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Chapter 78 - Chapter 78: The flinch

The garden was too quiet.

Morning light had already climbed over the mansion walls, pale and thin, washing the grass in a colorless glow. The small concrete bunker stood at the far end of the garden like it always did — silent, still, sealed.

Leah hadn't moved.

Her back rested against the cold steel door. Her legs were drawn slightly toward her chest. She had fallen asleep at some point, but it had been shallow — the kind of sleep where your body rests but your mind refuses.

Inside, there had been no sound for a long time.

No coughing.

No movement.

No breathing she could hear through the door.

She lifted her hand and pressed her palm lightly against the steel.

"Izana," she called softly.

Silence.

Then, finally—

A voice from inside.

"Go inside."

It wasn't weak.

It wasn't angry.

It was controlled.

Leah closed her eyes.

"I'm fine here."

"You're not." His tone sharpened slightly. "This isn't a place for you."

She leaned her head back against the door. "Then where is?"

A pause.

Long enough that she could picture him on the other side — probably sitting against the opposite wall, knees drawn up, head lowered.

"This isn't something you can fix by sitting there," he said quietly.

"I know."

"Then stop."

His voice turned colder.

"You confuse proximity with protection."

The words were deliberate.

Measured.

Like he had chosen them carefully.

Leah swallowed but didn't move.

"You being here doesn't change what I am."

Another pause.

She expected her chest to hurt from that. Expected something sharp and breaking.

Instead, she felt something else.

Understanding.

"I'm not trying to change what you are," she said gently. "I'm trying to stay."

Silence again.

Then—

"You don't understand what I become."

"Then let me."

A shift inside.

A faint scrape against the floor.

Then his voice, lower.

"Understanding doesn't make it survivable."

He wanted her angry.

He wanted her to leave.

He wanted distance to feel safer than closeness.

But she stayed.

Minutes passed.

The wind moved softly through the trees.

And inside the bunker, something began to change.

Not violently.

Not explosively.

But quietly.

Izana leaned his head back against the wall, eyes closing as exhaustion finally began to drag at him.

And in the darkness—

White light.

Too bright.

Too sterile.

He wasn't in the bunker anymore.

He was smaller.

Maybe eight or nine years old. He couldn't remember.

His wrists felt tight.

Cold metal around them.

His breathing quickened.

Not from fear.

From memory.

A voice.

His father's voice.

Calm.

Controlled.

Instructional.

"Again."

A sharp sound — something metallic adjusting.

A needle sliding into skin.

Young Izana's breathing stuttering.

A monitor beeping faster.

"Raise the threshold."

Another voice — unfamiliar — hesitant.

"Sir, his vitals—."

"He must not hesitate."

His father's tone didn't change.

"He must not flinch."

Pain.

Sudden.

Blinding.

His small body arching against restraints.

Breath catching in his throat.

"Good," his father had said quietly. "Again."

The memory snapped.

Izana's eyes flew open in the bunker.

His chest tightened violently.

Air wouldn't settle in his lungs.

The flinch.

The recoil.

The instinct to attack.

It hadn't just been bloodline.

It hadn't just been something passed down.

It had been shaped.

Refined.

Forced into him.

"It wasn't supposed to go this far…" he whispered hoarsely to the empty room.

Outside, Leah stiffened.

She heard it.

Then—

A cough.

Sharp.

Wet.

Inside, Izana's hand pressed against his mouth as warmth spilled across his palm.

Blood.

He pushed himself upright.

The room tilted.

His vision doubled.

Not a surge of rage this time.

Not a predatory spike.

It felt like something draining him instead.

Like machinery overheating and shutting down.

His limbs felt heavy.

His pulse staggered.

Another cough.

More blood.

Outside, Leah was already on her feet.

"Izana!"

Inside, he tried to stand.

His knees buckled.

He caught himself against the wall, but his arm shook violently.

His breathing grew shallow.

He took one step—

And the world went black.

He collapsed hard onto the thin mattress.

The sound of his body hitting the floor was unmistakable.

Leah didn't hesitate.

"Open it."

Elias and Dante had been watching from the terrace.

Dante moved immediately.

Elias didn't argue this time.

The heavy lock turned.

The steel door swung open.

The air inside was thick.

Metallic.

Izana lay on the mattress, pale against the grey concrete.

Blood streaked the side of his mouth and stained the fabric beneath him.

He looked—

Smaller.

Not like the highest-ranking mafia boss in the city.

Not like the man who commanded rooms with silence.

Just human.

Leah rushed forward.

She dropped to her knees beside him.

"Izana..."

She slid her hand beneath his head gently, lifting him.

And even barely conscious—

He flinched.

It was small.

But it was there.

His body recoiled instinctively.

His shoulder jerked.

His hand twitched as if bracing for impact.

Like touch meant correction.

Like contact meant pain.

Leah froze for half a second.

Not hurt.

Not offended.

Understanding flooded her instead.

She had seen that flinch before.

In the blindfolded boy.

In the dream.

"I'm not your enemy," she whispered softly.

His breathing stuttered.

His eyelids trembled, barely opening.

His eyes were unfocused.

But he was aware enough to realize—

She was holding him.

Shame flickered across his expression.

Weakness.

Vulnerability.

Something raw and unguarded.

His lips parted faintly.

"Don't… stay."

The words were barely audible.

Leah tightened her hold slightly.

"I'm not leaving."

He didn't recoil again.

His body remained tense for a moment.

Then—

It eased.

Not fully.

But enough.

Elias stepped closer.

His expression was unreadable.

Leah looked up at him.

"What was done to him?"

Her voice wasn't angry.

It was steady.

Demanding truth.

Elias didn't answer immediately.

His gaze remained fixed on Izana.

On the blood.

On the way his grandson's body looked both powerful and fragile at the same time.

Finally, he spoke.

"His father believed weakness ended bloodlines."

The words landed heavy.

Leah's grip tightened slightly.

Elias continued, carefully.

"He wanted a successor who would never hesitate."

He didn't say more.

He didn't explain.

But it was enough.

Izana hadn't just inherited something dangerous.

He had been pushed.

Shaped.

Driven beyond limits.

Leah looked back down at him.

His breathing was uneven.

A faint line of red traced from the corner of his mouth.

She wiped it away gently with her sleeve.

This time—

He didn't flinch.

His hand moved weakly, fingers brushing against her wrist.

Not pushing away.

Not holding.

Just unsure.

His eyes opened slightly again.

Recognition flickered.

And then—

Pain.

Not physical.

Something deeper.

He realized she had seen him like this.

He realized she had felt the recoil.

He realized he couldn't control it.

"I…" His voice cracked faintly. "I didn't choose this."

Leah leaned closer.

"I know."

His eyes closed again.

Another cough wracked his body.

Blood stained her sleeve.

She didn't move.

Didn't pull back.

Didn't look disgusted.

Elias watched that closely.

History had repeated itself in that room once.

A child flinching under expectation.

A father demanding more.

Now—

A girl holding him steady instead of correcting him.

Elias exhaled slowly.

"Move him inside," he instructed Dante quietly.

But Leah didn't release him until Dante crouched beside them.

Even then, her hand stayed against Izana's shoulder.

He stirred again as they lifted him.

His fingers twitched weakly.

Gripping fabric for a second.

Then releasing.

As they carried him toward the mansion, his head tilted slightly toward her.

Unconscious.

But angled.

Like even in collapse, something in him sought her presence.

Leah walked beside them the entire way.

Blood drying against her sleeve.

Her expression no longer soft.

No longer uncertain.

It had changed.

There was something steadier there now.

Not fear.

Not doubt.

Resolve.

Because she understood something clearly now.

The curse wasn't just darkness.

It wasn't just fate.

It was ambition twisted too far.

And Izana had never been given a choice.

As they disappeared into the mansion, Elias lingered for a moment outside the bunker.

He looked back at the steel door.

At the place where strength had once been forced into a child.

And he muttered quietly to himself—

"Your father wanted a weapon."

His gaze lifted toward the mansion doors.

"But you became something he never accounted for."

Inside, Leah refused to let go of Izana's hand.

And even in unconsciousness—

He didn't flinch again.

Even if he wanted to.

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