Since the day we met, i couldn't help but thinkin' about him. But at first, i thought he was dangerous for his cool gaze and dead eyes. Even i'm still afraid of him and i donno his profession, wantage, wishes or anything. We talked a little. Nothing interesting. I donno if i can make things out with him and not. So right now, the fact is...we didn't talk after the first met. I'm totally massed up. It's bothering me so damn much that i can't take it anymore. I've never talked to such an unknown person or fall in this kind of situation. What if he turns out a ''kidnapper OR murderer''? Oh, FUCK jJESUS ! What trash even i'm thinking! [After a week]
I've tried too much to give my all attention to my job and ownself. But i just couldn't. Thinking of his thoughts, is chasing me like a nightmare. [i'm in his inbox]
Madin: sir? Are you there?
(seen)
**{so fast! wah, is there something up with him?}**
Rays: yes, kid.
Madin: i'm hungry. :)" (**i think i'm talking insane whatever. He told me to ask him in this way)**
Rays: okay!
[After 1 hour, We're at a fancy restaurant and he is treating me to a meal :)"]
And after that day we went too many restaurants together and had meals. And the each and everytime he paid for our meal as a Gentleman. Though i can't afford those anyways! So i already gave up hopes about happening something between us. I don't think it's possible anymore. We just used to go for a meal and have a healthy meal and then he droves me home. ''End Of The Story''....
~Till one day''........
As always, we're here at a well known expensive Restaurant for a casual meal. But this time, i've saved money to pay.Cause it feels so wired to make him pay everythime. I know he won't lemme, that's why i've to act to use the washroom.
Madin: sir, i need to use the washroom. Please gimme some time! (feeling hesitated)
Rays: sure. (at a lower gaze)
Now my one and only goal is to pay for our meal. So, i went to the accountant . I took the bill of our food. Normally, i pulled out my wallet from my pocket and when i was about to show my debit card to the accountant. A cold hand catch my wrist so tightly. And what i was being afraid of, is infront of me. ''The Man~ Rays Martin''. (fuck'' i murmurs). He ask me deadly, ''Did anyone asked you to pay, littl' kid?'' my heart was racing so fast, that it can burst out at any moment. i reply at a low voice, ''Actually...i ...i ...''. He asked roughly, '' What?'' Suddenly my mind went blank and i said,''Sir this time i'll pay i.'' I didn't hear any of his single words. And he tried to stop me. Unfortunately, my card got brushed out sharply at his face and he was bleeding! He gave me a cold gaze with narrow eyes. I couldn't say anything after that and he paid for our meal again.
(We're at the way of my house, as he was driving me....)
We stopped in front of my house. But i felt sorry for what happened earlier. i pick out a Handkerchief and turned to face him. ''Sir, i...'' i said.( i couldn't finish my word. i was nervous)
''You wanna say something?" he asked calmly.
''yes.'' with nodding, i'm trying to reach to his face for clean the blood in his face. He caught my hand so fast but firmly. i looked into his eyes for the first time.{ there was something in his eyes. i caught off guard suddenly} ''Err,, actually sorry for my earlier behavior. let's get inside in my house , so i can apply some antiseptic in your face'' i said with hesitating voice. Suddenly he nods. Then, i lead him to my house. i told him nervously to sit in my bed if he won't mind then. My room was such a mass. But he is in my room right now. My heart is beating ridiculously. i'm gettin' more nervous. My hand is trembling, so does my whole body. When i turned around, i saw he was looking at me at a focused gaze. I took the antiseptic and stand in front of him to apply it to his face. Our face is so closed that we can collapse at any second! ~ suddenly he grabs my waist and pull me to his laps!
*{ Am i dreaming? what's happening between us i donno. But i can feel the tension between us! *}
And without any warning he''......