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Chapter 25 - "A" pt. 6

"DIALOGUE"

INNER VOICE: Your thoughts are pretty loud, you know that right?

TEDDY: Something is going on with me lately and I don't know how to control it.

INNER VOICE: I'm listening..

TEDDY: There's this young lady that I like..

INNER VOICE: Oh that's great news! After so long, that's amazing ( cheers )

TEDDY: And that's the problem, I haven't liked anybody in forever, I don't know what to do.

INNER VOICE: What do you mean?

TEDDY: Okay so, I might be walking her home in a few days and this whole situation is hard to read, which makes me more frustrated, maybe it's better when I don't like anybody.

INNER VOICE: You're rather live your life not giving a fuck? When will you really live? Listen, whether this works out or not, just live in the moment and let the universe take the wheel.

TEDDY: You make that shit sound easy to do, you know I'm an overthinker, how do I turn these thoughts off and just go with the flow? ( sighs ) Then it's all these fears surroundig this topic, it's like I'm afraid that it won't work out, fuck! Maybe I'm better as a player.

INNER VOICE: I don't know, I would say entertain other girls, so that it would eliminate this stress about this one girl.

TEDDY: There's literally a girl in a same class that has tried so many times to get my company but I just want this one girl. 

INNER VOICE: Oh it's that bad? Shit, okay.. let me think

TEDDY: Think fast! ( says impatiently )

INNER VOICE: Okay! Just take a leap of faith, take a holy blindfold and hope that anything that you do from now on is God's will, maybe this is gonna be exactly what you want, maybe it might not be, whatever it is, just live, allow yourself to feel things, allow yourself to care about her, talk to her, be free.. that's my advice.

TEDDY: Okay, that's a great advice.

INNER VOICE: Yeah, and stop overthinking, I know you can't help it but you know what I mean. Good luck, you'll let me know how it goes.

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