It's the school library, the ambiance is so quiet and comforting, everything seems to go flowless, it feels like nothing is going to break these vibes
I brought you some water, take this.
Oh thanks.
I want her to open to me more.
It's not like we talk to each other all the time, so we still can't get a conversation running smoothly yet, all we have talked about are studies and some common topics we kinda have, sometimes you want to break the silence, but I'm not the guide here.
...Okay, i got an idea, i think i should entertain her.
Let's play a game, i have Chess on my phone, do you know how to play.
Yes, i know chess, it's just that it's weird that, you know chess.
Hahaha, i know right, it just to pass time, i decided to play it often.
This is the first time i get Inna to do a suggestion of mine, this girl that's always isolated, or more like, she isolates herself from everyone, so much so that she barely even interact with any of the classmates.
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This is a close match, but it seems that I'm gonna have to keep moving the king.
Hmph, i think you got me there Inna
She smiled but it's not too expressing.
Come on, Inna you should rub it on my face, tell me I'm no good of an opponent, and how i thought I'm gonna beat princess Inna.
...well, that's true, i don't know how you could think that you could win.
Wow, she's really saying it.
But, it's was... Nice to play it with someone like you, actually, it's more fun this way then the usual tense matches.
Whao, is she, is she starting to like me, what if she decides to be my friend, what if we become buddies.
I guess perverts are a good source of entertaining.
*crushed* i can't believe I really thought she would accept my friendship.
Can you please forget about that accident already, I'm really trying to change myself right here.
Hehe... Apologies, i wouldn't tease you about being a pervert student who can't stop being one even at school.
IIIIIINNNAAA
Fine, fine i-
This is me trying to better myself, if you're not taking this seriously i going to get mad at you. I will hate you.
Okay, i said sorry, you really get so sensitive, you know I'm not a bully, though you really can't do anything about it, as you know you have to obey whatever i say, until i think you are a good enough girl.
Huh, why don't i just use some apps to make me more stricter and replace you with them.
Hehe, I'm not going to comment on how silly that sounds, you don't have any clue on what being strict is like.
Her expression became serious as she changes her posture, like she's getting ready to throw shots at me.
you don't think about the future, you study the last minute at the night of the exam, always goofing with classmates, not to mention you bri-
GOD, i get it.
And you think an app can save you, honestly that's disappointing that after all the work i put in, and you still think that way
Okay. I think you got to chill, i know-
And don't you dare make some excuses, no matter how bad your situation is, you should never let yourself go, control is something you should value more.
I started to take long breaths and i look at Inna's expression as she scolde me
Whenever I'm being lectured, i turn my defense mechanism on, but when i hear it from her, i put my defense down, and I took those words that sound nice more seriously, i have to put my heart into this and reform myself.
Inna, please don't give up on me, i will not disappoint you, i need you to let go of my bad habits and become a proper adult.
I felt so relieved after saying that, excitement, satisfaction, all while holding someone's hand.
Inna stared at me with wide eyes for a while, and then.
Tsk, get a hold.
She slowly started smirking, i can't say what she's smirking about, i would like to believe she started to see that I'm capable of self-improvement.
I think I'm going to call it a day now, so i will give you a homework to get on with the process.
A homework, so far we just went over some simple stuff, well i guess a homework is good to understand and grab on those informations better. I thought to myself.
I want you to read this novel, cover to cover
Do you think you are capable of perform this task.
I looked at the novel and then i was shocked by what i saw.
Umm the novel is in English.
So, don't tell me you don't know English pronunciation.
I mean i know but, my English is very weak.
Well, i know that, that's why i gave this novel to read, you don't have to understand the words, you just have to read it.
But then... what's the point of reading if i don't understand what I'm reading, this doesn't make sense.
Because, it doesn't matter if what you're doing make sense or not, you're going to do it just because i said so, that's how you're going to train yourself to do things even if it's not at your convenience.
She giving me that look, like this all just regular knowledge and I'm the one who's being tough.
This is just to get you to easily follow my lead, as you know, if you are willing to let me get your life together, you have to give me your full devotion, and by doing something pointless like this, you proving to me your commitment.
Oh. Ohhh that's actually great idea, to be fully committed you do things without, question that's a good method Inna, that's very impressive.
Inna, with a wide smile rubs my head as she standing over me.
Good job Ruby, you really learn so fast, keep following my guide and i promise you, every guy will pray to marry someone like you one day.
Her hands oddly kept rubbing, but i didn't think too much of it as she probably think i did well today.
With that, i expressed my appreciation for her time, and we said goodbyes to each other.
After that session, my desires started kicking in, waiting for to fullfil them, and tame this wildness inside me.