Jay's POV
After completing our discussion and further plans all of us went back ...I didn't feel like going home ,,,,so I just stayed with J6 gang...in my base I have several private rooms designed for me ...but still I chose the normal life ...the reason...just to be presented like a spoiled girl ! ....
I was standing by the window of my room ...the moon was glittering....the night felt warm cozy but still full of an unspoken silence and a small sorrow lingering in my heart ....
I sighed ...by collecting the warmth that I got from my J6 gang ..I tried to mend my broken heart.... i don't know why but yuri' s words really struck me ...the way I ignored every humiliation and focused on others while hurting me ... J6 gang have tried to point it out many times but I kept it back in my subconscious mind like a hidden treasure...the treasure which doesn't contain happiness but the darkness that consumed people..
Suddenly I remembered Ana once saying to me ....
" Jay ...you are also a human...you also have emotions...you also get angry ....you also need apologies... don't make yourself emotionless because oneday that feeling would hurt you more than you imagined"
I remembered keifer's and Jennie 's hurtful words ... section E humiliation... Angelo 's taunting words ... Aries 's mocking smiles ....tita 's pity look ...all of them came to me like a past trying to connect with the lost present.....
I slept with a question lingering on my mind ....
" Have I ever tried to confront my Buried emotions? Or I just gave too much preference to others? "
Yuri' s POV
I came back to my room ...I don't know why but I felt so bad for Jay Jay...well it's not because she is my bestfriend and sister in law...but because I remembered my childhood....yes I was just like her ...a boy who obeyed everyone....who tried to keep my siblings happy...who tried to be a perfect son .. perfect hair ...and lastly among the friends group between me , keifer, aries ,.percy ..I was the one who mend up every quarrel..I even used to apologise for the mistakes I was not even a part of ....but I still did ...the reason? ...it's because I wanted unconditional love ...warmth... caring friends ....
I looked at the picture of me when I was 10 years old ....a boy with shining smile standing...then ...I saw my own reflection on the mirror..of the 18 years old yuri .... really...how the heart breaks changed me ...how it has showed me to be strong...to stay calm ....I learned that you don't have to be perfect in front of everyone....
If you are true to yourself then ...then you can see the whole world accepting you ...
I don't know how I am going to make Jay believe in herself but .....I just hope that after all the misunderstanding... keifer loves her ... because she has faced too many storms ...I hope that she learns to love herself....I hope that keifer becomes her shining Armor ... because....
" Sometimes to make a reaction proceed fast ,,.. catalyst are needed from outside"
Keifer's POV
After the cafeteria incident jay didn't come back to the classroom ...,I was so damn worried about her ....as the last bell rang I realised that she was not coming back ..I suddenly felt guilty...
The next day ..
I went to school just like other days....when I entered I saw Jay was already there ...staring at nothing...I could feel she was lost in her thoughts....I really wanted to hug her ...but she hurt me right ?
Yuri and Jennie exchanged small smiles and went to their respective seats...class went on ...I saw Jay clearly distracted....she wasn't even glancing at me like yesterday... what happened to her??
Finally the lunch time came ...today eman is treating us ....he is making pancakes...it is jay' s favourite...but suddenly Felix said coldly...
Felix: wait ... before anyone starts eating...I want to ask something...like we are now going to treat our traitor also ? Because it seems like she is here ...she is breathing the smell of the pancakes...
My fist clenched...I don't know why but Felix 's words made me feel very bad ...it was like we were hurting a wrong person..but she admitted herself that ...it was all her plan to make me fall in love ...and she succeed...I really fell for her ...
Jay glanced at all of us ...her gaze was not full of sorrow but rather replaced by some cold hatred...which we never felt before...she wasn't crying nor asking for a chance to speak...she just excused herself and went outside the classroom with an expression less face ...
Her demeanour hit me hard ...why did it feel like I was lossing something precious...I felt an unknown uneaseness in me ...but then making us all frowned yuri spoke up ...
" You all will regret your every action oneday but maybe ....it will be too late to recover"