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Chapter 13 - Chapter thirteen

The mid-evening hush settled thickly over Violet's flat, pierced occasionally by the happy chaos of her children playing in the next room. Alec sat on the threadbare sofa, his eyes drawn to the faded fabric that, like so much in Violet's life, bore the shape of survival. It felt surreal to be here after all these years—closer than ever, yet standing at a chasm's edge.

Violet stood near the window, her profile defined in shadows. She faced Alec with arms folded, wary but unyielding. Her jaw was set, and an invisible wall of both anger and pride separated them. Alec had asked to come—insisted, really—needing to air the ghosts that had long haunted them both. But seeing Violet in her own hard-won space, Alec felt like an intruder in a narrative he once took for granted.

He started slowly, "I know it's long overdue… but I owe you answers."

Violet's gaze cut to him, brittle. "Years overdue. But go ahead. Explain. For once, Alec, don't hide behind silence or screens."

Alec nodded, pulse thudding in his throat. It was all here now—all the weight he'd carried and tried not to see. The image of her—betrayed, pregnant, alone—never left him.

He stared at his hands, searching for the right words. "When the money started going missing, I wanted so desperately to believe there was a mistake. Then I got a call from security—logs, message trails, everything. It all pointed to your codes. I thought… no, I wanted to believe someone set you up. But the evidence was so detailed, so convincing."

He looked up, shame coloring his face. "I panicked. I confronted you in my mind a thousand times but never in person. I thought if you denied it, I'd have to choose between you and facing the evidence. I… I was weak. And so I sent you a message. I ended everything in words, not in person, because I was afraid if I saw you, I'd believe you and let myself be blindsided. Or worse, that you'd admit it and I'd hate you. I told myself a clean break would be kinder."

Violet sucked in a quiet, shaky breath, her nails digging crescents into her arms. "A breakup message, Alec. That's all I got after five years? After everything we shared—dreams, hopes—one message?"

Her voice wobbled, fury and old wounds surfacing. "It wasn't just cowardice; it was cruel."

He blanched. "I know. There's no excuse. I wish I could take back every word, every hour of silence—but I can't. I'm sorry. I was so lost in my own pain—"

She cut him off, voice climbing. "You accused me of stealing! Without asking me if it was true." She blinked hard, fighting tears. "You never even wanted my side. Do you know what that did to me?"

Alec bowed his head. "I didn't trust myself not to give in, Violet. If I'd seen you, I might have believed anything. And so I hid behind an accusation and left you to pick up the pieces." He swallowed. "It was unforgivable."

Violet pressed her fingers to her eyes, trembling. The memories tumbled out: the sudden loneliness, the echo in the apartment, friends turning cold, the loss of her job. The rainy nights she'd looked for Alec at their favorite café, clutching her phone. Eventually, the growing life inside her provided the only company she could trust.

She stared hard at him. "You betrayed me, Alec. I lost everything. My reputation. My friends. I had to leave the city. Nobody believed me. The one person who was supposed to know my soul… judged me with the world."

He flinched, absorbing each word like a blow.

Violet's voice became low and dangerous. "You wanted your pain to be over, so you cut me out. But what about my pain, Alec? You never once asked how I survived. Or if I did."

The room fell thick with silence—with Alec's devastation, and Violet's barely-contained fury.

Thank you for confirming. I will proceed to write the full expanded chapter next, focusing on Alec explaining why he betrayed Violet and sent the breakup message, as well as why he abandoned her for five years, with a heartfelt, painful explanation.

The mid-evening hush settled thickly over Violet's modest apartment. The distant laughter of her children playing in the next room was a bittersweet reminder of life's fragile joys amid the heavy truths about to unfold. Alec sat tensely on the worn fabric of the sofa, his gaze fixed on the faded pattern as if it could somehow absorb the years of pain between them.

Violet stood near the window, her figure silhouetted against the warm glow of the streetlights. Her arms were folded tightly across her chest—a physical barrier against the flood of emotions battling within her. When she finally broke the silence, her voice was low but charged with years of hurt and resilience.

"I'm listening, Alec. You wanted to explain. Then explain."

Alec inhaled deeply, fighting the lump rising in his throat. The gravity of the moment pressed down hardest on him. "I owe you everything—the truth, the apologies, and the pain I caused. Not just for fading away, but for the lies I let grow between us."

He paused, searching her eyes for a hint of forgiveness. "When the money started disappearing from the company accounts, I was blindsided. The evidence looked maliciously clear. Logs showed access from your computer; messages pointed your way. I was torn—did I want to believe in the woman I loved, or the proof that suggested betrayal?"

Violet's face tightened, the old wounds flaring. "You never asked me."

He bowed his head. "I was afraid." His voice cracked. "Afraid that whatever I asked would destroy the last fragments of trust. So instead of asking, I stopped believing. I even sent you a message—a cold, cruel message ending us. I convinced myself it was mercy, but it was fear."

Tears brimmed in Violet's eyes as the memory hit her with renewed force. "One message," she whispered harshly. "After everything, one message and silence."

She turned away, her voice thick. "You left me to carry the blame, the rumors… the loneliness. I was pregnant, Alec. Alone."

His face crumbled. "I was a coward, and I'm sorry." He reached out, but she stepped back.

"You ruined us—with shadows and silence." Her voice was bitter. "If you couldn't believe me, you should have said so. Not thrown away five years of my life, my love."

Alec swallowed hard. "You deserved more. I wished I had the courage, but I didn't. I thought the truth would hurt too much, so I ran from it."

Violet's eyes flashed. "You didn't run. You vanished."

"No," he admitted, voice softening. "I didn't disappear. I wrote you. The message was my farewell—a desperate act of weakness disguised as strength. But I never stopped thinking of you—or of what we lost."

The room was heavy with unspoken grief, the silence stretching between them like a chasm.

Violet wiped her tears. "Do you understand what it means to be left alone, abandoned, with no answers? To raise children without the father's name—and his presence?"

And in that admission, the truth spilled free—raw and threatening to overwhelm.

Alec nodded, voice cracking with guilt. "I couldn't bear the thought of losing you entirely. I thought staying away would protect you—from scandal, from me."

Her expression softened for the briefest moment, the battle of love and hurt waging within her.

"But it did the opposite."

"Yes," Alec whispered. "I promise I want to make amends."

Violet closed her eyes, steadying herself. "Words aren't enough."

He reached for her hand. "Then show me what it means to be forgiven."

The children's laughter from the next room was a delicate reminder that life was waiting—waiting for them to heal, to bridge the years stolen by fear.

Violet's lips trembled as she nodded slowly—neither sure where this path would lead, but ready at last to walk it together.

The night softe

ned around them, heavy with past shadows, but touched by the promise of new light.

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