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You are... You are my life, David. You are what I have been waiting for since birth, you are what I have longed for and I have kept for you, you are what I need in my life, even in seven hundred and ninety-three years of life, I know that when I see you, I see my life in you, I see the man who could complement me, make me a better being, make all this time worth it, just having you by my side I am happy.
My devotion and the love I feel for you, is pure, without bad intention, it is absolutely all yours, every look, every caress, every gesture, you are my respite, my drinking water, my complete world, you are a being that gives a unique shine to this damn abyss in which I am, you are the thick light that has me here, in this place, you are and will always be the person I will love.
Even if everything ends, I will be loving only you, absolutely you, your way of being, even if you try to spray holy water at me, I wouldn't stop you.
David, I waited for you for so long, even if I have to wait, for you to accept this place. Even if I have to beg and prostrate myself before the creator, I will.
David, for me, for my soul, for my heart, you are the very existence of my life, you are a being that has shown me in a short time, that goodness is beyond a few simple words and actions, it is in your discipline, in your constancy, in your look and actions, in how you like to learn from something different from what you know, know them and learn it.
This emptiness that I felt, for so many years, is now a little calmer, alone, only with your presence, even if you don't choose me, even if you choose others, I will accept it, even so I will protect you, I will take care of you, I will value you, I will respect you, I will love you from a distance, I will take care of you eternally.
Even if I become ash, even if I fall into the abyss, my thought will always be you. My beloved David.
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"Sael... I...! - David looked at me stunned, I gave him a soft smile, and took his hand to my lips, with a soft kiss on his hand, I deposited all my trust and heart, only to him, I spoke to him next.
"I don't ask you to accept me now, I don't ask for it, because I know that time is short, and you were human, the thoughts are different. I won't put pressure on you, I won't demand anything from you, just don't close yourself and watch the whole place. I know that this place is not like a fairy tale that is thought of. But I swear to you, David, that I will love you, I will love you with the passion, fervor, respect of that same love, I will love you like no one has done, even if you don't accept me, I will, even if you abandon me and leave me, even if you go to heaven, I will look at you with respect and love. I will never get in the way, the only thing I ask is that you don't close yourself, just think about it, slowly, calmly. I waited for you for years, and I will continue to do so, even if they pass, ten, twenty, a hundred, thousands, I will wait for you. -
I looked up, and I was speechless. David's eyes were crying, releasing crystal clear tears. I took my hands quickly to him, drying every tear, without saying anything, I felt that if I said something else, he would really be devastated. His lip trembled, but he just didn't say anything either. He approached me, and I carefully wrapped him in a firm and warm hug. I could soon feel his tears on my neck, where he had his face hidden.
I looked up, waited and waited, with a calm that scared even more than any chaos I had felt before.
"Lord, please give him peace, give him calm, I don't like to see him cry, I know it's my fault, but please give him the strength to understand his emotions, and give him the strength to decide, even on my selfish desire to have him."
"Sleep," he whispered very low, almost so low that he didn't catch it.
Without saying more, I slid towards the cushions and held him against me, while he began to rest. The class would be postponed, but at least, he had David here in his arms; that was enough, it was worth every minute of his life.
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Almost three full days had passed, 144 hours, 8,640 minutes, 518,400 seconds, and 5.184,000,000 million milliseconds. He hasn't left his room. Ziel together with Lennor explained the rest of the zones and the Sub zones. Although, thanks to Lennor, he has known that he has asked for stories about destines, so, knowing him, he is trying to understand the feeling, he could not blame him, he absolutely could not blame him, emotions and thoughts are often confusing.
Too bad, David, it's not something you can understand with your mind. You will understand it with the heart, at some point you will understand it, and I will wait calmly here, with patience, sometimes our same situations put us in difficult places, that's why I will wait for you.
I'll wait for you.
It's safe, he doesn't understand wanting to kiss someone just because, he doesn't understand why it's such a pure love, so born of the fast, there's no explanation, humans call it love at first sight, but this is another love, another type of love that you know, you just know it, and you feel it. But even he has had a hard time accepting these emotions so strong, so brutal, so hard and strong, a love that seems like an obsession.
A love that seems like obsession, but at the same time a love that is natural, that comes from you, that you know that person will be happy by your side, that they will be happy, that you would give everything for him, that you would put the world at his feet, it is a love so pure, so frantic, so passionate. That when you unite it, when you know it, you will understand it, you will understand why the word love exists, that even that same word, will not be able to express those emotions that you have so deep inside you.
He looked at the cold night of hell, it was so dark, it was strange, why did he never put stars? Should I have put stars? He snapmed his fingers, and the sky, once dark, was now lit up with a sea of galaxies and stars. They were beautiful, the galaxies above all, I only had to create a few small ones, and the world would be perfect for David in this plane.
David likes stars.
Soon he began to hear whispers, loud whispers and some laughter, strange, he got up and got a little closer to the window, looked down and could observe it. Many of the citizens were excited by the stars. Soon the children began to leave their homes in pajamas, they were looking at the starry sky. He raised his eyebrow surprised to see his brothers suddenly downstairs looking at the stars.
Should I do something else?
I never expect your people to like that, I guess some other things wouldn't bother. Snap, my fingers and soon, little fireflies appeared in the places of the nearby parks. David likes what has light. I snap my fingers again and soon I create little nocturnal creatures; these will travel every night through hell illuminating places and giving peace, they were white and gray essences that ran throughout the reign.
Will that be okay?
"Sael?" David's soft voice came from the door, I turned around when I saw him there.
"David?" Did something happen? - I asked before his arrival.
"No, just..." he looked at the giant window of the office, "I just wanted to know why you're doing this at night," he whispered.
"For you." Everything I do is for you - I said calmly, looking at him as he approached the window - I know you don't like the dark very much, and I realized that you like stars, and I concluded that you might like fireflies. And well, the figures of small animals, would be a good detail if you are sleepless at night, so you could look at them, how they tour the city. - I whispered.
"Did you notice all that?" David asked.
"Always." I know you don't like magma, that's why every night I cook magma chocolates, and I've been preparing magma food in a more appetizing way, at least in two or three more days you can start eating food from the underworld, so you'll be better, I know you don't like the taste of magma, but it's okay. I have also noticed that you prefer the silk of the white spider to the silk of the widow of the red branch, so I have ordered them to reserve more spider silk for your clothes. I know you don't like to drink something hot in the morning either, that's why I always have cold magma in the kitchen, of course later it will be some tea or iced coffee. -I was a little nervous about everything said.
"What else?" David asked, looking at me with a soft smile.
—...— I felt embarrassed.
"I won't get angry, I just want to see what you've noticed about me, as I've done about you," he whispered, sitting in the armchair in front of the huge window.
"Have you looked at me?" I asked somewhat surprised.
"Yes, although not much, since you always go outside." Almost most of them I know about your brothers, but I want to know more. "By little, little by little," he said looking at me somewhat embarrassed, I couldn't help but smile at that. "Tell me, what else."
—... You like flowers, your eyes always go to the puts and carnations, but you also fix your eyes on the white roses of the tower of humility. Although when you look at the carnations, you look at them with a strange longing, I don't know what it can be. I have refused to look at your book of life, because I want to respect your past, I want you to tell me what torments you, or what you want.
What I have learned from you is little, but quite a lot at the same time.
I have also discovered that when we talk, you always like to sit in the red armchair, you feel more comfortable in that place, because it gives a wider and clearer view of the world, you like light, clarity and wide places, you always choose places that have to feel spacious. I have noticed that you don't like to feel your hands a little dirty or slimy, that's why you're always cleaning and washing your hands. I've also noticed that you don't like to have your cassock touched, like lately you feel uncomfortable with Sack.
But not intervened because I know what you will tell me at the right time, and I will wait calmly, although I will not allow any attack either, I know that you are with him calmly for some reason, I also know that you like to brush your hair, it relaxes you calmly like a ritual, that's why he added oils and essences for your hair, also although you deny it. You are constantly looking at yourself in the mirror, to see if you have more color, which I find tender. Because even without color, translucent or simply just got out of bed you are beautiful. -
- It's surprising everything you know about me. And tender to see that you notice all that, but, the last thing, it's not my fault, it's a pretty young appearance, it's like I'm twenty-five years old, which reminds me, are you really seven hundred and ninety-three years old? I mean, do you look like a man of maybe thirty years old? -
"Well, we age in a different way, besides I am almost eternal, when one ruler rises to power, the other can simply be executed or retire and live in peace, until he gets bored of life." I expressed myself, to sit in front of him.
"I understand."
"David, you came for a reason, right?" I said calmly, and he smiled at me embarrassed.
"It's beautiful what you created... And I wanted to tell you, give me time, I think I understand it, but I still don't know how... just give me time." I whisper looking at myself with those honey-colored eyes, which absorbed everything from me.
Oh God, how much I loved him,
When I loved to look at those eyes,
Look at his face,
Those spheres sparkle with life and joy.
"As long as you want." I'll wait for you, even if it's forever that you're ready - I smiled calmly at him, to give him peace, without him feeling pressured, because the fact that I went crazy was different from him doing it.
David looked beautiful, the little smile that appeared on his lips was even better than everything he has seen in his life.
Would the moon of the earth give it a more beautiful touch?
I raised my hand and without hesitation I snapped my fingers, and a huge moon appeared in the sky, and yes, he was right, the light of the earthly moon shone on David and it looked even more beautiful, but now, thanks to this it looked better, with a quick movement I turned off the light of the room, and what I got, was what I needed, what I had been looking for in Lennor's novels.
David, sitting at the window, with the moonlight marking his figure, his eyes shining towards the sky, his lips illuminated by a touch of his saliva, which moments ago he had licked with nerves, and the moonlight, his cheeks flushed. Maybe not like those of a human, but a different touch, because of the magma that ran now in that body, but it was perfect, it looked perfect in his eyes.
"Beautiful," he whispered.
David's face turned in surprise and an even stronger color formed on his face. I couldn't help but assert myself on the table of that place, a small but perfect table to put on it and look at the beautiful man in front of him. Their eyes did not move away, he looked at his red eyes that he possessed, and he, like the idiot in love that he is, looked at that honey color of David.
"Sael, tomorrow come give me history lessons," he exclaimed, getting up nervously. We meet in the second great war... I will wait for you tomorrow, and in the library, like the other time.—
"I'll gladly go, David, have a good night," I exclaimed, to see him almost running towards the door, he was embarrassed, and that made him even sweeter.
"Good night."
"Good night, honey."
I laughed at the blush and the whipping of the door; soon I heard him running down the hall.
He stirred in his bed, it was so late, he had finally rested. Finally, I had a day off, I had worked countless hours, even without sleep for three days, to finally have that day for David, completely for David, to do anything with him, go for a walk, eat, simply be by his side.
"Your majesty?" I heard a somewhat strange voice. The maids are deployed today, no one should have access to their tower today.
Who could it be?
"Who is it?" I asked with a somewhat hoarse and dry voice.
Fuck, how I wanted water at that time!
"I'm Sack, your Majesty." I've come to bring you breakfast. -Sack said.
"I haven't asked for your services today." I said, getting out of bed, I stretched my body before shaking my hair a little, his hair was a mess and I hoped not to look so exhausted. A Melej must always look tidy and imposing. He looked at my image and yes, he looked like a person who got up, his night clothes were not there, so at least if he reached to shower, it seems that he did everything automatically last night, more than anything his silk robe without accommodation and his hair a little messy.
"I know, your majesty." I simply saw that no one would attend to him today, that's why I dared. - Sack reported nervously.
Didn't anyone tell you that there was no service today?
I sigh at this, I didn't want anyone in the tower today, I just wanted to be with David.
Just David and him.
"Go ago." I ordered him somewhat impatiently.
"Sir, but allow me to leave you water at least." Sack begged.
"Sack?" David's voice asked.
I looked at the door surprised. Did David get up early? Before him? That was surprising, I didn't expect his body to adapt so fast. I couldn't help but get excited by his voice, so I just ran to the door and opened it suddenly.
"David!" I said excitedly, seeing him so early. This one looked at Sack, who came with a tray of food and a bowl with water below the cart. Why is that? Yes, he had a built-in bathroom.
"Sael!" Your clothes! -David said embarrassed, looking at me from top to bottom. At this I looked down and laughed nervously when I saw my robe, it was slightly open, and that it showed the middle of my chest, and one of my thighs perfectly, covering just what was necessary. -God! - he growled with some annoyance, quickly closed my robe and pushed me into the room - Get dressed and go out for breakfast with me in the dining room! -
"Of course!" He shouted excitedly.
I showered as fast as I could, a pass through the water doesn't hurt anyone. I didn't want to waste a minute with David. David's clothing today was a light blue, so of course his clothes will be a navy blue. I got ready quickly, I even moisturized my skin a little more than normal, I wanted to look good. I took a deep breath and calmed down. It looked like Ramy in his adolescence for his dates, I approached the door, but before opening I heard murmurs; I was silent and, sharpened my ear and put a sound expansion spell.
"I just wanted to attend to him!" Sack's voice was heard.
"Yes." Well, Sack, everyone was notified yesterday that no one should be here today, and I personally told you. I don't understand what you don't understand, because you shouldn't be here. - David said exhausted, as if he was tired.
"I just wanted to take care of him," Sack said. "He has helped me a lot, he saved me from the underworld. He wanted to help me from the first moment he saw me, he gave me a chance.—
"Yes, and that's why I work here for him." But I only see you disobeying his orders. Sack, I don't understand what's going on, but if you need to talk to Sael, you can go to his office later, but today we have plans. - David reported.
"That's none of your business." What I want to talk to him about! You're just a guest! You've been talking, talking and talking as if you were something from this place! -
It wasn't a scream from Sack but a crude way of responding. Which bothered him a lot, he doesn't understand why he is hostile to David. But something was definitely wrong with Sack, he took a breath and went to open the door, but stopped at David's words.
"It concerns me, because it's my destiny. And I don't like chaos in my new home, so this is an order. Withdrew, Sack and don't come back until Sael allows it. -
"You can't give me this kind of orders!" Sack growled.
-Yes, if you can. -I said opening the doors with a bang. - Sack, get out of here, go where Lenx she will give you some new tasks, you are vetoed from the tower. - I informed, and I could observe Sack's surprised face.
"Your majesty, please, let me explain!" Sack spoke quickly, throwing himself to the floor on his knees.
"No." You don't have to explain anything. First of all, David is my destiny and will be the next Shegal if he accepts; secondly, you are a servant Sack, I put you to attend to David because I thought it would be a good experience for you and him, since both are human, or they were, but I only see a huge mistake. If he asks you to jump out of the damn windows, you should have done it. I don't want you in my tower, nor near my destiny, I don't want you to step on any part of the castle, you will be assigned to the external place. In the Phoenix cavalry, or in the commanders' rooms, I will send a magic note to Lenx. Withdrem. —
"Melej, please." He begged.
"Guards!" he shouted, and soon the shadow guards took Sack. The personal protection guard of the Melej - Take him with Lenx and indicate the situation and the punishment that has been assigned to him, he is outside the main castle. -
"Yes, your majesty." The two guards expressed, to soon drag Sack, who was crying.
"That wasn't necessary, Sael," David whispered uncomfortably.
"David, I know it wasn't necessary, but when I was behind the door I didn't pay much attention to him. When I saw him, his soul was dark, he was filling with hatred and resentment, that's why I sent him away. I don't know what's going on, but I'll investigate and see if I can help him, but for now, dear, it's just you and me in this place. -I took his hand and kissed it. -Shall we eat? -
—Yes. —
His sweet David, was so sweet and pure that he did not notice the hatred, resentment and resentment of a person towards him, well, not a person, a thing, anything that looked badly at his Shegal, was nothing more than garbage. He only gave him the opportunity of doubt for his life, and because David would ask for it in one way or another.
To say that breakfast was a success would be to lie; it was more than a success. Finally, David dared to eat. He thought it was going to take longer to adapt, but it seems that it was not like that. I looked at him curiously when I saw the amount of food: sausages, bread, egg, coffee, chopped fruit, milk, and some jam. Additionally, only something small additional there was some oatmeal with nuts.
"Since when?" I asked when I saw how he served us the food.
"I have eaten much more magma, I think I ate almost four portions, of course, I asked Ziel and Lennor, they were helping me to adapt completely to this. I wanted to have a meal with you like this —.
-Thank you, I'm glad to know that you did it for me - I smiled at the blush and took some of the sausage to eat it, but before I could do it, David looked at me while crossing his hands. I swallowed my grimace and discomfort, so I lowered the fork and imitated it.
While he prayed for food, I thought about how I got to this point in my life. It's not that it made him uncomfortable in itself, it's just that his demonic side is not yet completely used to it, but this one is completely silent, when we beg for David, our priority was to please him and make him happy.
"Let's eat, and then you tell me about the second great war," David said excitedly.
"Well, dear," I whispered.
"You always tell me, dear ones," David murmured embarrassed.
"That's why you're dear and loved, I know that if I tell you, my beloved, you'll get nervous" I laughed a little at him. "If you want, I won't say anything, and I'll call you, Mr. Harrison."
-... No... It's okay to be dear - he murmured, taking some fruit - That's great. -
"Yes."
He was great, even eating him does it with class, just being there makes everything good and perfect.
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