Dairy writing
Tue, 12 March
12:52 PM
Dear Diary
Nobody notices how sad you're until, Your sadness turns into anger, And your anger turns into silence.
So tell me where should I go, To the left where's nothing's right, Or go Right where's nothing's left.
My biggest problem is that, I don't speak about how I feel, I just stay quiet and distance myself when I'm sad.
Someone:-
Why do you always say you're fine when you're not?
Me:-
I tell everyone I'm fine because what they going to do, when I say I'm not.
That one random moment when you don't understand what's happening, you suddenly
Feel so low, that you just wanna cry, no reason know, just sadness takes control.
I am gradually becoming insensitive. I'm becoming a person who feels nothing. no emotions at all. I get confused about things. I spend hours thinking about what I should feel? Is this what they call a heatless person.
You can't explain how much you carry inside you.
I love my family, but sometimes their words hurt me.
I saw a quote that said :-
I want to go home, but I don't know where home is.
It's a place where everything is alright, but I don't know where everything is alright.
