After the birth of my eldest daughter life turned another way for me . We took her to temple of a goddess whom I consider gave me this child . Then we did her birth ceremony also known as "PASNI" . Then only I got to know about one secret promise that my husband made to the goddess in the temple before my daughter was born .
He told me that he kneeled down, joining his hands and bowing towards the goddess asking for all of our unfortunate children to come back to us at any cost, and what promise he made? , He told the goddess to bring and do the birth ceremony at the temple for each one of their births .
Now that life, my god gifted me with a healthy child I was happier than I ever was . Everything was going well, we both now had a purpose to live and work hard for our child . The same life that I once hated now felt worth living . Just as everything was good and everyday were passing on pretty much decently I soon gave birth to another child and this time it was a boy . I couldn't contain the happiness within my self . I didn't feel any hunger or sleep and neither tears nor laughter . As I was mother of a boy and a girl . Our family was just as complete as it should have been the only one thing that was missing was another son . After all that the days were passing by alot more quicker than they should have . After all that the one and only empty hole left to be filled was finally fulfilled after 3 years as I gave birth to another son . I was never this much happy in my life as I was at that time . The goddess my mother "Kaali" seemed to have answered my husband's prayers as we got all three of our kids exactly like last time . We took each of our children to that temple on their birth ceremony . Till this day Maa Kaali has been giving us what we need more than what we want . There is a certain events in life which makes us belief in things many people joke about . I learned that God was really the way no matter what . Even if we came or if we follow different paths in different religion, as long as we have a belief everything works out in the end . Life was just going all well for us our family grew more, we had more responsibilities as parents and No matter the problem being a mother has always been fun for me even if it were on hard days, I have and always will look back to those days .
We both had a great coordination and understanding between us . Even when we were far from our home living in some rented place . We struggled and worked hard not thinking about all those sweat and blood that was put to it . That's what a parent is supposed to do .
On a special occasion/festival known as Dashain where we celebrate the victory of Good and justice against evil . I returned to that home where we cut off our connection with for alot of years . But on the main day of the celebration my father-in-law passed away .
From where my problem started to rise again, as a alone house wife and their one and only daughter-in-law I had to manage everything I had to work beyond my capabilities to get everything to work together . It was as if a sky of burden fell upon me . But I never thought it was that much big of a thing . I know I was all alone to do it all but anyway I found my way through every obstacles and problems .