"FIRST TIME IN FOREVER"
Do I run away from these emotions or do I wear them on my sleeve, regardless of what could be the outcome of this beginning? I look at the lovely stuff that I've been writing about this girl and I ask myself, "How do you write so much beautiful romance while your shoulders are carrying so much baggage?". Maybe the only reason I find peace in writing about her is because the energy around this topic is warm, pure and healing, maybe that's why I just find it easy to escape my reality and live in my fantasy for a while.
For the first time in forever, I don't wanna run away from this thing, whatever it is, I'm guilty of making the most out of this feeling, I used the adoration that I have for her to write something that would make any hopeless romantic smile from ear to ear.
She is very different, she's beautiful, unique, she takes care of herself and I find it hard to stay away from her and maybe that is why we're in this phase of me feeling something that I never felt before. Usually I don't stick around for things to even get to this point, now I can't even tell if I'm just infatuated or if I'm captured by love for the first time, all I know is that there's this strong feeling aching in my chest that keeps yearning for a love relationship with this young lady.
Do I run away from these emotions or do I wear them on my sleeve, regardless of what could be the outcome of this beginning?