I donno i should go there or not. .... it's killing me already shit! it's already time. [after 2 hours]
i'm here in street 22/43 in front of a public hotel. i'm really gettin' dumb '' why i'm here?'' my mind is like ''L O A D I N G.....'' i've have been here from 2 hours already but no one came like him. and honestly it's a crowdy place and i'm getting massed up! if he won't come then? suddenly i felt a warm shadow standing next to me. My heart is bursting :)". (pamp'pamp'pamp'.)
-''hey?" [ in a cold gaze]
-Shh! Hello? are you...(feeling nervous)
-are you okay?
~~[ he is too much handsome O M G and his gaze is also damn fuckin' cool ! but why we're here? it's hard to breathe.]...(thinking....)~
-yes i'm i guess.
- let's go somewhere else more comfortable?
-sure :)"[ now i'm kinda shy]
(we're at a FIVE STAR restaurant. it's gonna be too much expensive. )
- if you need something just lemme know, okay?
- ahh yeah.
[we're just taking our meal and having a professional time.But it's a little bit awkward ]
- let me give you a ride to your home?
- sure, sure!( feeling nervous. we're gonna do that thing! we will? for real? *** he'll smash my ass and make me ride him like a puppy !)
[ in front of my house]
-let's say bye and if you're hungry then just gimme a call. (he smiles)
[my heart flattered but whatever we're not going to do that :)". FUCKED UP!
- (fake smiles**) yes, sir.
he went away [ with my dirty dreams :)']
it's already passed 4 days since we met. i didnt caught his last sentence '' if you're hungry then just gimme a call'' W H A T WAS THAT? my mind is minding :)'' is he my food buddy? -it can't be turn out like this. should i just call him and ask him for a meal? next time i'll make him fuck me for sure. it's getting out of my mind shh.
Should i?:)__