Then we reached the dormitory and I got inside it. As the moment I entered the room I saw Wang Ruoxi getting very excited and trying all her outfits for the farewell which will be held tomorrow. But tomorrow… wait… tomorrow Director Li invited us to the dinner party and tomorrow is the farewell also. Both the big events of my life are clashing together. But wait, Director Li has invited us to the dinner which will be held at night and the farewell party will be held at some afternoon time, so there is a gap of time difference for me. Yes, and I can attend both the events very easily. I said these things to myself while standing right at the door of the room.
Wang Ruoxi noticed my presence and saw that I had come back. She immediately came to me and asked, "Today was your last day at the set, isn't it?"
I nodded my head.
"How was that?" she asked.
I smiled and said, "It was good. And for something new to get started the previous one needed to be ended, and today my last day on set was just like that," I said.
"Ooo nice philosophy. I think you are in the wrong course, philosophy suits you better," she said.
I laughed a little. "I know many people said the same thing to me many times," I said.
"Oook leave all this. Tomorrow is going to be our farewell party. I am soo excited Zhao Shiza and you have to do my makeup ok," she said.
I smiled and said, "Of course you don't need to mention that, I'll surely do it for you."
"I really can't believe that tomorrow is going to be our last day as students in Shanghai University and we'll have to leave this. This was my home for the whole four years of my life and now it seems like someone is going to snatch my home from me." But whenever this thought came up in my mind, the only thing that comes up next in my mind was that when I came here for the first time I didn't accept it as my home immediately. I didn't get used to it so easily. I took time to accept that. So just like that everything in life is our first time and we all take time to accept it.
Wang Ruoxi shook my shoulder slightly with her one hand and said, "Where are you lost Zhao Shiza?"
And I immediately came back from my thoughts. I really don't know why I always get tangled up myself in my own thoughts every time and forget the present moment in which I am living.
I smiled while seeing her face and said, "Nothing. I mean I am not lost anywhere. I was just thinking what should I wear tomorrow at the farewell party," I said.
"Look this is the thing I was saying to you when we went for shopping that you should buy something for yourself, but at that time what you said? That you have many and you can choose from them," she said to me.
"Ok ok now leave it. This is not the problem. The farewell party theme is euphoria glam right?" I asked Wang Ruoxi.
She nodded her head slightly.
"Ok then yes I think I may have some kind of dress in my cupboard."
I was about to check it in my wardrobe but suddenly Wang Ruoxi held my hand and said, "Leave that, you can see it tomorrow. It's not the matter of concern right now."
I exhaled sharply and asked her, "So tell me what's the matter of concern right now?"
"The matter of concern right now is our beauty sleep that we need to take properly otherwise the dark circles on our eyes will make us look like we didn't attend the euphoria glam theme party, it will make us look like we attended some Halloween party."
I laughed at whatever she said just now.
She held my arm and made me sit on my bed and then she also went to her bed and lay down there. While adjusting her blanket she said to me, "Lie down Zhao Shiza. Take proper sleep and you have already come back from a hectic schedule today, you really need good rest and proper sleep," she said.
I smiled and nodded my head and lay down on my bed. I was trying to sleep but Wang Ruoxi said to me, "Don't worry about tomorrow."
"I am not worrying about tomorrow. I am just thinking what I have in my wardrobe to wear tomorrow which matches the farewell party theme euphoria glam."
She smiled while closing her eyes after listening to what I said just now and then she said, "Don't get stressed about what tomorrow holds. If you stress about it today then what will you do tomorrow? Let tomorrow come then think about it."
And yes whatever she said is not completely wrong. I think it holds something logical in it.
And then after today's hectic day I didn't know when I drifted off into deep sleep.
And then at around eight am in the morning the morning sun's light entered our room.
I woke up and saw Wang Ruoxi is still taking her beauty sleep and then I got up from my bed and went to the window and saw the bright sunlight which is pouring all its brightness and light into the whole Shanghai.
Yes I didn't like sun. My favourite weather is rainy season as I like it when the morning feels like a late evening at that time.
I like how the rain drenches the whole Shanghai in its purest form of water. I liked it because that makes my day lighter, very lighter.
But now the rainy season is pretty far away from us and I think in this season I won't be able to witness it here in Shanghai.
But one question immediately came up in my mind, if it's not here then where?
I asked this to myself but Mr heart didn't answer anything.
I think sometimes I have given too much pressure to my Mr heart and now I have decided that from now onwards I'll be easy on my Mr heart and try to give it all the ease and peace that it truly deserves.
I really don't know when my favourite rainy season will come back but now I am only focusing on what's coming up next in my life.
Yes rainy season makes me feel soo happy and soo safe.
When he wasn't there in my life rainy seasons were the only ones which made me smile and feel light and happy and made me believe that positivity still exists in this world and everything is not shattered as much as I think.
There is still a ray of hope that everything can be rebuilt again. I just should be more calm.
I don't know why I like that weather this much but bàba told me that I was born on a day when there was huge rain and that rain came into the news and became one of the heaviest rains ever that happened on the day when I was born.
Yes I still remember that rain broke the record of many other unbeatable rains that appeared till then.
I think that's why I have some connection to the rain. I don't know what and how and I really don't want to know it. Because some things just need to remain as they are without any answers because they are beautiful as they are and if we start questioning them then they will definitely lose their power to affect us.
So just let it be.
The only thing that should matter to us is not why, what or when. It should be that yes this is it.
Then I breathed in the fresh air through the window and closed my eyes for a while just stopping every other thought going inside my mind and giving it some peace early in the morning.
Then that peace didn't last long. A knock appeared on the door.
I immediately went to open it but the moment I opened it no one was there.
But when I looked down there was some package on the floor.
I bent a little to grab it in my hands and while taking it inside I closed the door of the room and I started searching for the name on the package.
I moved that package from right to left, left to right, up and down to see the name but there was nothing written on it.
I got a little confused about what I should do now. Should I open it or not? What if it's for someone else and came here by mistake?
I asked this question a little louder so Wang Ruoxi heard it and said while turning her side on the bed, "If something has reached you then it's for you only. It didn't come by mistake, it came to you because it meant to come to you."
"You are not sleeping Wang Ruoxi?" I asked her.
But she didn't reply.
And then this is it, this is the end of the patience level I have in me.
I immediately started opening that package as curiosity was killing the hell out of me.
I just couldn't resist it anymore.
And I opened the whole package.
And what I saw just shocked me.
As my hands took out a black colour shimmer glam long skirt with a western shimmer starry glitter black colour top and it matches my farewell party theme euphoria glam soo much.
But I understood it within a second and turned my head towards Wang Ruoxi and said, "Did you?"
She smiled mischievously and I know when that smile comes it means she has done something mischievous like this.
"Yes I had to but it's not my fault it's your boyfriend's fault. He asked me that you were looking soo lost nowadays and trust me first I really tried to hide it from him but you know him if he wants to know something then he'll do anything to know it and I can't help it. I needed to tell him the truth that your life is going to change so you are going through a big emotional rollercoaster ride," she said while covering her face inside the blanket.
"And you even told him the theme of the party?" I asked her.
And she nodded her head slightly.
"Ooo that's why yesterday you were insisting me to take beauty sleep right? Now it's hence proved you are not really my bestie anymore. Every time you betray me you are his all time twenty four seven bodyguard that he keeps to get information about me about what's going on in my life and keep an eye on me," I said to her dramatically.
"It wasn't like that," she said.
And I threw a pillow at her.
"It was really like that only."
But I like it. Whatever it is, at whichever way it has been done, I like it that he sent me the dress for this big day of my life.
As I am ending this chapter of my life and going to enter the new one wearing the dress he gave me.
And I smiled at myself.
"Stop blushing and thank me because of me you are blushing right now," Wang Ruoxi said inside the blanket as she didn't dare to come out from it because she knows that it will be dangerous for her to come out.
"You just take your beauty sleep," I said to her and then...