A girl is falling apart . college ,health ,mind...everything slipping . One night at 2 AM  when she's ready to give up , she sees something that looks like her dead brother . he asks her why she's ending her story so early and tells her she actually has a future waiting ,even if she doesn't doesn't believe him. 
she wakes up the next morning with no  wounds , not sure if it was real or dream. But something in her shifts. She starts therapy .She meets better people . She learns to take care of herself , slowly , unevenly.

and when she finally feels a little hope ,she starting writing to her future husband she hasn't met yet ,telling him everything she's too scared to say out aloud .
This is a story about breaking ,surviving and slowly choosing life again.

I don't know your name yet, but I know you exist somewhere.


And I know you'll find me when it's time.


Your future wife. That feels strange to write but also ... right.


I bought this diary today after my Al exam. It felt impulsive. Like


something inside me said start now. I have friends. Good friends. And I


was struggling a lot before. Like really a lot. But right now I'm okay. Not


perfect. Just better. And better feels huge.


I like my own company now. I didn't always. I still get lonely sometimes,


especially at night when everything goes quiet and my thoughts get


loud. But I'm learning to sit with myself without hating it.


I'm writing to you because it helps. Because it feels like no matter who


comes and goes, no matter how messy life gets, you'll always be ... there.


lol acc to astrology , we are supposed to cross paths in 2027 that's more


than 1 year, i guess the fact that i know you exist its about teaching me


patience , telling me somewhere a little far there is safe love for you but


its for that version of you ,who's healed enough to reciprocate the same


Chapter 2 - Day 1