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My name is Felicity Paddington. I was born and raised in America, growing up in Houston, Texas. I recently graduated and very ready to leave high school behind. You'll agree with me, high school is both fun and full of drama, the good, the bad, and the locker-slamming chaos.
High school had its moments. During those years, we did many exciting things like junior and senior prom, late-night study sessions, joining multiple clubs, and that one unforgettable talent show where someone tried to rap Shakespeare and much more. One thing I disliked was detention. Not my thing. I tried my best to avoid it, but it wasn't good enough- I ended up getting detention three times. The first time was a mistake, but the other two were intentional. My favorite part of high school was study class. I loved it the most because I always got good grades — straight A's? Yes, please! And of course, there was the boy drama and going on dates.
And then there was him. Theodore Owen from the United Kingdom. We went to the same school and we became best friends. He was cute, thoughtful, and had a dimple everyone was crazy about. British accent. Gray eyes. When he smiles with his perfect teeth, he melted my heart. He was stylish, brilliant, and way out of my league, yet somehow we became best friends but I had a massive crush on him and I needed him to know how much I like him. Eventually, I couldn't keep it inside anymore, so I mustered the courage to tell him how I felt.
The next day, I found him in the hallway surrounded by his friends. It was rowdy with students slamming the locker. My heart was pounding like it was trying to escape. I went straight up to Theo and asked if we could talk privately, and he said, "Anything you want to say, you can say in front of my friends". Big mistake. Huge. So, I blurted it out: "I like you. Will you be my prom date?"
Silence. Then rejection. Unfortunately, he didn't feel the same way. Not a gentle one either because he cut all ties with me and he took another girl, my friend to prom instead, leaving me heartbroken and betrayed. Who does that? Everyone laughed at me. I was so embarrassed that I told myself I would never love again. I promised myself: never again. No offense to love, but I was completely done.
High school was a whirlwind of friendships and fears, of first heartbreaks and first hopes. I thought Theo might be my beginning — instead he was my lesson. Now that I'm older, I realize it was just infatuation, it wasn't love, it was just teenage daydreams wrapped in British charm. No more boy drama. It was time to grow, to focus, and to chase my dreams. And the biggest dream of all? College. I was determined to focus on what mattered most: getting in. I had several colleges in mind. My first-choice university was Harvard, then Princeton.
My mom's first, second, and third choice? Oxford.
She said: "Oxford is the real deal. If not Oxford, then everything else is a farce".
Her words. Dramatic much? She wanted me to attend the same university where she met my dad, but why?
My mom is a wonderful woman who has always taken care of me, even as a single parent. She met my dad there, during the days when they were madly in love. They married right after graduation, but when I was ten, everything fell apart. He was the love of her life… and I still don't understand why they divorced and don't know what happened between them.
Now that I'm eighteen, Dad still keeps in touch with her. I guess people change. She hasn't told me why they split, but I'm sure she will one day. I'll never forget the pain he caused her. Mom tried to stay strong, but I still remember every tear. I promised I'd never forgive him for breaking her heart.
Mom was named after her mother, who passed away giving birth to her. I can't imagine the pain of never seeing your own mother. But she pushed through with Grandpa's help, but she was the real hero and became a strong, determined, independent and successful woman. She owns a perfume business. Hiding her own pain so I wouldn't feel mine.
My grandparents, Joy and George Steve, gave my mom her maiden name, Joy Steve. When she married my dad, Wyatt Paddington from England, she took his name and became Joy Paddington. But my dad's parents are no more. Because of all this, I tend to avoid England. It reminds me too much of them. My dad and Theo.
Mom and I disagree on many things, especially my choice of college, but I love her dearly. I saw her at her lowest after the breakup. She cried so much, and I felt helpless as a child. That's why I promise never to forgive my dad. Mom always says, "The past is in the past", and she moved on. After the divorce, we relocated from Houston Texas, to Los Angeles, California.
I filled out applications for Havard, and Princeton, while Mom insisted on Oxford.
"How's it going," Mom asked.
"Well, I've filled out my application for all of them. Now, all I can do is wait and see" I replied.
Mom was happy that I applied to Oxford and was sure they would accept me. A few months later, college decision day arrived, the results were out. That Tuesday morning, mom was up early and made my favorite breakfast - tea and pancakes. Then she came to wake me up.
"Mom, it's so early, come on. I want to sleep more" I said.
"Wake up Ninu," she sang.
She usually calls me 'Ninu' as a pet name, whatever that means.
"You're supposed to get your results today, so get up and eat your breakfast. I made your favorite" she replied.
"OK, but it's too early to come downstairs. Besides, my alarm clock hasn't….." Before I could finish, my alarm clock rang.
"Well, it rang now, so get up, freshen up, get dressed, and head downstairs," Mom said.
"Oh, big whoops, alarm clock," I muttered angrily, shutting it off and facing it down. With sleepy eyes, I staggered into the bathroom, brushed my teeth, took a bath, and came out wearing a purple robe and slippers. I went to the closet and picked out my little purple gown. I'm obsessed with purple because purple is not a color, it's a lifestyle. I put on a little makeup, and I headed downstairs.
Mom had already served breakfast. I quickly ate and brought out my laptop. I was a bit nervous about which schools accepted me. I didn't want it to be Oxford, but I'd still accept it if that was my only option. Mom was watching TV in the living room.
"Hey Mom, please help me check my results. I'm scared. What if I didn't get into any of them" I asked.
"Oh honey, come here and give me a big hug."
We hugged briefly and then she turned to the laptop.
"Alright, let's see," mom said.
She opened the results page while I paced nervously. I was so tense. My stomach did cartwheels. The moment of truth.
"Oh Ninu, I'm so, so proud of you. You got two out of three- Princeton and Oxford- but you didn't get into Harvard. I'm sorry, Ninu, I know it's your dream," she said, cupping my face, worried I'd cry.
"What! Damn….but it's okay, I got two out of three. That's awesome. I've decided to choose Oxford," I replied.
"Oh Ninu, don't be too hasty. Just take your time- I won't interfere with your decision," she said.
I never expected that from Mom. I thought she'd choose Oxford for me. But I was happy she respected my decision. And damn, I got two out of three, I was so proud of myself. That's victory.
"Mom, thank you so much. But I've already chosen Oxford. Whatever makes you happy, I'll do it. At your service, Mom," I said.
Her eyes widened. "Are you sure?"
"For you, Mom. Always."
We both laughed. We hugged again and took a cab to a restaurant to celebrate. When we got there, Mom ordered a bottle of wine and my second favorite, Hawaiian pizza. We poured our glasses and toast: "To a new life."
I don't know what's waiting for me in England.But something tells me…drama isn't done with me yet.