So this is the story of a teen age girl who went to high school. She used to think that love is not for her but one day one boy caught her attention. She used to admire her from far away. But she was so lost in her delusional that she actually thought that he will fall in love with her. She used to think about getting into a relationship and also getting married. She was so lost in her delusional that she couldn't even come back from it. She used to think about him all day. She used to day dream in her study period.
He also used to look at her the same way but he used to ignore her while she was trying to approach her. But one day she was thinking of approaching that guy and confess her feeling. But she didn't used to have the courage to do that. She used to text her but he didn't reply her back.
She was so fade up of these things but one day she decided to confess her feelings towards him. Then she went to search for that guy. He was sitting in the bench of the classroom. There was no one in that class so she went in front of him and this time she actually confessed her feeling. But he rejected her.... And she asked for the reason and he said that he never really liked he.... She was so shocked that she couldn't even speak any other words and left the room.
After that she went to the terrace and was thinking many things and questioning WHY.
Why did he use to look at me in the same way with eyes full of love if it was nothing?? Why is he hiding his feelings?? Or am i just being delusional. Every question startes with why...
She spend a long time crying and questioning to the god. But she was not so weak so she returned back and started to study. But it was just an act. Things were killing her from inside. There was no one who can understand her feelings so she just stayed quite all day. Her smile was so real that nobody knew that she was crying from the inside.
But after all those things she learned that being delusional can actually kill people from inside. She was so into the delusions that she started to think that a man can actually like her. After that she was acting like she was okay and started to think that she will stop to love him. But it was not true she will never stop loving him until her last breath.