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Please Stop Asking Me to Heal You

LethalLust
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A cultivation fantasy about a thoroughly ordinary man stumbling into an extraordinary destiny one accidental breakthrough at a time — and the five remarkable women who figured out what he was long before he did.
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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1: Wrong Tent

The thing about dying, Daniel had decided somewhere around hour three of walking, was that nobody warned you about the part after.

Not the light, not the tunnel, not the alleged peace. The part where you opened your eyes in what appeared to be a forest and had to make immediate practical decisions about direction.

He'd woken up on his back in undergrowth with no memory of arriving and a very clear memory of the car that hadn't stopped. That part was crisp. The impact, the specific unhelpful thought he'd had in the half-second before — this is going to be bad — and then nothing, and then this. Trees. Birdsong that sounded almost right but not quite. Light coming through leaves at an angle that suggested mid-morning, which meant he'd either been unconscious for a while or time worked differently here, and both options were equally unhelpful.

He'd spent approximately twenty minutes sitting very still, waiting to feel something conclusive.

Nothing conclusive happened.

So he'd gotten up, brushed dirt off his joggers, noted that his sneakers had survived whatever transit system the universe used for this kind of thing, and started walking in the direction that seemed most likely to lead somewhere. He'd been walking since. His phone was not in his pocket, which was fine, because his phone would presumably not work here, wherever here was. His wallet was also not in his pocket. His keys were not in his pocket. What was in his pocket was three crumpled receipts from a convenience store and a single earbud he didn't remember keeping.

"Okay," he said, to no one.

The forest did not respond.

"Okay," he said again, which didn't help but felt necessary.

He was not panicking. He had made a deliberate choice not to panic on the grounds that panic would not meaningfully improve his situation and would cost energy he didn't have to spare. This was either very mature or a sign that something had gone wrong with his emotional processing in the transition, and he'd decided not to examine which.

What he was doing instead was cataloguing.

He was alive, or something close to it. He was mobile. The air was breathable and the temperature was comfortable and the forest, while not any forest he recognized, was at least operating by comprehensible physical laws — the ground was down, the sky was up, the trees were vertical. These were the basics. He was working with the basics.

What he was not working with was any ability to identify a single plant he was walking past.

This bothered him more than it probably should have. He'd had a vague sense, somewhere in the early hours, that the ability to identify plants was survivalist-adjacent knowledge that a person in his situation ought to have. He did not have it. The leaves were green. Some were large. Some were smaller. Several had shapes he was fairly certain didn't exist in any field guide he'd ever seen, which was admittedly not a category he'd spent a lot of time in, but still.

"That one looks like a hand," he said. The leaf in question did look like a hand. Five distinct lobes, very symmetrical. It was interesting and also completely useless information.

He kept walking.

The road appeared about forty minutes later, which upgraded his situation from lost in a forest to lost adjacent to infrastructure, which was meaningfully better. It was a dirt road, wide enough for carts, with the packed and rutted surface of something used regularly. Wheel tracks going in both directions. He stood at the tree line for a moment and looked both ways and then picked right, because right felt like it was trending toward the sound he'd been following for the last hour — a low, distant murmur that had the particular quality of many people in one place, which was either a settlement or an event, and either would do.

The satchel was sitting on the side of the road about ten minutes later.

Just sitting there. No one near it. Leather, dark brown, battered in a way that suggested age rather than neglect, with a long strap and a flap closure and the kind of construction that meant it had been made to last. It was lying on its side in the dirt like someone had set it down in a hurry and not come back.

Daniel looked at it. He looked up and down the road. No one.

He crouched down and opened the flap.

Inside: small cloth bundles that were probably medicinal, tightly wrapped; glass vials of various colors, stoppered with wax; a roll of bandaging material; metal instruments he could not name but which suggested medical purposes; several folded papers covered in characters he couldn't read; and, tucked in a side pocket, a smooth piece of carved jade with a marking on it that might have been a seal of some kind.

He had no idea what any of it was.

He closed the flap.

He looked up the road.

He picked up the satchel and put the strap over his shoulder, because he was in an unknown world with no possessions and no plan and a healer's bag was more useful than nothing, and the person who'd left it here had clearly left it here, and he would return it to someone if he found someone appropriate. This was a reasonable decision. He felt fine about it.

"Sorry," he said, to the absent owner.

He kept walking.

The crowd noise resolved into something more specific as he crested a low hill and the trees thinned: voices, not the ambient hum of a marketplace but the organized swell of an audience, the kind of sound that rose and fell with the event. Below him, at the base of the hill, was a wall. Stone, well-maintained, with a gate he could see from here, and people moving through it. Banners he couldn't read at this distance. Structures beyond the wall suggest something permanent and substantial.

He stood on the crest of the hill for a moment.

Every option he'd had since waking up had been walk toward or walk away, and walking away from human civilization when he had no food, no shelter, no knowledge of where he was, and sneakers with a right sole that was beginning to separate at the toe seemed objectively worse than walking toward it.

He walked toward it.

The gate was open, guarded by two people in what appeared to be some kind of uniform — not armor exactly, but structured and deliberate, a visual language he didn't speak but could recognize as institutional. They were watching the road. They did not appear to be in a state of high alert.

This was as far as his plan extended.

He was still twenty paces from the gate, working on what came next, when the woman rounded the corner.

She was moving fast, the way people moved when something had gone wrong and they were trying to fix it before anyone noticed — that specific energy of contained urgency that Daniel recognized from every workplace crisis he'd ever witnessed. She had a sheaf of papers in one hand and an expression of someone doing three calculations simultaneously, none of them coming out right.

She looked up.

She saw Daniel.

She stopped.

Her eyes went to his face. Then to the satchel on his shoulder. The one with the marking on the jade piece in the side pocket. Her expression did something complicated and swift — he watched it move from this is a catastrophe through wait to something that wasn't quite relief but was in the same neighborhood. The math was clearly resolving differently now.

She covered the distance between them at the same pace she'd been moving before, which meant she arrived in front of him in approximately four seconds, and said, "You're late."

Daniel opened his mouth.

"The first match already started. I've been managing expectations for two hours." She was already turning, already moving, already assuming he was following her, which he was because he had no better option, and she clearly knew where she was going. "The shoulder case has been waiting since dawn, and her patience ran out around the second bell."

"Right," Daniel said.

"Your tent is prepared. I've had supplies restocked — I don't know what your standard kit includes, so I had the full inventory brought in. If something is missing, you'll have to make do."

"Sure," Daniel said.

"The first four are straight competition injuries. The fifth is a special case — I'll brief you on her before she comes in." She glanced back at him, taking in his appearance with a rapid professional assessment that made him very aware of his joggers and his dying sneakers and the general impression he was projecting. Whatever she concluded, she kept it to herself. "Medic?"

It took him a half-second, "Yes."

"Good," she said. "Keep up."

He kept up.

He did not correct her.

He had no idea what he would have said.

The medical tent was a proper structure — canvas sides, wooden frame, larger than he'd expected, with a treatment bench and organized supply stations and light coming through a gap at the peak. It had the careful setup of someone who'd done this before, everything in its place, a logic to the arrangement he could almost follow.

He had about forty-five seconds to take it in before the woman — Drevha, she'd said her name twice, he pulled back the tent flap and stepped aside.

The woman on the treatment bench was in full armor.

Not decorative armor. Working armor, dark iron-grey with angular shoulders and no ornamentation whatsoever, the kind that had been stripped down to pure function and then used. She was sitting with her back straight and her hands on her knees and an expression that had been waiting for a long time and had thoughts about it.

Her shoulder was wrong. He could see it from here — not dramatically dislocated, but the line of it was off, holding at a careful angle that said she knew exactly how bad it would feel if she moved it wrong.

She looked at Daniel.

He looked at her.

He thought: Okay, this is a person with an injury and you have a bag of medical supplies and a CPR certification from 2019 and that's what you're working with, so think.

He set the satchel on the supply station nearest the bench. He looked at the shoulder. He thought about what he actually knew about dislocated shoulders, which was: cold for swelling, support the joint, and do not pull.

He said "so" and gestured at the bench in what he hoped, sincerely hoped, read as professional.

Her pale grey eyes held his without expression.

He was going to need to say more words. He could feel that requirement approaching.

"Tell me," he said, in the tone of someone who treated injuries every day and found this one quite ordinary, "when did it happen?"

Her flat mouth didn't move for a moment. Then she said, "Third match. Overhead strike."

"Pain level?"

A pause that meant she found the question either strange or irrelevant. "Manageable."

"Good," Daniel said, which he hoped sounded like that was useful information and not like he was relieved she wasn't screaming.

He picked up the first cloth bundle from the satchel. He had absolutely no idea what was in it.

He set it down again.

He said, "Let's start with the range of motion," and she moved the arm slightly, he watched the shoulder and thought about the structure of it — joint, socket, the mechanics of how it had gone wrong and how it might go back — and somewhere in the thinking, without entirely meaning to, he reached out and put his hand on it.

She went very still.

He was focused on the shoulder. The way it sat wrong, the angle, the tension in the muscle around it, and the warmth. There was something warm under his hand that had nothing to do with skin temperature, a sense of something that wasn't quite physical, and he thought of it as adrenaline because what else would it be, and kept his attention on the joint.

"Here?" he said.

"Yes," she said, and her voice was slightly different. He didn't notice.

He was already thinking about the next thing.