Death can be slow and painful and at the same time can be quick and easy.
Have you ever saw something dying before? First their eyes would be blank then their body would spasm their mouths gaping, fast, faster and then it slows then the waste comes out and all the blood will pool on the side that they lay into.
Their muscles relaxing, then their face would be pulled under by gravity making this weird funny expressions.
When people die they aren't fun to play with anymore, they don't cry, laugh or think it's just silence and i love silence.
It makes my head clear even just a little.
Skinning a human body was more difficult than i thought, still seeing the structure underneath it was very fascinating i also couldn't help but spent an hour just playing with the still warm organs i found.
They are fun to play with, squeezing, poking and even stretching it gives me this sensory satisfaction. I quite like it.
Stuffing a human with cotton was fun too.