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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1: What Normal Looks Like From The Inside

Fenway doesn't make travel guides.

It exists the way a lot of places exist — not because someone planned it to be beautiful or important, but because people needed somewhere to be, and this was it. Dense blocks, narrow streets, buildings that lean into each other like old friends who stopped asking permission years ago. Corner stores with handwritten signs. Markets that smell like cardamom and exhaust. Laundromats that are always occupied at midnight because that's when the people who work doubles finally get a moment to themselves.

Grifferty Fordan has lived here his entire fifteen years, and he knows it the way you only know a place when you've had no reason to leave it. He knows which block gets loud after ten. Which street floods when it rains hard. Which corner store owner will let you run a tab if you've got a face she trusts, and which one watches you from the moment you walk in with eyes that have made up their mind already.

He knows his mother leaves for her first shift at 5:30 AM.

He knows this because he's half-awake when she does it — has been for as long as he can remember — listening to the specific sequence of sounds that means she's leaving: the soft scrape of her shoes at the door, the particular way she turns the lock so it doesn't click too loud, the pause on the other side where she's probably standing in the hall deciding if she forgot anything.

She always checks on him before she goes. He pretends to be asleep. He's not sure why. It started when he was young and became a habit so old it doesn't feel like a choice anymore.

Her second shift ends at 8:00 PM.

On the three nights a week she works the double, she comes home with her shoes already off, carrying them, because she stopped caring about that particular dignity somewhere around mile four of a ten-hour standing shift. Grifferty is usually at the kitchen table when she gets back — doing homework, or not doing homework, which is a state that looks identical from the outside. She'll make something with whatever's in the fridge.

They'll eat together. She'll ask him a question or two, not interrogation, just the specific kind of check-in that means I haven't forgotten you exist today even though I was gone for most of it. Then she'll fall asleep in the chair before she makes it to the bedroom, and Grifferty will put a blanket over her and go to bed himself.

This is normal. He doesn't think of it as hard. It's just the shape of things.

Fenway Middle School — public, understaffed, doing its actual best with what it has — has been forming opinions about Grifferty Fordan for approximately four years, and the opinions are consistent enough that they've started to feel like facts.

Bright, when he tries. Disruptive, when he doesn't.

Lacks structure. Seems unfocused.

Has potential that he is actively choosing not to develop.

That last one came from his Year Eight teacher, Mr. Callum, during a parent meeting that Nadira Fordan attended on forty minutes of sleep between shifts. She sat across the table and received the assessment with an expression Grifferty had seen before — not defensive, not agreeable, just listening, the way she listened to things that required a response she hadn't decided on yet.

She didn't disagree with Mr. Callum. She didn't defend Grifferty either.

She waited until they were outside, standing on the school steps in the grey November afternoon, and she said, quietly: "What's actually going on?"

He didn't answer.

Not because he was hiding something. Not because there was a dramatic secret underneath the grades and the suspensions and the unofficial understanding with the conflict counselor. He didn't answer because he didn't know, and saying I don't know felt worse somehow than saying nothing.

She let him not answer. She's good at that — at giving him room to process at his own pace, which is sideways and slow and usually arrives three days later in the middle of something completely unrelated.

Here is what's actually going on, assembled from the inside where Grifferty can't quite see it:

He's fifteen. He's functional. He's disengaged in the way boys are when nothing has yet given them a specific reason to engage.

He's not in a gang. He tried exactly one meeting of the loosely organized group that occupies the corner near the park on weekends and decided, within forty minutes, that he found it deeply boring, which is not a quality that earns you membership. He doesn't use anything beyond the occasional stolen sip from someone's older brother's beer at a house party, which doesn't count and he knows it.

He gets into fights with a frequency that has produced two formal suspensions and a recurring appointment with the school's conflict counselor, a patient man named Orwell who correctly identified that Grifferty doesn't start fights because he likes pain. Orwell incorrectly concluded that this means Grifferty can be talked out of them.

He can't. Not because he's irrational. Because something in him is waiting — though he couldn't name it or locate it if you asked — for something that feels real.

He studies when the material is interesting, which is more often than his grades suggest because interesting and assigned don't overlap as much as the curriculum assumes. He reads on his own — history, mostly, and the kind of long science articles about things too big to fully understand, deep ocean geology and atmospheric physics and the theoretical outer edges of what Ether actually is at the molecular level.

He doesn't tell anyone about this reading. It would require an explanation he doesn't have.

He has the Spectral Helix. This is recorded in his medical file — a note, not an alarm, the same annotation that sits in the records of roughly thirty-five percent of the global population. Spectral Helix: present.

Threshold status: unactivated.

He has never had a Threshold Moment. He has a Grimoire that hasn't appeared because there's nothing yet for it to appear for. The Helix is there the way a door is there: present, real, going nowhere, not opening.

He has wondered, occasionally, privately, in the specific quiet of the apartment after his mother has fallen asleep in the chair — he has wondered what his Spec would be.

He doesn't talk about this. It feels embarrassing, the wanting. Like wishing for something you have no proof is coming.

He pushes it down and does something else.

It's a Tuesday in October when this chapter actually happens, which is to say nothing happens — and that's the point.

He comes home at 4 PM. The apartment is empty and warm, afternoon light coming through the window at the angle that means it'll be gone in an hour. He drops his bag by the door and gets a glass of water and sits at the kitchen table and opens his history textbook to a chapter he's already read because it was more interesting than what was assigned.

The neighbor's cat — a grey, ancient, deeply opinionated animal that belongs to the woman in 4C but has decided the hallway belongs to everyone — meows at the base of the apartment door until Grifferty gets up and opens it, at which point she walks in, inspects the kitchen with the systematic thoroughness of a building inspector, and settles on the couch.

He goes back to his book.

Around 6 PM, he makes dinner — rice, and whatever was in the fridge, which is eggs and half a bell pepper and a corner of cheese — and eats it standing at the counter because sitting at the table alone with a plate feels more deliberate than he wants it to. He cleans up. He sits back down with his homework, specifically, this time.

At 8:47 PM, his mother comes home.

He hears her in the hall — the shoes, the lock, the pause. She comes in looking like the end of a long day because she is. She sees him at the table and her face does the thing it does, the specific softening that isn't relief exactly but is adjacent to it.

"You eat?" she asks.

"Yeah. There's some left."

She makes herself a plate. She sits across from him. The TV is on low in the background because the silence of the apartment without any sound in it is a silence they both avoid without discussing.

"How was school?"

"Fine," he says, which is true and incomplete.

She eats. He pretends to do homework. This is the shape of things.

At 9:15 PM, she falls asleep in the chair.

He puts the blanket over her.

Before he goes to his room, he passes the TV, still going. The channel has drifted to a news broadcast — the late one, the one that covers the things that happened in the world while people were working. The anchor is saying something about a Grade Fracture Yarudgie that appeared off the northern coast three days ago. A Warden response team cleared it in under six hours. Full details below.

Then there's footage.

Grifferty stops.

The footage is from a drone, hovering high over the harbor. The water is dark and the Yarudgie is not — it's enormous, biological, woven through with amber Ether that pulses like something alive and enormous is breathing. And then the Warden team is there, and their Ether signatures hit the night sky like something falling upward. Blues and silvers and a deep red from somewhere on the left flank. The Ether moves through the water and the air and the creature's lattice simultaneously, and it is — the only word Grifferty has for it, standing in his living room at 9:15 PM with a blanket still draped over one arm — real. Not footage-real. Not screen-real. Real in the way the back of the neck knows something is real.

The Yarudgie collapses. Its amber Ether signature dims and fragments and falls into the harbor like cooling embers, and the Warden signatures pull back, and the drone footage shows the surface of the water going still, and the anchor comes back on to say something about response-time metrics.

Grifferty stands there until the segment ends.

Then he turns away and goes to his room.

He sits at his desk. His homework is still on the table in the kitchen. He doesn't go back for it.

He picks up his pencil.

It stays still in his hand for a long time.

Outside, the city does what cities do at night — keeps going, indifferent and continuous, full of people who work and sleep and manage and wait. Down the hall, his mother breathes steadily in the chair she'll wake up stiff from, having meant to make it to the bedroom.

Grifferty sits at his desk with his still pencil and his quiet Helix and his waiting that has no name for what it's waiting for.

He doesn't know yet that Wednesday is coming.

He doesn't know yet that what he's waiting for has been waiting back.