"FREE FALL"
This is the type of beauty that gets my blood runnng up and down, this is the type of beauty that I wouldn't mind if it were to fall for me, reached out to her last night just to check in on her and after our conversation, she said and I quote, "keep checking up on me, I'll fall for you, mistaking your kindness with something else and you'll do something about it", if only she knew how much of a free fall I'd like from her.
This is the type of the girl that I like, she's a hopeless romantic, she reads novels and lives in her own little bubble, she even makes time for my books and then on top of that, she's such a sweetheart, she keeps her word and reciprocates the energy that I give. If she feels like falling for me, it can be a free fall and I'll be ready to catch her in my hands of love.
Usually I'm not the type to enjoy the thought of somebody falling for me but as soon as she said those words, I wanted it to be so real, 'cause who wouldn't wanna be loved by such a wonderful girl? The type of energy that exists in our conversations is what I can use for my creativity, I can fill up the rest of the pages with beautiful, sentimental words, inspired by her.
She said that if I keep going like this, she's gonna fall for me and if that's the case, she can free fall in my arms of love because I would be a fool to not accept love from such a wonderful girl.
"SWEETNESS"
She's got it all on her own, with all that pretty face and that body, she doesn't need a reminder of what kind of beauty she posses but she doesn't walk around with an ego, she keeps her morals well, she's always looking like a doll and whenever we talk, I smile to the sweetness that she has and it ain't lot of girls that can get me this intrigued, now I'm curious about her.
Wanna know about her day around 7pm, I'll make time to listen and I wanna fill up her heart with affection, show her some real care from my side, put her mind at ease whenever I can, make her feel good if she's having a hard time, a girl with that sweetness deserves to feel like the only girl in the garden of pretty roses.
I can tell that I got a soft spot for her because I've been writing about her, using our conversations as motivation behind these beautiful words, I even check in on her and talk to her about anything, which is something I never do, I guess I've got a weakness for her sweetness.
I've never set my eyes on such beauty, she's like a perfect portrait drawn by God and you could literally lose yourself in the middle of adoring her, it's that kind of beauty that is breathtaking and irresistibly amazing. I can picture us on a facetime, talking about our day, making her smile from miles away, I can picture us capturing moments of innocent romance, I can see it all unfolding and I ain't got no resistance to that because she's such a sweetheart.
SWEETNESS..
"NO CONTROL"
Let's try something different, something that we've never done before and maybe we might love it this way, who knows?
I'll be honest with you right now, I've always been the type of a guy who wants to have control over situations, like knowing where will this go as we keep doing it and what will be the outcome of everything we're putting in into this, whatever this is.
Not having control of where, when and whether things work out has always been a challenge for me, I think I always overthink it because I want things that I enjoy to last and find a place in my crazy world but what if we just let go of all the thoughts about what's to come next, put our fears aside, defeat our intrusive thoughts and just live in the moment?
Maybe we don't need to have all the answers that we desperate for, maybe the universe and the angels of love are betting on us, maybe to live in the moment freely is what we need to do, maybe.