After reaching this point in the diary, Nathan was speechless. One life alone was already a huge burden.
When the original Nathan did his best for the world, he ended up getting betrayed by the person he used to trust.
However, could he really blame her?
In this life, the original Nathan didn't know Flora even though he used to love her the most in the world.
Nathan knew his feelings for Flora because after getting a peek at the memory, his affection for Flora increased drastically. If not for his rationality that kept him in check, Nathan might end up prioritizing Flora for everything, which would be unfair to other girls.
That was why it would hurt to be betrayed by someone like her.
It was even more so when he took into account the numerous sacrifices he had made for this world. After so many reincarnations, his morale and mind might not be intact anymore.
