Chapter 8
Oooh no mhani guys,Kana tazogaraka Lee is something else handingazive zvangu kuti ndomuti chiii...Muchidimbu ndingangoti anoziva zvaanoita hake, Hes the best ...Ndakanzwa kunakirwa kumwe kwandisati ndakamboona eversince muupenyu hwangu. Pfungwa dzangu dzakambomira kufunga zvokuti chero dai ndakabvunzwa zita rangu kundindiwe ani aaaa ndaisaziva ini hadaimboziva zita rangu nemuti ndanga ndarasa memory yese nekunakirwa ..Ndakagomera chaiko apa achiita kundirova rova beans yangu nechinhu chake ndichiita wet ndakanyatsoita hameno kana yaive wet asi ndakatori tsaaa tsaaa tsaaaa tuwet chaitwo uku ndichigwinha kunzwa kuti ndazogumirwa zvino ndokunzwa pain kuzasi kwangu ndaigwinha gwinha nekunakirwa asi pain ndakainzwa uye kuti ave kumanikidzira kuisa chinhu chake mandiri .Ndakanzwa gaaaa kunzwa kuti pane zvinorwadza zvave kuitwa apa and ndakatorwadziwa ndikati "Aaaaa musaite izvozvo"
Ndakadaro ndichiuruka pabed ndichinomira uko nekuti ndanga ndanzwa pain yacho kuti ummm yanga yanyanya ..Ndakanyatsotodzika pabed chaiko ndichibva ndamira ipapo ndipo pandakabva ndakuzvitarisa ndikaona kuti ndaive ndisina kana kupfeka aaaa ko zvinhu zvacho unozoti bengenuka ndaiti vanhu vanokunyeba kuti pfungwa dzombomira kushanda ..Dzangu dzanga dzamira ini kuita semuroi ayedzerwa ummm pandakatiza ndichimjra pasi apa ndichiona kuti chinhu chake chaive chihombe zvikanzi
"Bby"
Aaaa handina kumbodeera ini ndaive ndakutodedera makumbo angu nekuti pain yanga yatovapo pachinhu pangu apa anenge anga atomboisa chihalf ..Akabva anditi"Bby usandidaro"
Aka ndichiona kuti chinhu chake chaive chakamira zvine hukasha zvokuti chaigona kundiparadza .....Akadzika pabed kuuya pandaive ndakamira uku chinhu chake chakamira ipapo ndakanzwa kutya ndikatanga kufamba ndichidzokera kumashure iye achiti "Bby usadaro" Aidaro achiuya oandiri asi ini ndaidzoka kumashure kusvika ndaenda kunondima nemadzairo ndakabva ndamabatira madziro acho uye ndakutya ..Akasvika achimira mberi kwangu ndaive ndakatarisa pasi asi ndakabva ndatarisana nechinhu chake chaityisa nekuti chaisimuka simuka so ende paakamira mberi kwangu chakanyatsondiguma padumbu chinhu chake ndikatarisa kuside zvikanzi
"Bby"
Aaaa ini ndaive ndakutotya kutaura chokwadi akabva anditi ft
"Bby wangu usandidaro"
Akadaro ari ndii neni akandiisa kumadziro ndokudzikisa musoro wake pane wane akagumanisa huma dzedu zvikanzi
"Usandidaro bby
Akadaro achitanga kundibata mumahips umu nemaoko aje ese apa tese hapana aive akasimjra hembeka oakati pedu zvikanzi
"Usadaro murume wako handikurwadzise I promise
Akandibata chiwet changu nerumwe ruoko achiita kuchipuruzira zvikanzi
"Tyler
Handina kudeera ini kutaura chokwadi ndanga ndakutya apa ndichinzwa kapain pakati pemakumbo angu .Akandidana ft akati
"Tyler
"Hmmm
"Please
Akadaro akadhimisa misoro yedu apa ndaive ndakavhara maziso and iye ndinovimba aive akavhararo nekuti pane pandakambobiridzira kuvhura maziso ndakaona akavhara maziso ake .Ndakabva ndati
"Ndukutya
And ndaitya zvechokwadi asi akabva ati
"Ukutya chii bby handikurwadzise ndozviziva uchiri mhandara handikurwadzise trust me"
Akadaro rumwe ruoko rwava kundibata mazamo zvikanzi
"Handikurwadzise bby wangu
"Ummm handichadi ini
Paindibata pacho ndainzwa kuti zviri kudzoka kunaka ft asi ndanga ndisingachadi kurasa memory sezvaive andiita pakutanga paya ndaive ndarasa memory chaiko kuzoti bengenu ndonzwa kapain ummm ndaisada izvozvo saka ndakabva ndati .
"Makati wani hamurari neni
Ndakamudaro nekuti aive akazvitaura ndiye pandakamuudza kuti handidi kurara newe ndukuda kukuratidza kuti ndokuda not zvokuti ufungire kuti kuda ndirikuda kukushandisa ....
"Tyler usandidaro
Ndakanzwa kusiririswa mumoyo mangu ndikatizviti asi ko kungoita zvaarikuda zvacho zvine basa reiko asi ndakabva ndafunga kuti zvogona kurwadza ...Ipapo akabva andimbundira nemaoko ake ese zvikanzi
"Bby ndukukumbirawo kukusvira mboro yangu yakurwadza ...
Akadaro akandimbundira ndichibva ndakumuti
"Makati hamurari neni bt now makuda kunditambisa ..
Pandakadaro aive achiri akandimbundira asi akabva andibvisa pahug paya akanditarisa zvokuti takatarisana mumaziso zvikanzi
"Kukutambisa? How ? Inini kutambisa iwewe here Tyler?
Akadaro.akanditarisa asi ini ndaive ndatotarisa pasi zvikanzi .
"Look into my eyes and tell me this ...Inini kutambisa iwewe here
Ndakatadza kudeera zvikanzi
"Tyler
Ndakaramba ndakanyarara zvikanzi
"Ndukutaura newe,Inini ndingatambisa iwewe here ndideere
"Hnty munhu anorara nemunhu kana amuroora
Ndakadaro zvichibva zvanzi
"Tyler handikusiye uchidzoka kumba kwenyu ndarara newe handipengi inini wanzwa here ..
"Ini handisati ndakuda izvozvo
"Bt i asked you are you ready ukati yes wani
Akandidaro ndichibva ndakuti
"Ndanga ndarasa memory saja ndanga ndakungodera ini handirari nemunhu asati andoroora kubvisa pfuma kumba kwedu imimi kana muchindida munotanga mabvisa roora mondiroora mozorara neni ..
Ndanga ndakungotaurawo zvangu bt inside I was feeling pain nekuti ndaiziva kuti ndukumurwadzisa ...Ndakabva ndamutarisa ndikaona maziso ake akatsvuka semunhu abhema chaiko ndakabva ndazvibvisa paari asi akandibata ruoko achibva andidhonzera Paari ndikamubatira pachest pake ndokumutarisa he was already looking at me zvikanzi
"So you think ndukuda kukutambosa manje inini
Handina kudeera ende ndakabva mdatarisa divi zvikanzi
"Nditarise Tyler .
Handina kumutarisa zvikanzi
"Nekukuda kwandoita wotaura mashoko ekuti makuda kunditambisa seriously Tyler
Handina kumjdeera nekuti chero neni ndaiziva kuti anondida Lee anondida izvozvo ndsitozviziva and I was feeling his heart ...
"Usarambe wakanyarara bby taura neni
"Kana muchida kurara neni munotanga mandiroora ndokuti ndizive kuti munondida ...
Haana zvakadera akatora kanguva akanyarara achibva azoti
"Ndakakuudza kuti ndukuda kuroora riini Tyler
Aive akandiudza kuti Mari yekuroora ndinongomupa 1 year kuti aiunga ..Paakandibvunza ndakaramba ndakanyarara zvikanzi
"Ndoiwanepi nhasi mari yekunobvisa Tyler
"Ko ndamboti zndukuda kuroorwa nhasi here ini .
"Tyler ndinokuroora ndikarara newe handimbosiye uchidzoka kumba kwenyu Ty wanzwa here ndinozonobvisa mari ndave kugara newe ...
Zvese zvaitaura ndaitozvinzwa zvanga zvakanaka asi ini fear yangu yaingove pakurwadziwa chete nekuti zvinhu izvi zvinonzi zvinorwadza kana zvichitaurwa nevamwe vasikana vakazviitwa zvinonzi chero kufamba haugoni ...Chimwe chinhu ini hangu I wasn't ready kugara naLee yes ndaimhda asi ndaidawo kuva an independent woman ndoroorwawo at least ndavewo nekasomething ...Ende apa ndaitonyatsonzwa kuti ndamurwadzisa ndaiita kuterera hane yake ichirova dzaiita kurovera pamwechete hana dzedu dzaiita kurova zvakafanana nguva imwe ..Akaona ndaramba ndakanyarara achibva andisiya zvikanzi
"Handisikuda kuita sokuti ndiri kukurepa you know kana kuita zvokumanikidzana
Nguva iyoyo ndakanzwa kudzikira kumira kwechinhu chake zvikanzi
I told you I will never force you in anything just bcz I love you Tyler and I dont want to spoil my love for you,Asi iwewe unotora zvako rudo rwangu neumwewo muono hameno maybe ndakaperera pauri iwe usingandidi you know zvogona kuitika ....J dont want to take advantage on you you will end up thinking ndongokudira kurara newe ...As you wish ndicharara newe ndakuroora and I will marry you bcz ndagara ndukuda kukuroora ..
Akadaro.achibva abva mberi kwangu ndokufamba kuenda pabed akasvika achipfeka pant neboxer ndakabva ndakutorawo hembe dzangu ndikapfeka zvikanzi
"Dakunogeza
Akadaro achitotora bucket aoa aigezera mumatoilets epanze saka aitonochera mvura kutap kuseri kuya kwataive tambowachira ndakaona pamberi boxer rake pakaita kufitirira so akabva apabata achibva avhara maziso ake ..Apa aida kunogeza kechi2 asi anga ageza kuseni ndakatosvika achiti aive ageza .....Akatira hembe yake ndokupfeka hameno zvaakaita pamberi apa kuti pasaoneka kufuta akaita kuchigadzirisa chinhu chake ipapo akabva akutora bucket ndokubuda ..Ndakasara ndakagara pabed thinking kuti asi ndukuita zvakanaka here handisi kurwadziwa mumwe wangu here nekuti Lee anondida asi handisave ndakumhrwadzisa here .Ipapo ndakatanga kufunga zvese zvaanondiitira Lee anondiitira zvakawanda asi ko dai ndangorara naye ndaibvei handifungi kana paine chandaizobva ini kunze kwehumhandara hwagara hwaida kuzongobva ...Ipapo foni yake yakaringer yaive pasi pepilo aingove nemapilo maviri chete ndakabva ndaitora ndokuona number dzaifona dzakanzi mama ndakambofunga kuda kuisiya asi ndakabva ndadeera ivo ndokutoti
"Hellow ,,Iwe Renadhi sekuru baba Zefa vashaika zvakaoma kani
Vakadaro ndikati
"Hello mama maswera sei ,Varikugeza
"Aaaa horaiti umuti andifonere tave kutogadzirira kuenda kunhamo kumarondera uko ..Waswera sei zvako
Vakadaro and vaive vakasununguka chaizvo mai vacho ndakabva ndati
"Ndaswera zvangu mama ko nematambudziko
"Aaa arikuonekwa kani iwe ihanzvadzi yangu aitorwara anga ane nguva zvake achirwara ,Tinoti azorora nekuti anga ava nenguva achirwara ..Horaiti handina etym uti Renadhi andifonere ..
"Oky mama
Ndakazosara ndodaira vatikata zvavo ..Ndakabva ndakutombobaya baya foni yake ndokuona mapic angu naye ataimbozvitora maself plus ake akapfeka uniform ipapo ndakabva ndakutomboenda kuwatsap kuda kuona vanhu vaanotaura nawo ndakabva mdaona number dzangu dzakasaver kunzi Bby wangu, apa dzakaiswa netumaheart ndakanzwa kunakirwa mumoyo zvese nemupfungwa ndikaona mamwe macharts ave evamwewo vanhu handina kuzokwanisa kumavhura ese asi mamwe acho ndakatombomavhura vhura ....Ndakabva ndakusenda mapictures kufoni kwangu ipapo akabva abva kunogeza akandiona ndakabata foni yake asi haana zvaakataura akatozora mafuta ake aive pawindow ndakabva ndati
"Mama vafona
"Zvanzii, Wadeera here
Akandibvunza achitozora mafuta ndikati
"Ehe ndadeera zvanzi sekuru baba Zefa vashaika ..
"Yoo pakaipa ..Hunza pano foni kana wapedza zvaurikuita ...
Ndakabva ndati
"Handina zvandukuita ndanga mdichisenda mapic atopera kupinda aya oyi
Ndakadaro ndomusvitsa foni yake akabva akufona ndokuisa foni pabed iri paloud iye achibva akubrasha musoro wake .Vakadeera mai vacho iye akati
"Maswera sei mama ko nematambudzikozve haa zvakaoma..
"Aonekwa kani regai azorore mwana wamai vangu anga arwara ..Saka ndiko kwatiri kutogadzirira kuenda ipapa .Iwewe urikudii hausikuenda here ..
Ipapo Lee akabva ati
"Haa basa manje apa ndichazonobata maoko saka apa vashaikira kumba here
"Ehe vashaikira kumba kwavo ...Ndanga ndichida kutoti ndisenderewo etym ndinoda kubata vana maigururu ndinzwe kuti tiri kubatana here .
Vakadaro mama iye Lee achibva ati
"Horaiti regai ndikusenderei ko yebus yacho ,Muri kuenda muri vangani ndakanzwa baba vachiti vakaenda kwamutare vakadzoka here ,Vakaenda nemota here ndikutumirei yefuel uyu Koren akoperekedzai ..
"Baba vakauya kuswera nezuro ava tiri kutoenda kunavo handizivi mhai dzeouturo dzacho ini ingosenda kana uinayo mari yacho inonotibatsirawo mberi ndisuntawirwa nedambudziko, Asi waifana kuve uripoo Renadhi ndisekuru vako vafa ava ..
Ipapo akabva akwenya musoro akati
"Eish regai ndione kuti ndoita sei imi chitungamjrai mangwana ndogona kuuya
"Horaiti unengebwaita zvakanaka nekuti varikuvigwa mangwana .
Ndofunga etym yakapera nekuti handina kunzwa kuonekana kwavo ipapo Lee akabva ati
"Handei kunhamo
"Aaaaaaa
Ndakadaro zvikanzi
"Ndukurevesa
Akadaro akanditarisa ndikati
"Mangwana ndukufana kuenda kuchikoro Lee
"Its not like tinonorarako amana bby tienda totodzoka ndokurumidza kudzoka newe ...
Aaaa ko vanhu vekumba vaizoti ndaendepi nhai ndakabva ndati
"Ummm ko vanhu vekumba vanotii
"Vanoti waenda kuchikoro ndokurumidza kudzoka newe ..
Ndakabva ndaramba ndakanyarara akapedza kuzora mafuta ndokuuya pabed zvikanzi
"Toendaka
Akadaro akanditarisa ndakabva ndangogutsurira musoro bt hameno ndaizozviita sei zvikanzi
"Mangwana mukuita sub rechii
"Maths
"Ndokudzidzisa unondiudza pamakasiira ndokuitisa leson racho ndini
Ndakabva ndaseka ndikati
"Teacher vedu havarovi .
Akaseka achikwira pabed zvikanzi
"Asi ini ndorova ..Saka tinoendaka bby ..Munhubafa uyu ndisekuru vangu hanzvadzi yamai vangu chaiyo yemudumbu vatevedzani ..Saka ndini zvakare muzukuru mukuru hazviiti kuti nditadze kuenda kwana mbuya kana kwaitika nhamo and ndukuenda nemukadzi wangu hnty
Ndakagutsurira musoro achibva andidhonzera paari ndokundiisa pachest pake ndikati
"Manje ndoenda nemusoro wakadai here
Ipapo akabva anditarisa musoro wangu achibva akuubata zvikanzi
"Unozorukwa kana tadzoka mangwana toenda wakadaro uri right so unongosunga zvawakauta zvakakufita
"Ummm
"Serious hnty ndini glass rako here ndini mirror plus ndukuina kuti mukadzi wangu zvakamufita zvaakaita izvi wakanyatsoita kababy kangu chaiko Kane 17 years
"Imi 17 kudiiko pasara 3 weeks kuti birthday rangu risvike
Kkkkk ndaiti ndine 18 kaaa since panga pasisina nguva yakareba kuti ndisvitse 18 dzacho saka ndaitozviti ndine 18 asi ndisati ndadzisvitsa akabva aseka zvikanzi
"Asi hausati wasvitsaka
"Bt ndakutosvitsazve ,
Ndakabva ndaramba ndakamutarisa ndichifunga kuti ndaive ndaramba kurara naye ndakabva ndati
"Hamuna kunditsamwira
Akanditarisa nekaziso kakaneta akati
"Kutsamwira zvinhu zvandongoziva kuti ndichazvilaza zvangu kkkk handisikuda kukumhanyira chete ndichakuita zvokuti unorisarenda wega kuti baba beche iro imbaitai zvamunoda naro ..
"Asi imimi hamunzwewo her ekunyara zvimwe zvamutaura soka ummm haayasi .
Akabva akundibata mazamo zvikanzi
"Anyone anongobata zvinhu zvangu izvi ndomugura maoko ini
Ndakabva ndaseka ndikati
"Ani anobata
"Chero any benzi haro ,Ndezvangu izvi ndiri 1 wanzwa
Ndakabva mdagutsurira musoro zvikanzi
"Bt wandirwadzisa hako mboro yanga yakurwadza zvokuti ndanga ndakuda kuchema. .
"Iiii kuchema? Kkkk saka yapora here
"Ehe ndageza nemvura inotonhora ikabva yapora ....
"Saka hamuna kunditsamwira
Ndakamubvunza ndichirevesa zvikanzi
"Ndingatsamwira chinhu chandisati ndabhadhara here kkkkk mira ugozoona ndaendesa macents angu iwe ndinochisvira kusvika wafa
"Yoweeeeee
Ndakadaro achibva aseka ..Takaramba tichiita nyaya kusvika ndazomuudz akuti ndakuda kuenda kumba ..Haana kuramba asi akati
"Munhu ngaarorwe amana izvi zvokuuya uchienda zvakundibhohwa izvi ..Isu vamwe toda vanhu vedu zvekusatoda kana kuvashaiwa aaa
Ndakabva ndaramba ndakamutarisa ndichismila zvikanzi
"Chiii
"Do you love me that much
"Munodiwa mai mwana kudiwa chaizvo
Ndakabva ndakusekerera .
Takabuda achindiperekedza and ndoona sokuti vanhu vaive votoziva kuti ndinodanana naLee nekuti vaindiona pamashops ipapo achindiperejedza nguva zhinji ...Muroad mese taive takutaura dzekuenda kunhamo akati ndiite zvekukurumidza ..Akazodzoka ndoda kutosvika kumba I hugged him for a good bye ndichibva ndaenda kumba ...
The following day ndakamuka kugadzirira hangu zvekuchikoro asi ini ndichiziva kwandaida kuenda ndakatopfeka dress rangu reatire rimwe raive long uye riine kadook kacho that was my best hembe ende raindifita chaizvo ...Ndakaripfeka zvese nekusunga kadook kacho zvokuti ndakasunungura bvudzi rangu ndikarikama rese ndichibva ndakusunga kadook kangu zvokuti bvudzi rese rakasara padenga pese apa rakanyatsoita zvakanaka nekuti ini ndaive ndangosunga nechepamusoro pehuma apa uye kadhuku kacho kaive kadiki apa raive reblue and gold. ..Ndakabuda mama vakati
"Kwakanaka here
Be blessed...