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“What We Pretend Not to Want”

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Synopsis
She believes she is invisible to him. He knows far more about her than he should. Both are lying—to each other, and to themselves.
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Chapter 1 - Chapter One: The Space Between Us

The first thing I noticed about him was that he never looked at people the way they wanted to be seen.

He didn't scan faces for beauty or status or weakness.

He watched hands. Movements. Silence.

That was how I knew, before he ever spoke to me, that he had already memorized me.

I was sitting at the far corner of the café, the one people used when they wanted to disappear without leaving. My laptop was open, untouched, because writing felt impossible when I was being watched-even subtly.

He stood near the counter, coat still on, eyes lifted only once.

That was all it took.

A single glance that lingered half a second too long.

Then he looked away.

People think attraction is loud. Obvious. Immediate.

They're wrong.

Real attraction is restraint.

"You're not drinking that."

I looked up. He was pointing at my coffee, already cold.

"I was," I said. "Earlier."

He hummed, like he didn't believe me. Then-without asking-he sat across from me.

This should have annoyed me.

It didn't.

"You type like you're afraid of being overheard," he said.

My fingers froze.

"That's a strange thing to say to someone you don't know."

A pause. Then a smile that didn't reach his eyes.

"I know."

Something about that answer unsettled me.

I should have left.

Instead, I asked his name.

That was my first mistake.

His name was Elias.

He didn't flirt. He didn't compliment me. He didn't even touch his phone while we talked. His attention felt... deliberate. Heavy.

"I won't ask for your number," he said suddenly.

"Why not?"

"Because if I do, you'll give it to me. And that would complicate things."

My heart stuttered.

"You assume a lot."

"I observe," he corrected softly.

Silence stretched between us-tight, intimate, dangerous.

Then he stood.

"We'll meet again," he said.

Not a question.

A certainty.

As he walked away, I realized something chilling.

I wanted him to be right.