions, I'm so unfamiliar with things like love, affection and care but this young lady brings out this side in me. I don't know what really is it but it always makes me write beautiful things about her, sometimes it makes me wanna walk up to her and pull her aside, ask her if she's feeling well and wish her a good day.
Just like yesterday, I found myself asking her if she's okay, she said she's good, but I still asked her again and that's not what I usually do, not to even mention the part that I randomly checked in on her. I'm a stranger to these kind of emotions and sometimes I'm at war with myself because I want her so much.
There's something about her that makes me wanna know so much more about her, that one thing, whatever it is, it makes me wanna step outside of my comfort zone just to get a moment of her time. No matter how much I've tried staying away from this romance thing, I always find myself thinking about her and wanting to talk to her, even if it's just about her day.
Maybe I'm in the capture of love and I just don't know how to deal with it.
"AURA"
I'm feeling this different energy surrounding my existence, it glows brighter when I see her and I feel it getting stronger when I wanna talk to her, it feels so beautiful and safe, romantic and soothing. It's just a feeling now, so I wonder how would this energy feel if I spent time with her.
I wanna know how it feels to hug her, I wanna know what she turns into when she's at her happiest, I wanna know how it feels to go back home after spending time with her and I wanna know how it feels to be with her. I wanna tell her all of these words that I write about her, I wanna know what makes her smile no matter how bad her day is going, I wanna get to know so more much about her and I don't care if it means it's gonna be her doing the talking, that's how much I actually like her, I don't bother listening.