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Chapter 10 - The Weight of an Unspoken Truth

The city looked different at night—not brighter, not darker, just more honest. Neon lights reflected on wet roads, conversations softened into murmurs, and emotions that were carefully hidden during the day found courage in the quiet hours. Aarav stood by the window of his apartment, watching the traffic below, feeling the familiar ache settle in his chest.

It had been three days since he last saw Meera.

Three days of unread messages.

Three nights of unfinished thoughts.

Three mornings of waking up with her name on his lips and no one to answer it.

He told himself it was necessary. Space, people said, made things clearer. But space had only amplified everything he was trying to silence. Memories played like a slow film—Meera laughing at nothing, Meera frowning while thinking, Meera looking at him as if he were both her comfort and her fear.

His phone buzzed.

For a second, his heart jumped. Then it sank.

A message from his mother.

"You sound distant these days. Are you okay?"

He didn't reply.

Because how could he explain that the distance she sensed had a name, a face, and a history he had never fully confronted?

Across the city, Meera sat on the edge of her bed, her fingers wrapped tightly around her phone. Aarav's chat window remained open, the last message from her still marked as delivered but unread.

She hated that word—delivered.

As if emotions were parcels, dropped off and forgotten.

Her room was quiet, yet her mind was loud. Every thought led back to the same question: Why is it so hard for him to speak when it matters the most?

Meera wasn't angry anymore. Anger had burned out, leaving behind something heavier—disappointment mixed with understanding. She knew Aarav wasn't cruel. He was careful. Too careful. And sometimes, careful people hurt others without ever intending to.

She stood up and walked to the mirror.

"You deserve clarity," she whispered to her reflection.

For the first time, she wasn't sure if that clarity would come from Aarav—or from walking away.

The next day, fate intervened in the most ordinary way.

Aarav stopped at a café near his office, one he rarely visited. As he reached for his coffee, he heard a familiar voice ordering behind him.

"Medium latte. No sugar."

His hand froze.

Slowly, he turned.

Meera stood there, her hair tied loosely, dark circles under her eyes that made his chest tighten. For a moment, neither of them spoke. The world seemed to pause, waiting.

"Hi," she said finally.

"Hi," he replied, his voice quieter than he intended.

They stood there awkwardly until the barista cleared his throat. Aarav paid quickly and gestured toward an empty table.

"Can we… sit?" he asked.

Meera hesitated, then nodded.

Silence followed them like a third presence. Aarav stirred his coffee he hadn't tasted. Meera traced patterns on the table with her finger.

"I wasn't sure I'd see you," Meera said softly.

"I wasn't sure I deserved to," Aarav admitted.

That made her look up.

"There it is," she said. "You always turn everything into what you deserve, not what you feel."

He swallowed. "Because feelings complicate things."

"And silence doesn't?" she asked, not accusing—just tired.

Aarav looked at her then, really looked. He saw the strength she tried to hide, the patience that had worn thin, the love that hadn't died but had been wounded.

"I'm scared," he said suddenly.

The words surprised even him.

"Of what?" Meera asked.

"Of saying the wrong thing. Of promising something I might fail to protect. Of loving you in a way that costs you more than it gives."

Her eyes softened, but her voice remained steady. "You don't get to decide that alone."

"I know," he said. "But every time I try to speak, my past pulls me back."

She leaned back in her chair. "Then talk about the past."

And just like that, the door he had kept locked for years creaked open.

Aarav told her about his first love—the one that ended in betrayal disguised as practicality. About promises made too early and broken too easily. About how he learned to associate honesty with loss.

"I thought if I never said everything," he said, "I'd never lose everything."

Meera listened without interrupting. When he finished, she exhaled slowly.

"You were protecting yourself," she said. "But in doing that, you were leaving me unprotected."

The truth of it settled between them.

"I never wanted to hurt you," Aarav said.

"I know," Meera replied. "That's what makes it harder."

She stood up, picking up her bag. Panic rose in him.

"Are you leaving?" he asked.

"I'm choosing myself," she said gently. "Whether that includes you depends on what you choose next."

He stood too. "I don't want to lose you."

"Then don't lose your voice," she said. "Love doesn't need perfection. It needs presence."

She walked away before he could say more.

That night, Aarav didn't sleep. He replayed every word, every pause, every moment he had chosen silence over courage. He realized something painful and freeing at the same time—his fear was no longer protecting him. It was costing him.

At dawn, he opened his phone and typed a message to Meera. He deleted it. Typed again. This time, he didn't overthink.

"I'm done hiding behind silence. If you're willing, I want to talk—not halfway, not carefully. Honestly."

He pressed send.

Minutes passed like hours.

Then his phone buzzed.

"Honesty is all I ever asked for. Let's talk."

Aarav closed his eyes, feeling a weight lift—not because everything was fixed, but because something had finally begun.

Love, he realized, wasn't about avoiding pain.

It was about choosing truth, even when your voice trembled.

And for the first time in a long while, silence no longer felt safer than love.

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