"Ha… Ha…" The original Nathan was sitting on his chair. His gaze was already blank, with big bags under his eyes.
Even though he was supposed to be at the peak of his life, his appearance felt as if his soul had been sucked out of his body.
He looked at the new page in front of him.
'What is the count this time? How many lives have I actually undergone? A few hundred thousand?
'Has it reached a million? My karma has been growing the whole time, but I have done a lot of bad things as well… I have been deceiving myself that this will be for the world.
'But… what have I actually done in this life?'
The original Nathan looked at the bottle of wine on his left. He just swallowed everything in one go, not caring if his throat was burning or not.
This little pain was actually what made him still feel alive.
