Nathan was speechless. As he looked at the diary, he realized that the situation was worse than he had originally thought.
The original Nathan didn't seem to have found Cthulhu or Luna.
He couldn't understand the reason. Was Cthulhu waiting for him rather than the original Nathan?
Cthulhu should have guided him to Luna, so meeting Cthulhu was important.
In other words, the key factor in fighting the black cell or the Outer Gods would be the meeting with Cthulhu.
The situation had gone extremely bad for the original Nathan. He gradually lost his hope, this time there was no record that he had ever gained any other progress.
All this time, Nathan was still quite hopeful because he had encountered several keys that might change the situation. Although they ended up failing to meet expectations, the growth was still visible.
So, the original Nathan was able to keep his mind intact to a certain extent.
