Even though all of the miss behavior done towards me loosing my father-in-law seemed a lot sad and harsh for me . A lot of responsibilities were directly put to my shoulder . Just as I accepted the fact that I lost someone very close to me after my parents . I had to bear the loss of my mother-in-law after just 2 years of my Father-in-law's tragic death . I still remember that day of the festival when we celebrated it with so much fun and joy . Even my father-in-law was alive but at the same night he left his world as if it was nothing .
After both people who seemed like my father and mother to me, I was completely confused and I was completely lost . I was happy with my children and husband but after what happened to my In-Laws in the span of just 2 to 3 years, it left another wound in my heart. I cherished every happy moments with them but them leaving this world before their time was completely un prepared for . I gathered courage managed the house and built a base for the future here while my husband went on to complete trips to far cities and another countries . Everything seemed to come to a steady pace while my husband suddenly started to get a lot weak and sick . I took care of him every day and night without having anything for myself but what could be done anymore . Just like a river flows no matter what time went on and in just some moments ten years passed . That's when my everything, my world, my love, the one who stood for me, the one who was there for me, my one and only husband left this world . I took care of him for 10 years while he laid on the bed . I was so much fortunate to do so . God did gave exactly what my husband wanted but took him for his wish .
I had no hope in life again . I didn't knew what to do . I was not sure what to do . Everyone around me hated me and told that I was the reason for all the sudden deaths . I took care of my children without thinking what the world said to me . What I am more glad about is that I got god gifted children . My children since their childhood were very understanding . My eldest daughter at the age of 16 started to work as a teacher and used to bring 10 thousand Rupees at that time . And my eldest son started to at a hospital after six months of my husbands death . He used to bring 12 thousand rupees . After collecting some money for his studies he left his work completely and focused more on his high school studies . He graduated from high school then went to Cyprus . But before that His sister, My eldest child, my one and only daughter got married 2 years after the death of my husband .