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Chapter 22 - Chapter 12: Choosing the Door

It was Tuesday. The fluorescent lights of Haven Ridge hummed a monotonous tune, a soundtrack to the pre-dawn quiet. Mia McCarthy, usually the last to stir, was already on her feet. She moved with a new sort of purpose, helping Ms. Tilda set out bowls for breakfast, her hands steady as she poured milk. She helped when she could, with chores, with her group, and staff were beginning to notice the change. Soon, she would level up to Level 3, which came with fewer curfew restrictions.

Trevor, his hair perpetually tousled, offered her a sleepy smile. "Morning, Mia. Didn't know you were an early bird."

Mia smirked. "Someone has to make sure the cereal doesn't stage a breakout."

Chloe appeared in the doorway, a lopsided grin on her face. "Ooh, someone woke up on the right side of the bed. Or maybe it's just Trevor's charm?"

Mia blushed, but there was a lightness to her she hadn't carried before. "Just trying to be helpful, Chloe."

At school, she didn't seem to care about the whispers anymore. She sat with Trevor at lunch, ignoring the quiet speculation. When the final bell rang, Mia rushed to the Haven Ridge van. From a distance, Maya nudged Audrey and asked, "What do you think of that?"

Audrey shrugged. "She's okay. Maybe she's just finding herself."

Later that day, the Joneses attended their third parenting session. The focus was a deep dive into active listening, building trust, and conflict de-escalation.

Laura participated with quiet focus. She practiced paraphrasing, used open-ended questions, and responded with validating statements. When given a scenario to apply "I" messages, she aced it: "I feel anxious when Mia shuts down because I worry she's not okay." Sarah, the instructor, offered her a subtle smile of approval.

Elias, on the other hand, barely engaged. He slumped in his chair, arms crossed, muttering about how ridiculous people were. He didn't participate in the scenarios and openly questioned their usefulness.

In the afternoon, they had a supervised visit with Mia.

The visit started well. Mia was talkative, especially with Laura. They laughed over something silly Laura had said about a hamster that once escaped and chewed through a phone cord. Mia was sipping juice, her shoulders relaxed, until her hand accidentally knocked the cup over.

The juice spilled.

She looked up.

Elias's face had changed.

It was only a flicker, a narrowing of his eyes, a hardening of his jaw-but it was enough. It was the same flicker she remembered all too well: the one that came before the belt, before the shouted curses, before the six lashes for wasting food.

Her laughter died. Her voice dropped to one-word answers.

Laura noticed instantly.

She recalled what she had learned that morning, withdrawal meant the teen needed space. "That's enough for today," she said gently but firmly.

Elias straightened. "What? There are still forty minutes left."

"We're leaving," Laura said.

"She's overreacting," Elias growled.

"No. She's reacting."

As they stood to go, Elias reached for a hug. Mia stiffened. Laura stepped between them and gently pulled him back. Then, Mia did something unexpected: she reached for Laura and hugged her. It was stiff, awkward, but real.

Even the observer looked surprised.

On the car ride back, Elias simmered. "You made me look bad. What was that for?"

Laura looked straight ahead. "I failed to see the signs back then. I see them now."

That evening at Haven Ridge, Mia was quiet. She barely ate dinner. In her room, still vacant since Haley left, she lay tossing and turning. The flicker in Elias's eyes haunted her.

Laura was trying. But Elias wasn't. And Mia knew, with certainty, that if she returned to the Joneses, it wouldn't be safe.

At 11:47 PM, she knocked on Ms. Tilda's door.

"Can I talk to Ms. Douglas?" she asked, voice low.

Surprisingly, Ms. Douglas picked up. Fifteen minutes later, she was seated across from Mia in a quiet room.

The words came in bits, then spilled in full: she didn't know if she wanted to go back to the Joneses.

Ms. Douglas nodded. "That's exactly why you were brought to Haven Ridge. Because your voice matters. Your safety matters."

Mia asked what her options were now.

"You can remain at Haven Ridge for now," Ms. Douglas explained, "or we can look into a new foster placement. But the choice will be yours."

Ms. Tilda returned with a sleeping aid and told her to rest in until 7:20 AM.

"But what about the van? I need to wake up at 6:30 before it leaves at 7," Mia asked, sitting up slightly.

"I'll drive you myself," Ms. Tilda replied. "You need the rest."

Mia curled into bed. She still wasn't okay.

But she had chosen.

By the end of the week, her teachers were beginning to notice a shift. She still didn't raise her hand, but her homework and test scores proved she was improving. The whispers had softened.

"Maybe it wasn't her fault," some teachers said. "A kid is just a kid."

She was helping more, not just to level up, but because it felt right. In the evenings, she laughed more. She helped with homework, joined group activities, and helped with the chores. 

The rhythmic clatter of board game pieces formed a familiar soundtrack to Haven Ridge evenings. Mia found herself surprisingly absorbed in a game of Scrabble, the tension of a well-placed word a welcome distraction from the constant hum of anxiety that usually accompanied her. Across the worn wooden table, Trevor's pencil tapped a nervous rhythm against his chin as he considered his next move. Mia's gaze flickered to him, a sudden warmth spreading through her chest when his eyes met hers. He offered a small, shy smile, and Mia felt a blush creep up her neck. She quickly looked away, focusing intensely on the letters in her rack, as if a misplaced 'Q' could somehow explain the flutter in her stomach.

Chloe, ever the observant one, caught the exchange. Her smirk was almost imperceptible, but Mia knew her well enough to recognize it. As the game wound down, Chloe teased loudly, "Can I play, or do you two want alone time?"

Later that evening, Mia went to Chloe's room and asked quietly, "Have you ever had a crush?"

Chloe's teasing expression softened into something darker. "Yeah. I liked this boy back home, I sometimes sneaked out to go see him. My parents found out and beat me so bad the neighbors called CPS. That's how I ended up here."

Mia was quiet for a long beat. Then she admitted, "I think I like Trevor. But I'm not sure if he likes me back."

Chloe didn't hesitate. "He does. Ask him."

Still uncertain, Mia slipped into the quiet solitude of her room and fumbled for her phone. The screen glowed invitingly in the dim light. She scrolled through her contacts until she found Haley's name, her sister-in-spirit, her emotional anchor. Haley, her former roommate, at her aunt's place now, was never too far for a phone call.

The phone rang twice before Haley's cheerful voice answered. "Mia! Hey, girl! What's up so late?"

"Hi Haley," Mia began, her voice a little breathy. "Just… checking up on you. See how you're doing."

There was a fond sigh on the other end. "Always looking out for everyone else, aren't you? That's sweet. But I know you, Mia. You're not just calling to check in. What's really going on?"

Mia twisted the hem of her hoodie. The words felt impossibly big. "I… I think I like Trevor." She swallowed hard. "Like… not just like-like. But actually."

Haley's laughter was warm and bright. "Well, finally! I've been wondering when you two were going to get your acts together."

Mia's relief was almost palpable, but it was quickly followed by a fresh wave of doubt. "But I don't know if he likes me back."

"Mia," Haley said gently, "You're brave enough to speak in court, to stand up for yourself when everyone's against you. You can definitely tell a boy you like him. Just go. Be honest. You don't have to have all the answers. Just say what you feel. Let the rest fall where it will."

Haley's words were a balm. They didn't erase Mia's nervousness, but they gave her a sliver of courage. With a whispered thank you, Mia ended the call.

She found Trevor on the back porch, just as she'd hoped. The cool night air was a welcome contrast to the stuffy common room. He was alone, his silhouette outlined against the dim porch light, kicking his sneaker heel softly against the wooden step.

Mia's heart hammered in her chest. "Mind if I join?"

Trevor looked up and smiled. "Nope. Company's good."

She sat beside him, leaving a small but meaningful space between them. The wind rustled the branches of the old oak nearby. Stars blinked faintly above.

They talked about school, group sessions, and library drama involving Sarah. The wind picked up slightly. Trevor tugged his hoodie tighter. Mia rubbed her arms.

Then silence fell, a thicker, tenser kind.

Mia's fingers fidgeted with the frayed hem of her sleeve. She took a breath.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Of course," Trevor said.

"Do you know why I was brought here?"

He hesitated, then nodded slowly. "Yeah. I heard. About Audrey. And some stuff at your old house. Some rumors. Some real stuff."

Mia looked away. "And… you're not weirded out? You're not scared?"

Trevor leaned closer, his voice steady. "No. I'm not scared of you. I've seen you now. You're not what people said. You're not what you did."

Tears stung at Mia's eyes. "What if I mess up again?"

"Then we figure it out," Trevor said simply. "Nobody gets it perfect the first time."

His hand hovered over her knee, then gently rested there. Warmth spread through her like sunlight on ice.

"I think I like you," she whispered, voice trembling. "A lot. And it scares me."

Trevor's breath caught, then he smiled, a soft, real smile. "I like you too. I've been trying to find the right time to say it."

Mia laughed shakily. "This might be the worst possible time."

"Or the perfect one."

"Can I… hold your hand?" Trevor asked.

Mia nodded. Then surprised both of them by reaching for his first. Their fingers laced together.

They sat in silence, hands entwined. Mia leaned her head on his shoulder.

"Thank you," she murmured.

Trevor's arm gently wrapped around her. "I like all the parts of you, Mia. Even the ones you're still figuring out."

From the upstairs window, Chloe peeked through the curtain. She saw them, two silhouettes huddled close. She smiled and pulled the curtain shut.

Journal Entry: Mia McCarthy

I said it out loud. And he didn't run. He smiled. Maybe this is what safe love feels like, quiet, soft, and mine.

The path ahead was uncertain.

But it would be hers.

And in her eyes, there was something new.

Hope.

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