Chapter 4-A: The Show of Our
Dreams
Even though we arrived at the show's venue—the school
gym—twenty minutes early, it was already packed full of
students. There was no need to worry about lack of space,
considering that school-wide assemblies were held in that
gym pretty regularly, but it was still a little shocking to see
just how many people had shown up.
"Actually, is it just me, or is it nearly as packed now as it
is for school assemblies?!" I exclaimed. Just looking out
across the crowd had me worked up.
Koganezaki, on the other hand, seemed unperturbed.
"This has been a rather hotly anticipated event," she noted.
"Wait, really?"
"It baffles me that you—a member of the class putting it
on—were somehow unaware of this, but of course it has. It's
a show starring a real-life idol and the Sacrosanct, aided by
a publicity campaign tailor-made to fan the flames of
everyone's excitement. This is most certainly the must-see
event of the festival's first day. I'm to understand that most
of the other classes' offerings have been put on hold so
everyone can come see it."
"Whoooa..." I muttered. That's Koganezaki for you.
Always ready to lend a healthy helping of context!
"What's 'the Sacrosanct'?" asked Mio.
"Oh, right, you wouldn't know!" I said. "Umm, so, a pair
of girls are gonna be performing as idols with Makina, right?
And 'the Sacrosanct' is basically a nickname for them, more
or less."
"They're performing with Maki...? What sort of sadistic
punishment is that?"
"Heh heh heh! I know what you're thinking, and you're
way off base!"
For any ordinary high school girl, having to perform
alongside a genuine top idol would, to use a sorta scary turn
of phrase, be more or less equivalent to a public execution.
Mio's reaction was natural, especially considering how well
she knew Makina as an idol. I, however, knew Yuna and
Rinka well enough to very confidently declare that she was
dead wrong!
Mio took one look at the grin on my face, then let out a
little "hmm" in response. Oh. That means she doesn't
believe me, doesn't it?
"Ah, Hazama!" a voice rang out.
"Mukai!" I exclaimed as I realized who it was. "Just look at
this crowd! Isn't it incredible?"
"I know! I'm just glad that I managed to find you," Mukai
replied with a slightly bashful smile. I had a feeling she
might've been lingering near the gym's entrance, waiting
for me to show up.
"Hello, Mukai," said Koganezaki.
"Oh, hi, Koganezaki! And, umm, is this...?" Mukai said as
she glanced over at Mio.
"U-Umm, I guess she's my friend, more or less," I
babbled, only for Koganezaki to cut me off.
"She's the girl we discussed earlier. Ideally, she'll
accompany us to the second floor."
"Oh, got it! That's fine, of course!" said Mukai.
Huh? This conversation just took a weird turn. I wasn't
keeping up at all, but thankfully, Mukai decided to clue me
in so I didn't have to keep standing around in a befuddled
daze forever.
"Koganezaki already told me about your situation," said
Mukai. "She said that you had a very important guest you
had to bring to see the show. I didn't know who that guest
was...but I guess I was expecting her to be a little less, well,
normal."
"Oh! Koganezaki said so? I see..."
"That's right! Only members of our class are allowed in
the second-floor gallery, right? It'd be terrible if an audience
member got too excited and fell over the rail, after all.
That's not a super strict rule, though, and when I asked
around, everyone else said that it was totally fine as long as
Koganezaki was vouching for her. She has a lot of clout, you
know?"
"I get it now," I said.
The Sacrosanct fan club, while not an official
organization, was still one of the biggest groups at our
school, and everyone knew that Koganezaki was its vice
president. She actually felt a lot more like its leader than its
actual president, Akksy, ever had. I'd heard that the fan club
had been going through a bit of an uproar about whether or
not Makina should count as part of the Sacrosanct ever
since she transferred in, and the fact that that decision had
ultimately been left in Koganezaki's hands was a pretty
clear sign of just how much respect its members held her in.
Of cooourse, having that responsibility foisted onto her had
led to Koganezaki going through a complete
breakdown...but no way in heck would I let anyone hold that
against her!
Anyway, it went without saying that a lot of kids in our
class were in the Sacrosanct fan club. More than there were
in most classes, actually, probably since all of us were
exposed to Yuna and Rinka on a daily basis. In that sense,
Koganezaki was an influential figure in the school at large,
but especially in my class!
Woo! You go, Koganezaki! And it looks like you've been
pulling strings to help me out behind the scenes too! Thanks
so much! Love you, girl!
Thwack!
"Gyaaah?!"
"Your face was loud."
My forehead! She flicked it! Again! Are forehead flicks,
like, her thing these days?!
"We'd be glad to take you up on your generous offer,"
said Koganezaki. "Let's go, you two."
"Hey," said Mio, "can I flick you in the forehead next? I
bet I could get a really nice sound out of you!"
"Please don't," I moaned. "This really isn't the time or
place for everyone to be flicking my head..."
"Can, umm... Can I try too?"
"Not you too, Mukai?!" Was the sound of Koganezaki's
flick just so satisfying, it turned my head into some sort of
festival attraction?!
I decided—in no small part to keep my forehead from
getting turned into a flicking bag—to hustle everyone along
up the stairs to the second-floor gallery, where we found a
spot that would give us a full-on view of the stage. I ended
up clustered together with Mio, Koganezaki, Mukai...
"And me, indeed!"
...and a modern-day ninja-cum-angel, Emma, who'd
descended to grace us with her presence somewhere along
the way without making so much as the slightest hint of
sound! Was I surprised by her sudden appearance? Nope,
not in the slightest. Emma could show up out of the blue
anywhere, anytime, and I'd welcome her without missing a
beat! She'd trained me well!
"Emma!"
"Yotsubaaa!"
The two of us threw our arms around each other!
"Huuug!"
"Huuug, indeeeed!"
Aaaaaah, Emmaaaaaa! So! So! Soooooo cute!!!
"Sorry, what?" said Mio. "Who the heck is this ridiculously
adorable little kid?!"
"I'm Emma, indeed!" Emma replied.
"Oh, hi, Emma! It's been a while," said Mukai.
"A while indeed, Chiaki!" said Emma.
Mio was left in a state of shock by Emma's sheer angelic
presence, while Mukai gave her a totally casual greeting.
She and Emma had met back when we all got together to
model for Mukai's advertisement illustration, and from the
sound of it, they'd gotten to know each other even better
since then.
"Will you do the honors, Emma?" asked Koganezaki.
"Yes indeed, sister dearest!" said Emma. She broke away
from me, then held up the SLR camera that she— Wait,
what?! When did she get that camera bag?! I thought it was
hanging from my shoulder just a second ago! Did... Did she
use that hug to snatch it from me?!
"I assure you that Emma's photography will be to your
satisfaction," said Koganezaki. "You might be surprised to
hear this, but her skills are undeniable. She has, in fact, won
several awards in the field."
"Indeed!" Emma chirped.
"Wow, really?! I guess I shouldn't be surprised—you have
so many skills, Emma..."
Emma stood tall and proud while Koganezaki took a
moment to bundle her long, fluffy hair up into a pair of buns.
Oh wooow! She looks so cute with her hair all tied up like
that! Those are the yummiest-looking hair buns I've ever
seen! I'll have two to go, thanks! This place does takeout,
doesn't it...? Oh. No? It doesn't? Ha ha ha... Y-Yeah, figures!
You know I was just kidding, right...?
The clerk—I mean, Koganezaki—shot me a piercing glare,
which I fled from by looking over at Mukai instead. She
didn't seem particularly surprised by Emma's
camerawoman promotion, which I assumed meant that
she'd been told about all this in advance.
I get it now. That's why she gave a really complicatedlooking SLR camera to a total amateur like me—because
she knew that Emma would be the one using it in the end!
"But wait," I said. "In that case, what is my job...?"
"Your job is to watch the performance from start to
finish," said Koganezaki. "Surely not even your veil of
obfuscating negativity is thick enough to blind you to the
fact that those three want you, above all others, to see their
big moment?"
"I mean...I know that, yeah," I replied.
Koganezaki let out a quiet chuckle, and then—in an
incredibly smooth, natural motion—reached over to pat my
head. "Well, then sit still and don't let yourself get
distracted."
"Yeah... Thanks, Koganezaki. And you too, Emma. I
promise I'll pay you back for this sometime soon!"
"Hee hee—I'm happy, indeed! I'll do my best!"
I still felt a little guilty about the fact that I was the only
one who got to sit back and enjoy the show without doing
any real work at all, but Koganezaki was right. Plus, I knew
for a fact that I'd regret it forever if I got distracted and
missed even a moment of Yuna, Rinka, and Makina's
performance.
Mukai tapped me on the shoulder. "Ah, Hazama, look! It's
starting!" she said.
I turned to look at the stage just in time to see our class
rep step out in front of the curtains with a microphone in
hand. "Thank you very much for coming to see class 2-A's
performance. I'm Yayoi Niijima, our class representative!"
she said. She seemed a little nervous, but her delivery was
still loud and clear, and the audience responded with a
round of applause and even a few whistles.
The atmosphere was really positive, all around. Even the
class rep seemed to loosen up after a moment, a relieved
smile coming across her face.
"I think you're all aware that a new friend transferred into
our class at the start of the second semester. Some of you
might have complicated feelings about her presence in this
school, but as far as we're concerned, she's a member of
our class just like anyone else. She's not some special,
unapproachable other—she's our friend. We...I didn't realize
that, until another girl in our class pointed it out to me."
I heard Mukai let out a satisfied little "hmph!" next to me.
She was grinning, while I was clutching the railing in front of
me with all my strength in a fit of inexplicable
embarrassment.
"I hope that by watching today's performance, all of you
will come to understand how amazing our new friend is, and
also who we are as a class. We've all worked together to
make this happen, and I couldn't be happier to present the
fruits of our efforts to such an incredible audience!"
A real intensity had started to creep into the class rep's
voice. The audience was listening with rapt attention to her
every word too, and, like...I didn't even know why, but for
some reason, that was all it took to make me feel like I was
about to break down in tears.
"We'll be performing two covers and one original song
today—three songs in total! We made sure to choose songs
that you'll all likely be familiar with for the covers, and the
original song was written by our three performers. It's the
best song ever, and the only ones who'll get to hear it are
all of you, here and now! I hope you're hyped, everyone!"
The audience roared with excitement. They were most
definitely hyped, no two ways about it! A moment later the
lights in the gymnasium dimmed, and penlights—which
we'd put on sale in advance of the concert—began to glow
among the audience. My heart was doing its absolute best
to pound its way right through my rib cage.
"And, without further ado... It's time for class 2-A's
cultural-festival idol show to begin!"
With those words, the class rep gave the signal. The
curtains slowly rose, and as our trio of performers was
unveiled, the loudest, most raucous roar yet shook the
gymnasium. I really mean it—it literally felt like everyone's
voices were shaking the building to its foundation, but even
so, the impact that the performers' appearance had on me
was still far greater. I mean, like...come on! I was looking
down on a stage with three perfect, heaven-sent girls clad in
the most floofy, adorable, almost holy-looking dresses I'd
ever seen!
"Are you ready?! Then let me hear you shout!" Yuna, who
was standing at stage left, shouted in the most energetic,
endearing way possible. Her dress was pink, and she
couldn't have looked more like a cute little fairy if she'd
tried. She was the shortest of the trio, but her stage
presence was as big as they came. In fact, word in my
internal rumor mill had it that she was the most
trendsetting, leader-like character among their group!
"We hope you all enjoy the show, everyone!" Rinka called
out from stage right. Her attitude was as cool and confident
as could be, and her blue dress was perfectly designed to
draw out every bit of her dignified presence, putting her
best qualities right at the forefront. Her figure and
proportions were downright perfect, and while her outfit
matched that girly side of her fantastically, it also brought a
sort of appeal that Yuna lacked into sharp focus, causing the
audience—and especially the girls in the audience—to cry
out in appreciation!
"The three of us...will sing with everything we have," said
the performer who stood in the center of the formation. She
was not the genuine idol Maki Amagi, a performer capable
of drawing the audience's attention by virtue of her name
alone. No, she was Makina Oda, plain and simple. Her dress
was simple as well, made from a pure white fabric and
designed in a way that brought out the absolute best of that
material in all its shimmering glory.
Makina was... How to even put it...? She looked majestic, I
guess. She didn't so much as flinch in the face of the
audience's cheers. It almost felt like she and the space
around her existed in a whole separate reality of their own. I
can't find the right words to describe it, but, like...her aura
was just ridiculously amazing, basically. Makina always had
a certain something that made her feel special, but this was
something altogether different. It was like she was a totally
different person.
Yuna, Rinka, and Makina stood on the stage, each shining
away with their own unique appeal...and I was completely
charmed in an instant! I was so profoundly grateful to have
had the chance to see this show—in fact, I was grateful to
have been born, period!!!
Oh, and our costume designers are all geniuses! I already
heard that they did everything they could to stretch their
budget to its limits to make all those outfits from scratch,
and boy, did it ever pay off! There's nothing cheap-looking
about them whatsoever!
"All right, it's time for our first song!" Yuna called out.
That seemed to be the signal to kick things off, and the
band started to play. They'd picked a song that even I was
familiar with—a massive hit from an idol group that had
been used a bunch in commercials recently. And of course,
as the music began, Yuna, Rinka, and Makina started to
dance.
Oh, wow, they're all so cute... And wait, Yuna and Rinka
are both really good at singing?! They have the
choreography down pat too! They must've practiced so
hard! You're doing great! Keep it up! You're awesome!
The two of them were sharing the stage with Makina. It
didn't feel like she was outdoing or overwhelming them at
all as they danced in perfect synchrony. Oh, and sang in
perfect harmony too!
Ah, Yuna just winked! And Rinka's smile's so perfect!
Wait, what was that that Makina just did?! How does that
move even work?! Oh, wow! Oh, wow wow wow!!!
My vocabulary for these things was already lacking at the
best of times, and in the face of their performance, it was
completely overwhelmed. Yuna, Rinka, and Makina were all
just... Just amazing! So cute! Super awesome!
Meanwhile, the crowd below us roared with approval.
"Yunaaa!" someone shouted.
"You rule, Rinka!"
"Makiii!"
Every time I heard someone in the audience shout out
one of their names, it made me so happy, you'd think they
were praising me—and the audience down below was only
the start.
"Who are those two...? Are they really amateurs?!" Mio
muttered in astonishment, just as I'd hoped she would! Yuna
and Rinka's moves had left her completely baffled!
You see that?! Now you understand why everyone's so
obsessed with them! If you want to go all talent scout on
them, now's your... A-Actually, never mind! Don't do that!
We wouldn't have any time to spend together anymore if
that happened!
"But..." Mio continued. Her pause lasted a very long time.
"I don't think so. Not good enough."
"Huh?" Wait, you don't think what? Is this still about
scouting them? What's not good enough?! Do you have a
problem with those two or something?!
"Maki's movements are way stiffer than usual."
"Wait... Makina's?"
"She's not nervous, is she...? No, that can't be it. I don't
even know what that would look like. Maybe she's sick? Or
maybe..." Mio muttered. She was so absorbed by her
analysis that she clearly wasn't listening to me at all
anymore.
To be totally honest, I couldn't see it. Makina didn't look
stiff to me at all. In fact, her singing and dancing were both
so good, it was really easy to understand why she was such
a popular idol these days. But...now that Mio had pointed it
out, I also had to admit that there were a few little things
that stood out to me. For some reason, every once in a
while, something about Makina's expression made it seem
like she was having a tough time.
No... We shouldn't be nitpicking like this. I mean, just look
at the crowd! They love it, right? Everyone's so into the
show! Mio's just overthinking things...and now I am too.
I was starting to feel a little anxious, but I did my best to
tell myself it was all right and put a lid on that
apprehension. In the meantime, the second song had
already come to an end. I was watching the whole time, of
course...but, well, let's just say that if I hadn't handed
photography duty off to Emma, things probably would have
ended very poorly for me.
I glanced to the side and saw Mio staring down at the
stage, her chin resting in her palm. She was frowning,
unsurprisingly. I had no idea whether Makina was really
feeling sick or not, but I could tell that as far as our bet was
concerned, her performance definitely wasn't hitting the
level it needed to convince Mio to give up and admit defeat.
"So, umm, once again—hello, everyone!" Yuna called out
as she took a step forward. Now that the second song was
over, there was a brief period scheduled where the
performers would get to talk before the final number. Yuna
was really into it in the most adorable sort of way, and the
way Rinka calmly and affectionately watched over her was
just so perfectly kind, I couldn't get enough of it!
But Makina, though... I thought as I glanced at the third
performer. The worries that I'd put a lid on earlier were
doing their very best to worm their way out of their prison.
Makina was still smiling, but she looked tired, somehow. It
was like she wasn't fully present in the moment. Just looking
at her made my chest clench.
Assuming Makina really wasn't feeling well, and assuming
it wasn't because she had a cold or something—that is to
say, assuming it was an emotional problem rather than a
physical one—then wasn't there something I could do for
her? I would've laid a hand on her shoulder and said
something to encourage her if I could, but there was no way
I could reach her like that from the very back of the crowd,
as far separated from the stage as I could've possibly been.
I couldn't...but someone could.
Yuna, Rinka... Help her, please!
Two girls who were way, waaay more reliable than I could
ever be were right by Makina's side. Two girls who'd
happened to enroll at the same school as me, miraculously
ended up becoming friends with me, and given me the
strength and encouragement I needed time after time after
time since even before we'd started dating. As far as I was
concerned, Yuna and Rinka were my saviors. If it weren't for
them, I wouldn't have been standing in that gymnasium at
all...so I decided to believe in them. I believed with all my
heart that Yuna and Rinka would find a way to pull things
through.
"Ah...!" I gasped.
Maybe it was a coincidence, or maybe my prayer had
been answered. One way or another, at that exact moment,
my eyes met Rinka's. She flashed a slight, affectionate
smile in my direction, then shot a glance over at Yuna. I
looked at Yuna too, and found that she'd caught Rinka's
signal and was looking toward me now, grinning up at the
gallery.
"It's all right."
"We know."
Neither of them actually spoke, of course, but they didn't
need to. The warmth and reassurance of their feelings got
through to me just fine anyway. I was so overjoyed, I gave
them the biggest wave I possibly could.
"Well, Yotsuba," said Mio, "I honestly hate to do this to
you, but at this point..."
I cut her off. "Don't worry."
"Huh?"
"Makina has Yuna and Rinka with her, so it'll be all right."
I put it as plainly as I could, but even that wasn't enough to
express how little there was to worry about. I had absolute
faith in Yuna, in Rinka, and in the fact that Makina was about
to exceed Mio's wildest expectations. So I turned to her and
gave her the most confident grin I could. "If you really don't
think her performance was good enough when it's
over...then I'll do whatever you tell me to."
Mio had offered to do whatever I told her to if I won our
bet, back when she was trying to provoke me into accepting
her challenge...and now I'd turned it back around on her,
offering the same stakes. There was no way she could
possibly misunderstand what I was trying to express.
It seemed totally possible that she'd already come to a
conclusion about the performance and didn't think that
anything could change her mind. The show was already twothirds of the way over, and so far, Makina hadn't passed
muster. Maybe she was so far behind, there was no way she
could possibly make up for her weak opening in the
remaining third.
I, however, believed in them. I believed in Yuna, in
Rinka...and in Makina as well.
I'm so glad that I'm not the one whose efforts this bet's
riding on.
The winner would be determined by a totally subjective
opinion. Mio would watch the show, evaluate it for herself,
then decide who had won, with no oversight whatsoever. If I
were the one performing, I would've been a pessimistic
wreck—but if they were the ones who my hopes were riding
on, I had a bottomless well of faith that I could place in
them. I knew that they would produce results more
satisfying than anything I could've ever possibly managed.
"Oh...?" said Mio, her eyes wide with shock. I didn't have
a clue what she was thinking, but she took a moment to
closely study me, staring me straight in the eye...then
smiled, as if she'd been convinced of something.
"Someone's confident, huh?"
"That's right!" I replied.
Koganezaki, who was the one other person who knew
everything that was going on, rolled her eyes with a shrug.
Mukai, meanwhile—who didn't know about the bet at all—
looked a little bewildered by our exchange. You'd think that I
would've been worried, considering the situation, but I was
actually as excited as could be. Yuna, Rinka, and Makina's
performance had been wonderful so far...but I knew that we
were about to see something even more incredible. I was
positive of it.
You can do it, everyone...!
Chapter 4-B: The Show of Our
Dreams—Makina's Side
It feels...like I'm suffocating.
For some time—in fact, ever since I woke up that morning
—a strange, murky sensation had been spreading through
me. The closer our performance time came, the stronger
that feeling grew. I'd stood upon countless stages before,
many of them far larger than the one in Eichou High's gym,
and performed for crowds that dwarfed the scale of today's
gathering...but somehow none of the arena concerts I'd
been a part of, none of the music festivals or live TV
broadcasts I'd been featured in, had ever affected me like
this. This time, stepping up onto that stage...scared me.
That's right. It scared me. I was terrified. I had been for a
very long time. Some part of me wished that the day of my
performance would just never arrive.
"I would like the two of you to perform onstage with me
at the cultural festival...and I would like us to use that
performance to settle things between us."
Whoever received the most accolades on the surveys we
passed out to the attendees would be the winner. I'd
suggested our little contest myself, and I'd done it with
complete confidence that I would emerge victorious. The
thought that I might lose never so much as crossed my
mind. No matter how incredible the two of them—Yuna and
Rinka—might have been, I believed that they could never be
any sort of match for my experience and ability.
"If I win, I'd like the two of you to refrain from interfering
at all whenever I try to make a move on her."
It was just a matter of romance. Just a first love. Just a
very old piece of emotional baggage I'd never quite gotten
around to discarding. If anyone else learned about our
contest, they might very well laugh at me. At the very least,
they would never imagine that I had really wagered
something I considered more precious than life itself on
some tiny performance in a middle-of-nowhere suburb.
I, however, had been throwing myself into contests like
this throughout my whole life. Their terms hadn't always
been so clearly articulated, but I'd been faced with
countless situations where failure would spell the end of my
life as I knew it. Each and every time, I'd risen to the
challenge and claimed victory. This time would be no
different. I was sure of it.
"If I lose...I swear I'll never approach Yotsy again, in the
romantic sense of the word."
What could possibly be stupider? I'd set the terms of our
wager myself, and here I was, shaken to the core by them—
far more so than my opponents were. In retrospect, the fact
that I'd gone with a stilted, roundabout phrasing like
"approach in the romantic sense of the word" was proof
positive that I'd already been fixated on the possibility all
the way back then.
I couldn't help it, though. That was just how important
Yotsy was to me. The petty promise we'd made when we
were children—my purehearted desire to make her happy—
was the driving force that had propelled the idol Maki Amagi
to the heights of stardom. It was what gave Makina Oda's
life meaning.
I wanted to make Yotsy mine. I wanted her to make me
hers. She was my everything, and I wanted to be her
everything too.
I loved her. More than I could bear. Over all those years
we'd spent apart, that had never changed. My feelings
hadn't...but she had found someone else who was special to
her. Two of them.
Yuna Momose. Rinka Aiba. I could tell that both of them
were good, nice people—very much so. At the bare
minimum, I didn't get the sense that they were the sort of
people who would trick or use Yotsy at all. The month and a
half or so that I'd spent giving them lessons to prepare for
the show hadn't changed that impression at all.
They were idolized by their peers at Eichou High—called
"the Sacrosanct" by them, even—but their fame never
seemed to have gone to their heads at all. To the contrary,
they both seemed to be quite strong-willed, and had both
had a positive influence on Yotsy, if anything. In that sense, I
genuinely appreciated them.
And then there was how they acted around me. There
was no way they'd forgotten about our contest, or about my
feelings for Yotsy, and yet they were perfectly friendly
toward me. They treated me like a fellow performer. We'd
even come to call each other by our first names, in time—it
just felt natural to do so. By most people's standards, we
might even have been...well...friends.
In spite of that—no, because of it—my fear only
continued to grow. And it wasn't just their personalities that
fed my apprehensions. Their talent was an equally pressing
factor.
I'd realized that the two of them had potential as idols the
moment we met. The rate of growth that they displayed
over the course of the lessons I taught them, however, blew
my expectations clear out of the water. As they quickly
learned to sing, dance, charm an audience, and put their
strongest traits on full display, my confidence drained away
from me. While at first I would have declared that I had an
almost hundred percent chance of winning, before long, I
found myself admitting that there really was a chance I
could lose.
I put everything I had into teaching the two of them, of
course, and I didn't regret that decision. I believed that no
matter how much they polished their skills, I would come
out ahead...but however unlikely failure was, its
consequences still ate away at me.
If I lose...I have to give up on Yotsy.
This wasn't like any other contest I'd taken on before. In
the past, I'd only been wagering myself—my reputation, and
my future as an idol. This time I was wagering her.
Something far weightier was on the line. Having to give up
on Yotsy would hurt more than death ever could.
A one-in-ten-thousand chance morphed into one in a
thousand. One in a thousand became one in a hundred. As
the odds of my defeat grew, it felt like an invisible knife dug
deeper and deeper into my neck. The pain made me
tremble.
That was why Yuna and Rinka...were my enemies. They
were a wall I had to surmount. And that was why... That was
why...
"Most likely...I think that Makina just wanted all of us to
accept her."
Once again, her words rang out in my mind. I hadn't been
able to stop thinking about them, ever since Yotsy told the
class what she believed my true feelings really were.
"You all remember what she said, right? She said that
she'd be willing to perform, but only if she didn't have to do
it alone. She's not getting up onstage as Maki Amagi... She's
performing as Makina Oda, a student in Eichou High's class
2-A! She's doing it so that she'll be accepted at our school—
accepted as a member of our class!"
No... No, I'm not. You don't understand, Yotsy. You don't
understand at all!
The truth was that all I wanted...was to compete with
Yuna and Rinka. The cultural festival had just been a
convenient opportunity in the near future to make that
happen. Yotsy couldn't have been further off the mark.
"It can be hard to understand your own feelings,
sometimes—and by the same token, sometimes it's as easy
as can be for an outsider to see through them in a
heartbeat."
In the end...which was it? What did I really want? If all I
wanted was to claim Yotsy for myself, there were any
number of better, simpler ways I could have made it
happen. I probably hadn't really needed to involve so many
people in my affairs. But I had. I'd put my idol career on hold
to transfer into this high school, then chosen to perform as
an idol at the cultural festival anyway. I'd made it happen
through a mixture of hints and provocation. At the time, it
had been the only option I could come up with. After all, the
truth was that I... I...
I...wanted someone to acknowledge me?
"Hey! Earth to Makina?" a voice rang out from my left.
"Huh...?"
"Were you not listening?" came a second voice from my
right—Rinka's. She had spoken away from the microphone
she was holding, making sure that only I could hear her.
Rinka was smiling, while Yuna was looking at me with a
sullen pout on her face. "It's your turn to speak to the
audience."
"Oh. Ah... Right. Excuse me," I replied as I accepted the
microphone in a fluster.
Of course, I thought. This was the moment before the
third song, when we were each supposed to give our thanks
to the crowd. We'd planned it all out in advance. What was I
thinking? How could I let myself space out onstage? It was
unprecedented for me. Had I even sung the second song
right...? I could feel a bead of sweat dripping down my back.
"It's all right," said Rinka.
"What?"
"I do think you could stand to enjoy yourself a little more,
though. We certainly are," she added with a grin as she
patted me on the back. It was a very gentle sort of touch—
one that was meant to calm me down.
"Sorry, everyone! I think Makina might be just a liiittle
nervous. After all, this is the first time Makina Oda's ever
performed like this!" Yuna called out to the audience,
retroactively turning my moment of mental absence into a
cute little joke in the blink of an eye. "I mean, who wouldn't
be nervous? I sure am, and I have been this whole time! I
hate to say it, though, but time's one thing we're running a
little short on."
"Yes...we are," I said. "I'm sorry, everyone. I guess I just
lost focus for a moment."
My mind was in a panicked frenzy as I spoke into the
microphone, but I reflexively made sure to keep my
expression as composed as could be. I took a step forward,
glancing around at the audience...and found that, judging
by their faces, none of them seemed to have made much of
my lapse. From this distance, I could tell very clearly how
much they were enjoying the show. I was relieved, and
began putting together an outline of what I wanted to say as
I spoke up once more.
"If I may take a moment to introduce myself...my name is
Makina Oda, and I'm a member of class 2-A. I'd like to thank
all of you for coming to see our performance today."
It was an inoffensive, boilerplate sort of statement. That
said, Yuna was right—these really were the first words that
I'd spoken onstage as Makina Oda. I'd delivered countless
addresses as Maki Amagi, and she had a wealth of
statements and anecdotes I could draw on, but I was
coming to realize that Makina Oda had none of her own. I
had an almost shockingly small number of things I felt I
could actually say.
"And...as Yuna said a moment ago, I think I really might
be a little nervous. I imagine that some of you have seen
me perform under the name Maki Amagi as part of my work
in the entertainment industry, but it's true that this is the
first time I've openly performed under my real name
since...elementary school, probably, when I went to audition
at my agency. Frankly, I barely remember it at all."
What had Yuna and Rinka talked about during their turns?
I should have listened to them and followed their example. I
hadn't, though, and when I forced myself to say whatever
came to my mind on the spur of the moment, I ended up
delivering a self-centered monologue that was totally devoid
of substance.
"I understand very clearly now just how much I owe to
my agency and the other members of my group. I'm far less
capable on my own than I ever realized...and while I thought
that my experience would let me elevate the work of my
classmates in this performance, the truth is that I found
them helping me instead, time after time."
What on earth am I even saying? Nothing that would ever
come out of Maki Amagi's mouth, that's for sure. The me
that the world wanted—that my coworkers wanted—never
whined or complained. She stood at the front of the pack
like it was the only place it made sense for her to be, pulling
her teammates forward as their intrepid leader.
But then, just when I thought I'd spouted enough
platitudes to make it through my speech safely...my true
feelings overflowed.
"That's doubly true for my fellow performers, Yuna and
Rinka. I've spent the past month and a half coaching them,
yes...but in retrospect, I'm not sure they ever needed my
help at all."
"Oh, come on," said Yuna.
"We wouldn't be up onstage right now if it weren't for
you, Makina. I'm sure of it," Rinka added.
The two of them had wasted no time in backing me up. It
was a very light, low-impact exchange, and a few people in
the audience laughed, maybe because that sort of humility
was so unlike Maki Amagi. They might have thought it was a
joke—but it wasn't. I was being entirely earnest. I said it
because I was genuinely impressed by them...and because,
deep down, a very small and cowardly part of me wished
that I had slacked off on training them.
"We only have one song left to share with you today, but I
promise that I'll put everything I have into it. I'll rise to meet
the expectations of everyone who helped make this
possible," I said, bringing my speech to a close before I
could let anything else slip out on accident. I turned my
gaze downward...and was reassured by the sound of the
audience applauding. I let out a sigh of relief, careful not to
let anyone notice, but it wasn't over yet. There was still one
song left.
I'd never felt this sort of anxiety before. I'd never felt this
sort of nervousness—this overwhelming urge to leap off the
stage and run away. That was probably because those were
my feelings, not Maki Amagi's.
"Well, then, it feels like we only just started, but the next
song will be our last," said Rinka, tagging in now that my
speech was over.
"That's right," said Yuna, "and we'll be finishing things off
with an original song that everyone in our class helped us
write!"
"You might say it's the bonds of our class in the form of a
song...which probably seems a little cheesy, I know, but
nevertheless. It's a song that we hope will show all of you
why class 2-A is the best!"
"Don't look away—you won't want to miss a second of it!
Right, Makina?"
"Right..." I said. "Thank you for listening to our final song:
'After Adventure.'"
Those words served as the band's signal. The drummer
counted us in, and the song began. I still hadn't made sense
of my feelings. I was as bewildered and anxious as ever, but
I'd practiced for this moment more times than I could count.
The choreography was deeply ingrained in my muscle
memory. As the music played, the lyrics would spring to my
lips with a will of their own.
So it'll be fine. It'll be fine...!
"After Adventure"—a name specifically written out using
the English alphabet, to draw attention to the two capital
A's. In other words, 2-A. The instrumentals were an
arrangement of a song that I'd written previously, while the
lyrics were brand-new.
The song's most impactful moment came right after the
second chorus, going into the third verse. There would be
instrumental solos courtesy of the band, after which Yuna,
Rinka, and I would each sing a solo of our own before
coming together for the final chorus. It felt a little too jampacked, if anything, but I preferred to think of it as
aggressive—or rather, adventurous.
My solo... I thought as I sang. Would I be able to pull it off,
in my current state? Yuna and Rinka had both improved so
much. They were good, genuinely, and they were enjoying
the performance from the bottoms of their hearts. It was a
solo that would have to beat them. A solo that could win me
Yotsy. A solo...that could cause me to lose her forever.
And then, before I knew it, the moment had almost
arrived.
The second chorus was over. The band members took
their turns in the spotlight.
I'm scared. I hate this... I keep imagining the worst
possible outcomes...and at this rate, they'll really happen!
"It's all right."
I felt a warmth on my shoulder...where it turned out Rinka
had laid her hand.
"It's all right," Rinka repeated. They were the same words
she'd said to me just moments before, but this time, I
noticed that her hand was very slightly trembling. Her gaze
was fixed straight forward, but there was a stiffness to her
expression now.
"Yeah. Let's just do our best. No regrets, right?" said
Yuna, who patted me on the back next. She was trying to
help me be a little less tense...or maybe she was trying to
distract herself from her own nervousness?
That's right. The two of them are amateurs. They
normally wouldn't be up onstage at all. Plus, they have
something precious to them riding on the outcome of this
performance as well.
And I was the one who'd put them in that position. If I'd
never transferred into their school, they would still be
wrapped up in the same placid routine as ever. The cultural
festival would have come and gone without incident.
I knew that the two of them felt all the emotions you'd
expect from a normal, well-adjusted person. They felt fear,
and nervousness, and agitation...not to mention anger and
resentment toward me, surely. They must have been even
more distressed by what was happening than I was—so how
could they stay so true to themselves in spite of it? I could
understand them trying to distract themselves from their
own anxiety, but why would they go out of their way to
dispel mine as well? Why would they lend their enemy a
helping hand?
"Oh, and then there's the obvious. Right, Rinka?" said
Yuna.
"Right," Rinka agreed. "We have the world's greatest
goddess watching over us."
"A...goddess?" I muttered in bewilderment. Their eyes
were shining with joy as they looked out into the audience—
no, up. I followed their gaze, and at that exact moment, as
the band's solos came to an end, I heard her.
"Makinaaa!!!"
"Ah..."
There it was. The voice of my goddess. Her shout of
encouragement pierced through the din of the crowd, clear
as could be.
Yotsy. Yotsy...! Yotsy!!!
I really was incredibly simple. I'd changed far, far less
since I was a child than I let myself believe. All the anxiety,
fear, and confusion I felt were because of Yotsy...and that
was why, from the moment I'd set foot on the stage, I
hadn't been able to bring myself to look at her. What sort of
face would she be making? Was she disappointed with me?
Would she stop liking me after this? I was so worried, so
scared, that I just couldn't look up at her.
But then I heard her. She cheered for me, and I knew in
an instant exactly how she felt.
That was all it took to sweep away the churning darkness
within me, revealing the world in all its colorful glory. Yotsy,
the girl I loved...was watching me!
It was ridiculous. How simpleminded could I be? I always
worried that Yotsy was so blindly trusting that she could
easily be taken in by someone with a silver tongue and bad
intentions, but considering how easy it was to play me like a
fiddle, I was in no position to worry about her. All it took was
hearing her voice—realizing how she felt—to lift the weight
that had seemed like it would crush me off my back. I'd
never realized how easy to manipulate I was until that very
moment.
Listen to me, Yotsy! I want you to hear my songs...and to
understand my feelings for you!
I felt so light, it was like gravity had lost its grip on me.
My heart was beating with such a heated fervor, it felt like it
might explode. She'd only said one word—just my name—
but that was all I'd wanted from her. My fears,
apprehensions, and even all thoughts of the contest that
had given rise to them were blown clean out of my mind. It
was like I'd gone through my own personal big bang,
rewriting the world and everything I'd thought I knew about
it.
Yotsy!!!
Moments before, the thought of my solo had terrified me,
but now I leaped straight into it. I sang and danced with
everything I had...and in that moment, I was happier to be
standing onstage than I'd ever been before.
◇◇◇
The concert ended in a roaring success. We stood there,
bowing to the audience as they applauded and shouted for
an encore, until the moment the curtain fell. An encore
wasn't in the cards, unfortunately—there wasn't time for
one in the schedule. We'd known that from the start, and
had more or less anticipated that this would happen...but
my feelings about that restriction had changed dramatically
since the moments leading up to the performance. Now, I
felt a little regretful that we couldn't give the audience what
they wanted. I wished that I could stay on that stage for just
a little longer. It was incredibly unlike me.
"Nice work, Makina," said Rinka.
"You as well," I replied after a moment of hesitation. "And
you, Yuna."
"Thanks, you too! Ahh, man, I'm wiped out... Nice work to
all of you in the band too!" Yuna called out.
"Great job, you three!" one of the band's members
replied.
"It was seriously incredible! I'm so glad I took up playing
the guitar as a hobby... I'll never forget this as long as I
live!"
"Dude, are you crying?! Come on, cut it out! We still have
to break down all our gear!"
Now that the curtains had sealed the stage away again,
we all chatted as we packed up and prepared to leave. Of
course, unlike the band's members, the three of us didn't
have anything in particular to carry off the stage other than
ourselves. Throwing on an oversized coat that would mostly
cover up my costume was all I had to do.
"Gotta say, I really went all out at the end," Yuna
suddenly muttered as we left the gymnasium.
"I know what you mean," Rinka agreed.
We'd made our exit through a back entrance to the
building, before most of the audience could leave, and were
on our way to our classroom, which had been designated as
our waiting area. I had to admit that the two of them were
right—their solos had both been fantastic. So fantastic that
it was hard to believe they'd been nervous just moments
before. They'd blown even their best practice sessions out
of the water. There was just something about how they'd
sung in the moment—a passion that I couldn't quite put into
words.
"But, I mean, how could I not, after Yotsuba shouted my
name like that? I was seriously so surprised! It made me so
happy too, though, and gave me a crazy boost of
motivation...and I just went for it, I guess!"
"Huh?" Rinka and I grunted in unison.
"Hold on. I thought Yotsuba shouted my name?" said
Rinka.
"Huh? What're you talking about?" Yuna countered. "I
know what I heard! She said 'Yuna,' plain as day!"
What on earth are those two talking about? "Actually...she
said my name," I insisted. She did! She shouted it out! I'm
absolutely positive of it! Nothing in the world could ever
convince me otherwise!
"You too, Makina?!" Yuna yelped before pausing to think.
"Wait... Oh. I see now..." she said with a slight snicker.
"I think I understand what happened too," Rinka agreed,
bashfully scratching her cheek.
"Oh," I said. I'd finally caught on. In retrospect, there was
only one possible explanation for the passion that I'd felt
from them during each of their solos. I could feel my face
flush in an instant. "Did she shout all of our names, but we
only heard it when she said our own?"
It certainly seemed that way. We'd all been caught up in
the intensity of our performance. Being up onstage in the
middle of a song puts you in a very unusual state of mind—
a state of mind that, for instance, could have easily blocked
out Yotsy's voice right up until the moment she said my
name specifically.
"Heh..." I chuckled. It was so purely ridiculous, of all of us,
that all I could do was laugh. And before I knew it, Yuna and
Rinka were laughing along with me.
"Ha ha ha! You know, I'm starting to realize something
about us," said Yuna.
"Same," Rinka agreed. "We really might be birds of a
feather."
I had to admit, they had a point. All three of us, after all,
were hopelessly head over heels for the same girl.
"Oh, and by the way, Makina—I had no idea you could
even make a face like that," Yuna added.
"Huh?" I grunted. That was the moment I finally realized I
was smiling just as broadly as the two of them.
"You have always looked a little conflicted when you're
around us," said Rinka.
"I...have? Really?"
"Yup. When you didn't have one of those suuuper fake
smiles on, anyway," added Yuna.
"I wouldn't quite put it like that...but I will say that the
way you're smiling right now is downright lovely in
comparison."
"Oh, come on, Rinka! Playing the prince now?" Yuna
jabbed.
"Not intentionally, anyway. I really meant it," Rinka
replied with a smile so dashing, there was no way she could
brush it off as easily as she'd dismissed her flirtatious word
choice.
As I walked along with the two of them...I realized that I
couldn't feel so much as a trace of the simmering discontent
that had been building up in me before the performance
began. Instead, I felt the refreshing sense of
accomplishment that came with a successful show, the
strangest sense of belonging...and the irrepressible love for
Yotsy that burned within my heart.
Chapter 5: Apologies, Conflict,
and a Total Freak-Out
"That was amazing, huh...?"
"It sure was..."
"And now it's over..."
"It sure is..."
Class 2-A's idol show was a wrap. The curtain fell, our
class rep announced that it was all over, and the audience
began gradually filtering out and dispersing across the rest
of the festival. Mukai and I, however, remained in place. We
were still too caught up in the heat of the moment to move
just yet.
The performance had been amazing. So amazing that
"amazing" was the only word that could do it justice! Using
popular, mainstream songs for the first two numbers had
gotten the audience hooked, and then right when everyone
was perfectly warmed up, the third song had swept in to
knock our socks clean off! It was the best!
Especially everyone's solos! Yuna was crazy adorable,
and Rinka was just ridiculously cool in every possible way.
And Makina was just...I don't even know what to say other
than "overwhelming." Overpoweringly cute, cool, and
beautiful, all at the same time. It was like some sort of
divine entity had inhabited her, instilling her with its
presence from top to bottom... Anyway, the point is that I
was super, super, suuuper moved!
Mio's nitpicking partway through the performance had
made me a little worried for just a moment, I'll admit, but
once it was over, I knew for a fact that it had been as super
ultra satisfying as a show could be. The audience wouldn't
have gone that crazy if it hadn't been! It was just...just
perfect!
I spent a little while basking in the moment, and by the
time I thought to take a look around, Mio, Koganezaki, and
Emma had all vanished. They sure were in a hurry, huh...? I
thought before turning to Mukai, who was still nearby, and
giving her an appreciative nod. "Thank you so much,
Mukai!" I said.
"What?"
"You're the whole reason we were able to make this show
into such a big deal and get the audience so excited for it!
So, thanks."
"D-Do you think so?" Mukai bashfully stammered. "I don't
think I did anything particularly important at all, though..."
"Are you kidding?! You so did! Super important!" I
shouted. Not only did we have the illustrations she drew to
thank for gathering up such a big crowd, it was also thanks
to them that the class came together to work as such an
effective team. Her art was where everything had started,
more or less.
"Okay, but in that case, you deserve just as much credit,
Hazama! If it weren't for you, everyone would've just kept
doing their own thing. I don't think it would've turned out
nearly as well if you hadn't pulled us all together," said
Mukai.
There she goes, being humble again. She should be
proud of how she managed to turn the event into this much
of a smash hit!
I really couldn't exaggerate just how well the
advertisement Mukai drew had turned out. It was pretty,
and adorable, and I felt like I could stare at it for hours on
end if I let myself. Not to mention how high-level it was as a
piece of art! It had a refined sort of elegance, and even
knowing it was an advertisement, it felt like it had value in a
way that a photo never could have accomplished...or, well,
that was how Koganezaki had explained it to me. Plus, all
that stuff about me having contributed? Like...come on,
right?
"Honestly, looking back? I think it would've turned out
this way even if I hadn't said anything," I replied.
"Huh?"
"I mean, everyone wanted to make the most of the
festival from the start, right? They wouldn't have been able
to work together so well if they didn't. All I did was say what
everyone was thinking in a kind of stuck-up sort of way,
that's all. I guess I made it sound all pretty and stuff, but at
the end of the day—"
"That is not true!" Mukai shouted, cutting me off midsentence. It was loud enough that a few of the people who
were still making their way out of the gym looked up
reflexively, and I was so startled I completely forgot what I'd
even been trying to say. "Maybe I have no right to say this...
Actually, no—I do have a right to say it, more so than most
people: You need to stop doing this, Hazama."
"I... What?"
"You were the one who told me you liked my art,
remember? You gave me the push I needed. Your
encouragement was the whole reason I could work up the
nerve to put myself out there...and if it weren't for you, I
don't think I'd have ever managed it."
Mukai was mad. I'd been under the impression that she
was the sort of person who didn't get angry at all...but
somehow, I'd managed to upset her anyway. My deepseated negativity had set her off.
"U-Umm, Mukai—" I began.
"There's something I need to apologize to you about,
Hazama," Mukai said, cutting me off again.
"Huh...?"
"Do you remember how back when we'd only just started
preparing for the festival...I told you that I liked drawing as a
hobby?"
"Y-Yeah. Of course I do."
"Well, the truth is...I only said that because I wanted to
show off."
"You...what? But it was true, wasn't it? How would telling
me about a real hobby of yours be showing off?"
"Because I only said it to prove that I was better than
you. I...didn't want you to think I was the same as you,"
Mukai choked out as she looked away from me. Her fists
were clenched so tightly they were trembling. I could easily
tell just how much effort it was taking her to admit all of
this. "You're always failing tests, and you never do well in
gym either. I thought you, well...I thought you came across
as a total screwup, so..."
"Makes sense."
Mukai paused. "You're...not mad?"
"Well, it's all true, so..."
Admitting that Mukai was pretty much spot-on with all
that didn't quite feel the same as my usual pessimism.
Everything she'd said was just the simple truth, and getting
all indignant about her saying it to my face wouldn't un-fail
any of those tests or make me into a capable athlete. I was
doing my best to improve myself, for what it's worth...but
that was still a work in progress.
"I...looked down on you, Hazama. I'm gloomy, and don't
have any friends. I wasn't excited about the cultural festival
at all. Why would I be? I couldn't even participate in any of
the preparations, really, and I wouldn't have anyone to walk
around the festival with when it happened. I didn't fit
in...and it hurt to think that everyone knew it."
Tears had begun to dribble down Mukai's cheeks. They
started out slowly enough, but then the dam burst and they
really started to pour. Mukai wiped away at them with both
her hands, still talking all the while.
"That's why I thought I'd just go off into a corner
somewhere and do random chores, even if it was all just for
show...and that's where I found you. I was always lagging
behind everyone else and could barely make any friends,
but I thought that at the very least, I couldn't let myself be
on your level...so I decided to tell you about my drawings. It
was a way of showing that I wasn't like you—of bragging
that at least there was something I was good at. I was trying
to make myself look superior to you."
"Mukai, did...did you...hate me?" I asked.
"N-No, not at all!" Mukai frantically replied. "The only
person I hated...was myself. How could I lack self-confidence
that badly and be that stuck-up at the same time? The
second I found someone who seemed worse off than I was, I
used the drawings I love to reassure myself that I wasn't as
bad as her. Isn't that awful...?"
I nearly denied it reflexively, but I forced myself to
swallow the words back instead. I didn't think that Mukai
was awful...but I also barely knew anything about her at all.
We'd only started talking when the cultural festival
preparations began, and I had no clue what she'd been like
or what sort of life she'd lived before that point. Even if I
said she was wrong, my words wouldn't carry any weight at
all.
"But then you smiled at me. You told me I was amazing,
right to my face, and you said you thought my drawings
were pretty. It made me so happy to hear that, but it hurt
just as much...and I ended up deciding that I wanted to be
like you."
"Whaaat?! Like me?!"
"Yeah. You always think so hard about absolutely
everyone except for yourself, right? You're a genuinely kind
person, and that kindness gave me the courage I needed. I
don't know if anyone else could have made me take a step
forward like you did. And so..." Mukai said, taking hold of my
hand with both of hers, "I'm sorry. It's taken me way too
long to apologize to you. You were always just so nice, and I
let myself keep kicking it down the road..."
"No, no, you don't have to apologize at all!" I yelped. "I
mean, I'm not even upset! I'm actually happy to hear all
this, if anything!"
"What?"
"I mean, it sounds to me like you only decided to tell me
about your drawings because I'm always such a hot mess,
right? I know how hard it can be to open up about the things
you like. There's always a chance that people will be nasty
about it, after all...so no matter what your reasons were, I'm
still glad they ended up convincing you to share your art
with me."
If I were the sort of person who seemed like she could do
anything and everything, like Koganezaki, then Mukai never
would have talked to me to begin with. I wouldn't either, if I
ended up in that sort of position myself! And so...in a certain
way, I actually agreed with her. Maybe me being the way I
was actually had helped, just this one time.
"Thank you, Mukai," I said. "Hee hee... And hey, feel free
to open up to me about anything else from now on, if you
ever feel like it! I really like the idea that I'm someone who's
easy for you to talk to about these things, so go ahead and
make yourself look as superior as you want! I'm always up
for it!"
"Heh heh... What's that supposed to mean?" Mukai
chuckled. She was finally smiling again, and I was relieved
to see it, even if she was still crying a little.
I don't mean it in a self-deprecating way at all when I say
that for once, I was actually glad that I was such a weak
person. Even if I was weak, after all, I'd managed to be
worth something in my own sort of way. Not that I was about
to start declaring my weakness to be my greatest strength
and get all stuck-up about it, or anything like that!
"But...sorry," Mukai added.
"For what?"
"I can't open up to you about everything anymore.
There's absolutely no way!"
"Whaaat?! Why not?!" She spent that long talking me up,
and now she's dragging me back down to reality?! I was so
sure she'd be all for it, after everything she just said!
While I was reeling with shock, Mukai sort of bashfully
glanced away from me. She still had my hand clasped in
hers, and was actually squeezing it pretty tightly.
"I mean...I love you way too much to do that now," Mukai
said. "I want you to think that I'm a cool, incredible person—
more than I do with anyone else! I want you to be glad that
we ended up being friends!"
"Wait, but I already am! I'm super glad already,
actually?!" I protested.
"That's not enough! I want you to be even gladder!"
Mukai pulled my hand toward her chest. Despite the tears
that still lingered in her eyes, the smile on her face was both
brilliant and remarkably bold.
GUCHI GAWA тоJIN WAUDAL
re
"I'm going to do everything I possibly can to make you
like me more than ever, Hazama—so let's stick together,
okay?" said Mukai.
"S-Sure... Let's, Mukai!" I replied as I squeezed her hand
back.
We'd met under the pettiest of circumstances, but now,
looking back, I was thankful that the wild twists and turns of
fate had ended up leading me to befriend such a wonderful
girl. I wanted nothing more than for the two of us to stay
friends for the rest of our lives.
A moment later, Mukai let out a slight, sharp gasp. "I,
umm... O-Okay, I'd better get going!" she said. It looked like
everything she'd just said to me was finally sinking in, and
judging by the blush on her face, her own speech had her
pretty embarrassed.
I watched as Mukai ran off on her way. I would've liked to
take a little longer to let the concert and the exchange I'd
just had with her sink in...but I barely had the chance to
start before I got a text that made me realize this was
absolutely not the time.
Mio Kuruma is making her way toward Oda. I'm doing what I can
to delay her, but you should hurry here as quickly as possible.
"Wait, what?!"
There's basically no way that Mio tracking Makina down
right now could be good! Actually, it'd be bad in all sorts of
ways! Makina will end up questioning why Mio's here in the
first place, and then there's how Mio's trying to get Makina
to go back to the idol industry, and...so...umm...!
"Anyway, I've gotta run!"
Thinking the situation through would have to come later.
For the time being, I set off at a sprint! If I remembered the
schedule correctly, Yuna, Rinka, and Makina would have
gone back to class 2-A's room to take a break and get
changed. Mio shouldn't have known about any of that...but
it also wouldn't have been strange for her to check our
classroom first if she was searching for them.
"Oh! Another text... Gah, I knew it!"
Koganezaki's follow-up text confirmed my worst fears:
Mio really was heading straight for our classroom.
Oh, jeez! Gotta hurry!
◇◇◇
"Makina!" I shouted as I burst through the classroom
doors!
"Yotsy...?" Makina said, her eyes wide with shock. And,
standing across from her...
Oh nooo, Mio's here already! And she took her wig off
too!
Yuna and Rinka were also in the classroom, looking
completely bewildered. They definitely had no idea what on
earth was going on. Koganezaki, meanwhile, was standing
right beside the door, doing her absolute best to fade into
the background. Those three aside, nobody else was around
at the moment.
"You're late," Koganezaki whispered in a sort of
accusatory tone.
"Umm... What's going on, exactly...?" I asked.
"Kuruma barged into the classroom, and as you might
expect, her sudden appearance threw the whole room into a
state of pandemonium. Oda managed to calm things down,
more or less, and had just coaxed all uninvolved parties to
leave shortly before you arrived. As for me and those
two...well, frankly, we missed our chance to leave at a
natural moment."
"O-Oh. Got it," I replied. That settles it. Mio's busted for
sure! And wait—since I'm the one who snuck her in here,
doesn't that mean I'm busted too?! Everyone's gonna know
I broke the school rules! A-Am I gonna get expelled?! Wh-
What should I do?!
"Sorry, Yotsuba," said Mio. "There was just no way I could
pack up and go home without saying something after that."
"'Yotsuba'...?" Makina repeated, glancing in my direction.
She must have been wondering why Mio was on a firstname basis with me, and judging by the looks they were
giving me, Yuna and Rinka were as well. "Oh... I see. I was
wondering why on earth you would be here, Mio...but
whatever it is you're after, I see you've gotten Yotsy
wrapped up in it."
Makina shot Mio a frigid glare. The look in her eyes was
so openly hostile, it actually made Mio's shoulders quiver.
"I'd prefer not to consider it, but did you come here
because you still haven't given up on convincing me to
return from my hiatus?" asked Makina.
"That's exactly right," Mio replied.
"Of course. You're still not ready to accept it, then."
"How the hell could I accept it?!" Mio bellowed.
I reeled back with shock, of course, and even Yuna and
Rinka looked caught off guard...but Makina's expression
didn't budge in the slightest.
"How... How could I ever accept you just up and leaving
without even bothering to ask how we felt about it?! Our
lives are riding on this! Don't you get that?!"
Makina didn't say a word. She looked Mio squarely in the
eye, never so much as flinching throughout the whole
tirade. The air in the classroom was excruciatingly
tense...and while part of me thought I had to do something
to stop Mio, I knew that I was an outsider here. This was
their problem, and none of the rest of us had any right to
involve ourselves.
"That's why...I went to Yotsuba," Mio continued. "I asked
her to help me convince you to come back to us and work
as an idol again."
"You...what? Why would you go out of your way to pick
Yotsy, of all people?" Makina asked.
"Because you looked like you were friends. Pretty close
too. I've never seen you call anyone by a nickname before."
Makina paused. "Stage names are more or less
nicknames."
"Oh, don't even start. If you're that desperate to change
the subject, it's pretty obvious I hit the nail on the head,"
Mio countered.
This time, the look on Makina's face shifted ever so
slightly.
Mio seemed to catch it too, and probably took it as
further proof of the influence that I held over Makina. "Don't
blame her, though. She said no at first. Then she spilled the
beans about you performing at the festival and I strongarmed her into playing along, but, well, she tried, anyway."
"S-Sorry..." I muttered.
"Don't apologize, Yotsy," said Makina. "Mio's always been
like this. She just has to have her way, or she won't be
satisfied."
"Pot, meet kettle!"
Eeek! The tension was unrelenting as the two of them
traded verbal bullets. What should I do... What even can I
do?!
"Okay, everyone—let's calm down for a moment, shall
we?"
"Mio...Kuruma, right? Did you seriously come all the way
here just to pick a fight with Makina?"
Rinka! Yuna! The two of them dove straight in, not
faltering in the slightest in the face of the oppressive
atmosphere!
"Oh... You two were the ones from the performance,
weren't you?" asked Mio.
"Yeah. What about it?" said Yuna.
"Okay," said Mio. She finally turned away from Makina
and walked over toward Yuna and Rinka.
O-Oh jeez, oh jeez! Don't tell me she's targeting them
next...?! Now I really, really have to stop her!
"Wh-What?" Yuna stammered. She took a step back,
intimidated by Mio's approach, while Rinka sucked in a
sharp breath and stepped forward to stand in front of her.
Mio, however, didn't even seem to register either of their
reactions. She closed in briskly, step by step, until finally...
"You two were sooooooooo good!!!"
...she raised her voice in such an elated, excited tone, it
was almost hard to believe that she'd seemed about to
come to blows with Makina just seconds before!
"Huh?" grunted Yuna.
"What...?" Rinka muttered.
The two of them were completely bewildered. And, I
mean, I was too! In fact, I think everyone was
shocked...except Makina, apparently?
"Was this really your first time onstage? Because you
both looked like you belong up there! And wow, the way
your voices projected! Oh, and even more than that, the
way you were, like, totally in sync with each other! You can't
make that sort of coordination happen without crazy
amounts of practice! And it's even better because you're
such totally different types, and you present yourselves in
such wildly different ways, but then when you look at the
two of you together you end up thinking, 'You know, those
two just mesh' anyway! I wanna see you put on a whole
show by yourselves now! If you ever do one, you've gotta
tell me, okay?!"
"U-Umm," grunted Yuna.
"Th-Thank you...?" said Rinka.
"Mio," Makina sighed. Yuna and Rinka had been totally
befuddled by Mio's rapid-fire, impassioned impressions of
their show, leaving it to Makina—the only person present
who was still keeping her cool—to intervene.
"What, Maki?" Mio snapped.
"You know what. We were having a conversation?"
"Sure, but you have to share thoughts like these as soon
as you have them! It's not the same otherwise. Hey," Mio
continued, looking back to Yuna and Rinka, "do you two
want me to put in a word with our agency for you? I know
for a fact you'll have a ton of fans in no time if you give it a
try! You think so too, right, Maki?!"
"You know what...? Fine," Makina sighed. "You really
never change, do you, Mio?"
Ah! She gave up! Apparently, Makina had been in the
same group with Mio for long enough to have a pretty solid
grasp of her personality. No wonder Makina hadn't been
surprised by her outburst.
"Oh, but you totally sucked, Maki. It was super obvious
you weren't even paying attention, and you dropped out of
sync a few times too. Your timing was so bad, it was like you
were trying to get in their way! And when you weren't the
one in front, you looked so stiff, I could barely even believe
it was you."
"Ugggh," Makina groaned.
I'd thought that things had gotten a little less intense for
a moment, but then Mio pivoted on a dime to go back on
the offensive. Suddenly, the atmosphere went right back to
excruciatingly uncomfortable.
You know...I never would've guessed it at first, but I'm
starting to think that Mio might be the sort of person who
says whatever she's thinking without considering the
consequences at all? It's like she's barging through this
encounter with all the conversational skills of a charging
wild boar! And looking back, it kind of feels like most of the
things she's done so far have been off the cuff and impulsedriven...?
"It was weird, though. The way you were acting today,
you seemed so...so...different. Like you weren't the Maki
that I—that we—know at all," Mio continued.
Makina was silent.
"The Maki I know is a perfect super-idol who does
everything flawlessly without batting an eyelash. You keep it
up backstage too, and take practice more seriously than any
of the rest of us. You never screw up, and you never let your
nerves get the better of you. You're basically invincible...but
at the same time, you still have that certain something that
makes idols endearing. I always knew that you were the sort
of person who deserved to be a top idol, and I was happy to
get to support you as your second-in-command."
It was instantly clear to me just how much faith Mio had
in Makina—and now that I thought about it, that was one
thing that Mio had been completely consistent about from
the start. She'd made it very clear that she and her fellow
idols needed Makina. Of course that meant she held Makina
in incredibly high esteem.
That was also, however, why she had no reservations
about saying that Makina had done terribly when she saw it
that way. The higher the expectations you had for someone,
the easier it was for them to disappoint you. Mio had been
watching her more intently than anyone—and by "her," I
mean the idol Maki Amagi.
Makina was still silent. She hadn't said a word.
Makina...
She'd barely reacted at all ever since Mio had turned the
conversation around on her. I quickly realized, however, that
it wasn't that Makina didn't care. She was just keeping her
emotions on a tight leash—hiding them away. She looked
unmoved and expressionless at a glance...but there was
something bitter in her eyes that made me suspect she was
enduring a painful surge of emotion. On the one hand, it
seemed like Makina was rejecting Mio with every fiber of her
being, but on the other hand, that very fact just went to
show how significant Mio's presence was in her mind.
Mio had kicked things off on a really harsh note. She'd
softened up her delivery quite a bit by now, but it still felt
like she wasn't getting through to Makina in the way she
wanted to, and I knew it was only a matter of time before
Makina's stonewalling set Mio off again. We'd end up going
through the exact same process, from the top.
And in that case...there's only one choice!
"Hey, umm, Mio?!" I exclaimed.
"Yeah...? What, Yotsuba?"
"What did you think of the performance?!"
"Huh?" Mio grunted, turning to face me with a look of
indignant incomprehension.
Makina looked over at me as well, apparently just as
confused. Yuna and Rinka blinked with astonishment, and I
assumed that if I'd taken the time to glance at Koganezaki,
she'd be in the same boat. They weren't wrong to react that
way, of course. My question had been so sudden and so
seemingly clueless that anyone would.
"Uh," said Mio. "Yotsuba? We're kind of in the middle of
—"
"I risked getting expelled to sneak you into this school,
didn't I?!" I exploded! "And I told you that, right?! I told you
how dangerous this was! And what did you do? You strolled
on out of the gym the second the concert was over without
saying a word to me! And then just when I realize you've
disappeared, I learn that you decided to barge in here and
ambush Makina! Do you have any idea how risky that was?!
Did you have a plan for how you'd make it up to me if you
ruined my life with this stunt, or were you just gonna wing
that too?!"
"Y-Yotsuba?" gasped Yuna.
"L-Let's calm down, okay?" said Rinka.
"Shut up for a minute, you two! I'm really, really mad
right now!!!"
That's right. I'd thought as hard as I could about how I
could shift the prevailing mood in the room...and the
solution I landed on was to flip the heck out. It was the only
solution, in fact! Flipping the heck out would solve
everything!!! After all, the natural response when you
encounter someone who's acting out in an even louder and
more intense way than you are is to lower your own
intensity level...or so I read somewhere, at some point, I
think.
Makina and Mio were unmistakably the stars of this
particular show. This was their conflict—their stage. If we let
them continue along the path they'd been traveling so far,
though, they'd keep talking past each other forever. The
only way to break the stalemate would be for some
unexpected outside factor to throw things for a loop. And
that factor...was me! If someone who had nothing to do with
the dispute shoved her way into the middle of it and started
flipping her lid, then of course they'd be too flustered to
carry on with their endless argument!
"And while I'm at it," I continued, "what was up with you
storming into this classroom like that?! Right, Koganezaki?"
A pause ensued.
"What?" Koganezaki finally said.
"You told me that you had to drive everyone out of the
room to get some privacy a minute ago...meaning that there
were plenty of people here beforehand, right? Meaning that
my whole class saw Mio, right?"
"It stands to reason."
"See?! See?! Everyone knows you're here now! What
were you thinking?! If any of my classmates decide to spill
the beans, even once, the whole school will know the news
in minutes!"
"Umm," said Mio.
"What do you mean, umm?!"
"I, err... Sorry."
I'd succeeded in strong-arming Mio into apologizing, and I
was confident that she wouldn't be charging through the
conversation like a wild boar anymore...but I couldn't relax
just yet! I had a whole new, extremely important priority to
keep in mind now: making sure I didn't accidentally turn
around and look at Koganezaki! If I slipped up, took a peek,
and realized that she was glaring daggers at me, there was
a very real danger that I'd lose all momentum and wither up
into a husk on the spot!
Also, and equally importantly: I had to not look at Yuna
and Rinka either. I'd been pretty darn harsh with my
response to them a moment ago, and even if it was in the
heat of the moment, I knew that one glance would be all it'd
take to make me feel really, really bad about it.
I'll apologize as many times as it takes later on, so...for
now, sorry!
"Apologies can come later," I said. "You have something
more important to do first, right? And that's telling me
exactly what you thought of everything you saw today, in
detail!" I said. I might've heard someone whisper, "So
pointlessly obstinate" from behind me, but I firmly ignored
it!
"Okay, but I did, didn't I?" said Mio. "I literally just said
what I thought of the show a moment ago..."
"Oh, really? Remind me what exactly you said?"
"That...those two over there did really well."
"Yeah, that's right. You did say that, didn't you?" I
admitted. Hearing her praise Yuna and Rinka had made me
feel awfully proud, but that wasn't what I was talking about
right now! "And? What else?"
"That Maki was awful...?"
"Yup, I heard that too!"
"Well, then...I did give you my impressions after all, didn't
I?"
"You're missing the point on purpose, aren't you?" I
asked. I also leaned forward, glaring at her with all my
might, and pinched her side while I was at it! And since I
wasn't an idol, I had no idea how to not make it hurt!
There'd be no holding back on that pinch...
Wait, what?! Why does she feel so hard?! Are those her
abs?! W-Wow... I guess that's an idol for you.
Did every idol you saw singing, dancing, and jumping
around onstage in a cute, frilly little outfit have the toned
abs of a trained athlete hiding beneath it? One way or
another, it was pretty clear that my unexceptional pinch-
strength wasn't going to deal any damage to her at all!
No...you can't let her intimidate you now! Stand strong,
Yotsuba Hazama!
Getting mad was scary. I hated criticizing people. I'd scold
my little sisters from time to time when they did something
that they absolutely shouldn't, sure, but that was just
because we were family. It was a big sister's job to tell her
siblings when they'd done something wrong. Whenever I
did, though, one look at their expressions as I scolded them
would be all it took to tear my heart in half. Knowing that I
was the one who'd put those looks on their faces made me
so guilty, I felt like I might throw up.
I knew I wasn't scolding them because I wanted to make
them feel bad, though. I did it because I thought it was what
was best for them. Because I wanted them to be happy in
the long run, even if it made them unhappy with me in the
short term. And so...
You can do it, Yotsuba Hazama!
I psyched myself up as well as I could, telling myself that
I could—no, would—pull through, and focused all my
strength on keeping my knees from buckling on the spot. I
didn't like getting mad, and I certainly wasn't good at it, but
now that I'd started, I had to see it through to the end! It'd
be really rude to the others if I backed out now!
"You said that Makina sucked—but did you think that the
whole way through the show?" I asked.
Mio took in a sharp breath.
"I didn't see whatever made you think she was doing
badly from the start. I thought she was super graceful, and
awesome, and so amazing I almost couldn't believe that
we're the same age. But then, in the last song...she was
even better!"
All I could say about the final song of the set, "After
Adventure," was that it was good. I was a total amateur
when it came to music, and I wasn't at all prepared to judge
the objective value of its composition or lyrics, or its
potential as a song on the whole. What I could judge,
though, were Yuna's, Rinka's, and Makina's solo parts that
came after the band's big moment. I wouldn't forget those
for as long as I lived.
Words couldn't do them justice. It was like all three of
them had let their emotions burst out in an explosion of
song, racing together toward the ultimate finale that was
the last chorus. I—and, I'm sure, everyone else in the gym—
had been spellbound. I was convinced that everyone there
had felt grateful that they'd gotten to see it, and I had a
feeling that Mio was no exception. She'd seen the same
show that I had, so how could she be?!
"Did you really have the exact same opinion at the end
that you did halfway through? Did you really still think that
the time Makina spent here—the time she spent with us—
was all worthless once it was over?!"
For a moment, Mio didn't respond. She closed her eyes,
took a few deep breaths...and then smiled. A weak, listless
smile, so feeble it almost seemed like she might burst into
tears.
"Yeah, okay. You got me, Yotsuba," said Mio. She rifled
through the pockets of her uniform for a moment, then
pulled out a handkerchief and blotted my cheeks with it.
"Huh...?" I glanced down. The handkerchief was stained
with tears. "Am I crying?!"
"Yeah, you are. Bawling, really."
"No way?!"
I thought I was holding back so well! That means I totally
ruined my own freak-out, doesn't it?!
"Hey, Yotsuba?" Mio said. She paused, pulling the
handkerchief away again.
"Wha— Waugh?!" I yelped as she...threw her arms
around me?!
"Sorry. I think I got a little too worked up," said Mio. She
squeezed me tightly, her arms trembling. I could smell my
own lingering scent on the uniform she was wearing, but
also her distinctive scent beneath it. Her hug was so warm,
and the aroma so calming...
Wait, no! This isn't the right time to be calm at all! "HHey! You know I'm angry, right?!" I yelped.
"Right, right. Sure you are," said Mio. As if the repetition
wasn't bad enough already, she also patted me on the head
in the same sort of way you'd comfort a child throwing a
tantrum.
Oh, come on! What's the big idea?! I'm mad at you right
now, really! And we're the same age! I did try to struggle as
best as I could, but Mio was hugging me pretty darn tightly,
and I just couldn't seem to shake her off...
Ah?! It feels like someone's staring at me from behind,
and not in a good way...?! O-Oh, jeez, I feel it for sure! And
not just one person! There's one, two, three...a-anyway, a
lot of them!
"You were right, and I'll admit it. I really was trying not to
say everything that I thought about the show," Mio said
without letting me go.
Huh? Wait, we're just gonna keep talking like this?
"Maki?" said Mio.
Makina hesitated for just a moment. "What is it?"
"Your last solo was really good."
"It...what?" Makina said, gaping at Mio in shock.
"What're you making that face for? It's not like I never
compliment people," Mio awkwardly muttered.
I had a feeling that it wasn't the fact that Mio had
complimented Makina that surprised her. It was the way
she'd complimented her. I couldn't see Mio's face at the
time, though, seeing as she still had me firmly pinned in her
grip...and her tone of voice had been so uncharacteristically
gentle that I couldn't even begin to imagine how she'd
looked.
"I said before how I always thought you could do
everything perfectly and never got nervous at all, right...?
Well, if you want to put it another way, I could've also said
that you sorta seemed like a robot to me. Today's show,
though? That was something totally different."
Mio squeezed me a little tighter. I could tell that following
this thought to its conclusion would take a lot of courage for
her.
"I mean, don't get me wrong, it's just like you to
somehow pull off an above-average show while you have a
case of the nerves so bad, you'd think you'd never
performed before at all. But the end, though...I've never
seen anything like it from you. It was emotional, and
passionate, and just...just so human."
"Mio..." said Makina.
"Ha ha ha! You know, I was planning on saying this
eventually, even if Yotsuba hadn't jumped in like that...but
I'm not so sure I would've actually managed it. I probably
would've lost my cool and flown off the handle again
instead. To me, you're a rival and a teammate, all in one. I
can't imagine Shooting Star without you in it. And that's
why...I wanted you to feel like you belonged with us. And
then when I saw you up on that stage, I started wondering
what we even were to you, and it got under my skin so
badly..."
Mio released me. I finally got a chance to look at her...but
just for a moment, before she buried her face in my chest.
Almost as if to hide the tears that had started pooling in her
eyes.
"Sorry, Yotsuba," Mio choked out in a voice so quiet, only
I could hear it. Only seconds later, though, she jerked her
head right back up again with exactly the sort of
determined, perfectly idol-like smile on her face I'd come to
expect from her. "I've lost our bet. It really was an incredible
show."
"Huh...?" I grunted.
"Heh heh—honestly, I didn't think there was any chance I
could lose at first, and even if I did, I figured I could just lie
and say I won anyway. But after that show? I just can't. I
have to admit it. It's my total defeat!"
There was something sort of refreshing about her tone of
voice, but there was a certain sadness to it as well. She
wasn't celebrating how the bet had turned out, of course,
but she also wasn't in despair over it. It was clear that she'd
thought this through and processed the whole event before
finally coming to the conclusion that she'd lost, so all I could
do was nod in agreement.
"Yeah..." I said.
"What, are you gonna cry again? Need a hankie...? Oh,
but I guess this was in your uniform's pocket, so it was
yours from the get-go," said Mio.
"It's okay... You can use it."
"What for? I don't even need it."
"Umm, Mio...? And Yotsy too," Makina sort of hesitantly
spoke up. "What bet? What are you talking about...?"
O-Oh. Right. I still have to explain that whole thing to
Makina and the—
"Oh, it's not a big deal or anything. I just made a bet with
Yotsuba about whether your show would be good enough to
satisfy my quality standards. The deal was that whoever lost
would have to do whatever the winner asked them to."
"What?" said Makina.
"Huh?!" gasped Yuna.
"I'm sorry—Yotsuba...?!" said Rinka.
Three slightly accusatory gazes swung in my direction.
For what it's worth, that wasn't exactly what the actual
stakes of the bet had been...but it wasn't totally wrong in
the grand scheme of things either.
But. Well. Yup. I definitely deserve those reactions, don't
I?
Anyone would get upset if they learned that a
performance they'd worked that hard on had been used as
fodder for a bet without their knowledge. Even I'd get mad
about that! Probably. That said...the fact that Mio had
seemingly gone out of her way to not mention that the point
of the bet was to drag Makina back into her idol career was
probably her way of being nice—assuming she hadn't just
dodged that part because she was too embarrassed to
admit it, which also felt pretty plausible.
"Excuse me, anything?!" exclaimed Yuna. "What's that
supposed to mean?!"
"What exactly were you planning on telling her to do,
Yotsuba? And what do you suppose she was planning on
asking from you?" asked Rinka.
"Wh-Whoa, calm down, okay?! Please?!" Gaaah! Yuna and
Rinka are both super mad?!
"Anything means anything. Right, Yotsuba?"
"Mio?!"
"And as for your order for me...well, let's talk about it
later on, okay? In private, where we can really take our time.
Sound good, Yotsuba?" Mio said, watching Yuna's and
Rinka's overblown reactions—plus Makina, who had
seemingly frozen solid—very closely. She was definitely
enjoying it, and was definitely being as obviously,
intentionally provocative as possible...
Smooch!
...and then five gasps rang out in unison.
Sh-She kissed my cheek?! B-But why...?!
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"Okay! I've said everything I wanted to, so I'm gonna go
home now," said Mio. "Thanks for today, Yotsuba. Oh, and,
uhh—Yuna and Rinka? If you two have any interest in
debuting as idols, go ahead and reach out to me any time!
Yotsuba can put us in touch. And Makina...? I'll see you
later."
Just like that, without letting any of us get a word in
edgewise, Mio strolled out of the classroom. And left in her
wake...
"Oooh, Yotsuba? Again? Really? Again?"
"A-Again what, Yuna...?"
"Genuinely—how many people do you think you'll have to
seduce before you're satisfied? We'll have to place you
under house arrest pretty soon, at this rate."
"Rinka?!"
Why do both of their eyes look so weirdly vacant...? It's
kinda terrifying, actually?!
"Hee hee! That's a great idea, Rinka. Nobody will be able
to hurt her if she's safe and sound in my house, after all!"
"Yuna?!"
"Ha ha ha! We'll have to start polishing our housework
skills, in that case. Getting to eat Yotsuba's home cooking
would be lovely, but I like the thought of her eating our
cooking almost as much."
"I'd really love to eat your cooking, actually, but you two
are still kinda scaring me right now!"
It's the laughter! It's so dry, and the look in their eyes is
so totally mismatched with it! Those aren't laughing faces!
Clearly I'd touched a nerve—or, well, more like I'd
grabbed a whole bundle of nerves and squeezed as hard as
I could. In any case, my only choice was to apologize, and
that was exactly what I did. Repeatedly.
Some time later...
"All's well that ends well...or close enough, I suppose,"
Koganezaki muttered with a sigh of utmost, utterly heartfelt
apathy
