Then Director Li called us that we have a scene to shoot now, then we both ended our conversation just like this and headed towards the set to shoot the scene, and this is how, shooting and shooting like this, our day ended well. Life is going to be changed after a few days, not only for me but for everyone over here. The routine everyone has been following from the past few months is now going to be changed fully. After three days our drama series shooting will be completed, and then the crew members won't need to come here daily on this set for our project. Surely they'll join other drama projects, but it will never be our drama project, not this one.
Then Wang Ruoxi and I are also going to face the biggest phase in our life when our journey in Shanghai is going to end soon, and then we have to think about our future, that now what next we have to do. Then my eyes went to him, reading his script so attentively and focused. Then a new thought came into my mind that he is also going to get busy in his life again and he'll also get busy doing some of his new projects. After all, why do I always forget this, that my boyfriend is not some ordinary man, he is Xu Yuan, the biggest star of the c drama industry, the main face of China. How could I, how really could I? I asked it to myself.
Then one more new thought came into my mind which made me a bit upset while thinking about it, and that is none other than now we won't be able to meet each other, we won't be able to see each other's face daily. He'll get busy in his work and I'll also get busy back with my chaotic life again. But does that mean that our relationship won't work or we have to end it? Will he end it? If he really does then I won't be able to handle this, I won't. My Mr heart is not that strong that it can handle the pain of breaking of our relationship, it's not, it's really not, I said it while putting my hand on my Mr heart.
Then suddenly all my thoughts and self conversation got disrupted by one of the crew members who was sent to me by Director Li. And then that crew member said to me that Miss Zhao, Director Li is calling you to shoot the scene, I hope you are prepared and ready for it. After hearing this I gave her a smile and nodded my head and said of course I am, let's go. Then we shot the scene together, and after shooting it when I was about to go back to my makeup room, Yuan held my hand and took me with him.
Where are we going? I asked him.
Some peaceful place where there are only you and me, not anyone else, he said.
We can talk here also if you want to talk to me about something, I said.
Then he stopped and turned around and looked at me, he really looked at me the way he usually looks at someone in his dramas. Ooo that expression of his is one of my favourites, I said this to myself in my heart. I just wasn't able to meet his eyes so I started looking away and started looking here and there.
Then he said I wanna talk to you about something very important.
What is so important in the middle of the shooting that struck into your mind? I asked him.
He smiled and said which thing in my life is more important than you? It's definitely you, I wanna talk about you, he said.
My Mr heart skipped a beat, as it usually does when Yuan says such kind of words to me. I really wanted to ask him what's going on in his mind but I didn't, maybe I wasn't able to or maybe I just wanted him to say it on his own. I don't know what exactly it was, but the only thing I know is that at this present moment I am with him, I am with my Yuan, and nothing in this whole world is bigger than this for me.
Yuan exhaled sharply, seems like the thing he is going to say to me requires a lot of courage that he is trying to gather before speaking it to me. Then he said I— and the moment he was able to say the next word after the I, his phone started ringing. Then he took it out from his pocket and said I need to pick up this call, I'll speak to you later. He said that to me and then he went from there.
But my thoughts just captured me in a cage that what he is going to ask me or talk to me, did he, did he really going to break up our relationship? No no this can't be possible, but if he gives a deep thought to our relationship then maybe he thinks in that way that it's not working like this. I mean I am from a normal world and he is a superstar actor who got world recognition, and me only a few people know me even in whole Shanghai. Maybe he thinks that there is no match and compatibility in us, we are from different worlds. What if, what if he thinks that he should date someone from his field, not me, because that other person will suit him better.
No no no this can't be possible Zhao Shiza don't let your insecurities take control over you. Then I took a deep breath and said it to myself that didn't you know your Yuan, does he really seem like that? I asked my Mr heart and it immediately replied to me with one clear and loud answer which is no, a big no. My Yuan can never do this, he is really not like this. How could I even think such disgusting thoughts about him? It's not that I didn't believe in him, but it's that being an ordinary fan girl of his these thoughts always come into my mind that I, I didn't deserve him, he wouldn't like me, he would never want me, never. But these are all my overthinking, I said it to myself and then came back to my life again after getting so much stressed with so many thoughts together.
Then my phone rang and who else could call me other than Wang Ruoxi. I picked it up immediately and said what brings you to call me in the middle of the shooting? I asked her.
Then she said Zhao Shiza can you come to the dorm a bit early.
Why? I asked in a quiet worrying tone.
Actually I am, she said.
I am what? I asked her.
Actually I am a little bit confused what to wear on farewell, in fact I don't even have a dress for that. I have searched all the cupboard, I think we need to go shopping, she said.
So this is the thing Wang Ruoxi, you have literally given me a little heart attack. Who talks like this for asking to go out for shopping? I asked her.
Me, she said it while laughing shamelessly, I could hear her voice doing this.
Ok I'll ask Director Li, I think there is not much shooting part left today so we can go, I said.
But one thing you should do, then only I'll go shopping with you, I said it to her.
What? she asked.
That you should clean up the whole mess, the tsunami of your clothes that you have created. When I come back and I find that the room is filled with your clothes, then we will not go shopping and we will both sit together and clean it up. But if you want me to go shopping then you need to clean up that mess that you have created, I said.
Ok bye I am working on it, she said and just ended the call.
I laughed a little and said she is really so stupid how she always falls into my trick, and look now she is the one who is cleaning the room. Then I went to Director Li and asked him while getting a little bit nervous because I haven't done that before ever. I asked him that Director Li sir how much shooting we have left for today.
Director Li didn't even look at me, he was just looking at his phone's screen and said just one more last scene then we'll be done for today, after that only two more days of shoots remaining, he said that.
Ok thank you, I said to him and left from there. But Director Li's words struck into my mind that now we only have two days of shooting left. Why has this time period flown away this much fast? Why now after two days I won't be able to see my Yuan's face daily? I need to get back to my fan girl era again.
Then while thinking all these things in my mind I didn't even realise when the time came for us to shoot our last scene of the day and then we shot it together. Yuan was also there in the scene, we shot that scene well and after that our today's schedule got over and now everyone could go back to their home. I was also heading towards the bus stop while going out from the set when suddenly a car came in front of me, the car which I am very familiar with.
Then Yuan put down the window of his car where he was sitting in the driving seat and said to me silly girl I'll drop you to your dormitory.
I smiled and said where is your team, aren't they driving today? I asked him.
You know when I need to pick up my girl then I'll always drive myself and tell them to go, he said.
Hmm so this special treatment is for me? I asked him.
He smiled and said yes for you, only for you, but I'll charge for this special treatment, he said.
What charge? I asked him.
Then he gave a mischievous laugh, the one he usually gives when something mischievous is going on in his mind and said I'll tell you that later, now get inside the car I'll drop you.
I smiled and got inside the car, but what's going on in his mind I am literally not getting it. But stop overthinking Zhao Shiza, don't you have many more things to overthink that you are adding this also? No no stop it right over here, I said it to myself.
Yuan asked me while noticing my expression where are you so lost?
I smiled and said…