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Chapter 23 - Chapter 13: The Breathing Room

The chlorinated air hung heavy and familiar as Audrey dipped a toe into the shallow end of the community recreation center pool. It had been years since she'd even been near a pool, and a lifetime since she'd dared to swim. Now, clad in a simple but vibrant turquoise swimsuit she'd picked out herself, she felt a tremor of something that might be pride. The straps dug a little, but the color made her feel… alive.

She'd caught her reflection in the changing room mirror earlier and, for the first time in what felt like forever, it hadn't made her flinch. The bruises, those ugly reminders of a past that tried to swallow her whole, were finally fading. The angry purples had turned into muted yellows and browns, and even those were vanishing. Her arms and legs looked more like hers now, less like evidence and more like possibility. New freckles had begun to emerge across her shoulders, blooming like soft declarations of survival.

Audrey inhaled deeply and stepped into the pool. The water was cold, a sharp inhale against her skin, but it was clean and still, and it didn't hurt. Mrs. Davison, her swim instructor, a former lifeguard with sturdy calves and a kind heart, stood at the edge of the beginner lane, arms folded, the corners of her mouth curled into quiet encouragement.

"Ready, Audrey?" she asked.

Audrey nodded, her lips curving into a shy smile. The first few minutes were difficult. Her body didn't remember how to trust the water. She flailed, kicked too hard, sank when she should have floated. But Mrs. Davison remained steady, correcting gently, coaxing confidence from hesitation.

Then it happened. After a brief lesson on breathing and buoyancy, Mrs. Davison said, "Now just lean back and let the water hold you."

Audrey bit her lip, heart pounding. But she obeyed. She took a breath, pushed off from the pool wall, and stretched out.

She floated.

Just like that. The water, cool and firm beneath her, cradled her weight. She felt weightless, suspended, safe. Her eyes fluttered shut, the sun from the high windows warming her face. The soft slosh of the water around her ears muffled the world.

From the benches nearby, Violet watched her float. She didn't cheer. She didn't wave. But her eyes shimmered with quiet pride. In all the chaos, this moment was sacred.

Later, Audrey towel-dried her hair in the changing room, her cheeks flushed pink from exertion and accomplishment. Her voice trembled with laughter.

"I think Mrs. Davison knows," she said to Violet. "She acts like I'll shatter if I slip underwater."

Violet passed her a scrunchie. "The news did travel pretty far, Audrey."

Audrey snorted, tucking her damp hair into a ponytail. Then, quieter: "Do you think people will always treat me like that? Like I'm made of glass?"

Violet paused, then folded her towel slowly.

"Some might," she said at last. "Some people will only ever see what happened to you. But the people who matter, they'll see how far you've come. They'll see the fire. And they won't pity you, Audrey. They'll respect you."

Audrey glanced out the small changing room window, where the pool shimmered under a sunbeam. And for just a moment, she believed it.

Across town, within the steady routines of Haven Ridge, Mia lounged on the sagging couch in the common room. The buzz of the ceiling fan above barely stirred the warm summer air. Mia was chatting with Trevor, trading sarcastic remarks about whose turn it was to do weekend chores.

She had recently leveled up to Level 3 in the home's privilege system, a structured reward system based on behavior, consistency, and progress. Level 3 came with the perk of being allowed to take on extra chores for additional allowance, a change from the basic stipend she received at earlier levels. It meant more freedom, more trust, and a deeper sense of agency. She liked the trust. It made her feel capable.

Trevor was sprawled on the far end of the couch, legs dangling off the armrest, lazily flipping through a deck of Uno cards.

"You cheat at that," Mia said, eyeing him with mock suspicion.

Trevor smirked. "You're just mad because you can't stack Draw Fours."

She snorted. "I'm just mad because you change the rules mid-game."

He shrugged, fanning the cards like a magician. "Well, you're unbeatable at Monopoly Deal. Everyone's gotta be good at something."

Their banter broke off when Tiffany came bounding into the room, her energy sending ripples through the quiet like a pebble dropped in a pond. The eight-year-old clutched a crumpled math worksheet in one hand and a pencil so chewed it looked more like a stub than a tool for learning.

"Help! I have a quiz on Friday and I don't get any of this!" she announced dramatically, shoving the worksheet towards them.

Trevor took it, squinting at the numbers. "Fractions," he muttered. "Okay, let's dig in."

Then he paused and turned toward Mia with a lopsided grin. "This is my little sister Tiffany. Tiffany, this is Mia, "

Before he could finish, Tiffany's eyes lit up. "I know her!"

Mia raised her eyebrows.

"She helped me with math a while back, she was still new here!" Tiffany said, grinning. "You remember, right? You showed me the candy bar trick for division problems!"

Recognition flashed in Mia's eyes, and she smiled. Trevor blinked between them. "Wait, what? You two already met? How did I miss that?"

Mia shrugged, a little sheepish. "It was a while ago. I guess it slipped through the cracks."

Tiffany tugged on Mia's hand. "You were way better at explaining it than Trevor. Can you help me? Trevor makes it sound hard. "

With a laugh, the three settled at the worn table in the corner of the common room, where dried glue streaks and doodles hinted at the years of stories held in that space. Mia coached Tiffany through improper fractions and common denominators, using examples involving pizzas and candy bars. Tiffany caught on fast.

After thirty minutes, the worksheet was nearly complete. Tiffany circled her last answer, then flung her arms around Mia in a burst of gratitude.

"You made it make sense! Thank you, Mia!"

Mia laughed and hugged her back. "You've got this. You're the one who did the work."

Tiffany scampered off toward the dorm hall to get ready for bed.

Silence returned. Mia took a sip of water, stealing a glance at Trevor, whose smile had faded slightly. Something clouded his eyes.

"Why did you and Tiffany come here?" Mia asked quietly.

Trevor's body stiffened.

A long pause. Then a shake of the head. "Another day, maybe."

Mia nodded, eyes soft. "Fair. I shouldn't have asked."

"Nah," Trevor said, managing a small smile. "You're one of the people I wouldn't mind telling. Just... not tonight."

They shifted back to lighter talk, their awful cooking rotation, horror movie trivia, and Mia's weird habit of eating cereal with a fork. But the deeper things lingered in the quiet.

In a small, underfunded law office, Mr. Grayson rubbed his temples. Stacks of documents, court filings, and psychological evaluations covered his desk like a paper city. Across from him, Laura and Elias sat side by side.

Laura, her posture straight and hands folded, wore a carefully neutral expression. Elias leaned back slightly, one leg bouncing.

"I've reviewed the updated documentation," Mr. Grayson began. "The latest reports from your instructor are... positive. That's progress."

Laura nodded. "We're trying."

Mr. Grayson eyed Elias. "The instructor noted improved communication. Though... your tone still reads as volatile."

Elias snorted. "They want me to talk like a bureaucrat. They don't want emotion."

"They want safety," Mr. Grayson said bluntly.

Laura placed a hand on Elias's knee, grounding him. Elias stared at her hand, then looked away.

Mr. Grayson didn't comment on it. But he made a note.

"You're rebuilding credibility," he said. "But one wrong word, one impulsive action, and this entire work collapses. The court's watching. The placement board is watching. CPS. Everyone."

Laura's throat tightened. "We understand."

"Then prove it. Not to me. To the ones who matter."

They left in silence.

Everything felt still.

Too still.

And Mia, back at Haven Ridge, lying on her back in bed with a book propped on her stomach, stared at the ceiling fan turning slowly. The hum was soothing, but she didn't trust the quiet.

Stillness was never permanent. It was the hush before a scream, the pause before the blow.

She'd learned that long ago.

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