"TRANSFORMATION"
I might've had many girls before that I didn't wanna be in relationships with, shit some of them pass me in the hallway like enemies, what I'm trying to say is that I might have my wrongs, flaws and sins but that doesn't mean I don't want what's best for myself.
I might've been a dog to all these girls in my past, shit some of them still lurk on my posts for information, I might've treated some good potentials as adventures and I might've been a player all along but that doesn't mean I don't want love for myself, I just never find what moves me to this kind of feeling and it's been like that for so long, until now.
I'm a lover at heart, I've got too much love to give, I'm just more of a coward when it comes to emotions and love, I've always been scared of getting hurt, so instead of opening up, I keep myself out in the streets, kissing girls that don't need to get my time but now it feels like I'm caught up, for the first time, I'm actually catured by the desire for love.
I might've broken a few hearts recently, shit some of them still wanna come around, I might've been a playboy but that doesn't mean I can't change for what I really want, I want good love for myself with a good girl and I won't hurt her if we get any closer because a player isn't all I can ever be.
I can be a good lover to, a good listener, I can walk her home, call her every night before we sleep, keep her heart filled with love and romance, I can make plans to make her feel special, I can be more than just a toxic nigga..
So, this is a transformation.