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Chapter 18 - Chapter 18

The garden house belonged to Marco's family had, these past few days, stayed lit with a stubborn, almost indecent insistence—too bright, too constant, too wrong for the season. It was like the lamp kept burning at the bedside of a man who will not recover: not because the light helps, but because to switch it off would be to confess. Its thin, persistent glow slid along cornices and corridors, fell on overturned chairs and half-open drawers, on abandoned decanters and scattered papers, and made the disorder look less like an accident than a diagnosis. The house did not feel merely busy; it felt feverish, watched over by a light that would not allow anyone to pretend.

Even the air had turned. The old perfume of the place—cigar smoke, beeswax polish, that dry sandalwood-and-leather assurance of antique rooms that have never known consequences—had been driven out. In its place there hovered something sharp and hostile: anxiety, acrid enough to sting the throat. It mingled with the cheap, overconfident aftershave clinging to the lawyers who kept arriving and leaving at speed—men who carried the faint odour of the Underground, damp wool, wet pavements, and tunnels that never quite lose their stale breath. The layers of scent soured and settled. The house seemed to exhale a kind of end-of-days fatigue: not fire and smoke, but the damp exhaustion of something collapsing while still dressed in good furniture.

At the beginning, it had been "only" a letter—official, routine, the sort of thing respectable families told themselves could be handled with a few phone calls and a reasonable tone. The tax authority's inquiry was polite only in structure; its language was clipped, firm, unyielding. It slid under the door like a thin sliver of metal—light enough to miss, sharp enough to cut, and, once it was inside, impossible to ignore.

Then came the Financial Conduct Authority's list. Not a charge-sheet, not yet, but a catalogue of suspicion: item after item, transaction after transaction—"unusual", "unexplained", "requires clarification"—packed so tightly in small type that the page seemed to crawl. The numbers sat there like something that had bred in the dark. It was the unpleasant feeling of finding fly eggs on a surface you thought you had cleaned.

And then—then—the National Crime Agency.

The sort of body one normally met only in newspaper headlines, in other people's scandals, in a world safely outside one's own drawing room. Their letter did not rage. It did not need to. It arrived as an "invitation" to "assist with an investigation," sealed in a gilt-edged envelope whose weight felt wrong in the palm. It was still paper, yes, but it carried itself like iron. You could almost feel heat through it—like touching a branding plate that had not quite cooled.

That was when the hornet's nest was properly kicked.

The uncles—men who had spent decades mistaking age for authority and genealogy for immunity, men who liked to talk as though they were the straight, unbroken line of some medieval house—reacted like cats with their tails trodden on. They kept the inherited arrogance fixed in place. Their chins remained lifted high enough to catch rain. Their voices still tried to carry that old, bored superiority.

But their eyes gave them away.

Panic lived there, small and twitching. It had the sound of hidden damage: like moths shifting beneath an expensive Persian rug—soft, incessant, and somehow more terrifying precisely because it was faint. The telephone began to ring in overlapping waves. Not the old, leisurely calls—slow consultations about how to give the bastard boy "a bit of colour," how to remind him of his station. These were different. These were pressed, hurried, lowered into the receiver as though shame itself might be listening.

"George, you must—this time you really must…"

"That file—surely it was dealt with, years ago…"

"For God's sake, we've got three generations between us…"

Threat, flattery, bargain, plea—every register a man reaches for when he realises the door he has relied on is no longer opening.

And the friends in Westminster—the "our sort", the gentlemen who had once accepted political donations and slapped backs in clubs, promising "leave it with me"—those friends now offered either the long, humiliating ring of an unanswered line, or a secretary's bright, polished deflection.

"His Lordship is presently in committee. I'm afraid he's unavailable."

Human warmth thinned here faster than London fog on a winter morning. The great web of connections—the one they had admired like tapestry—proved to be what it always is when weather turns: thread. Fine, pretty, fragile. In a real storm, everyone saves their own roof. Nobody cared whether your ancestor marched with William the Conqueror or made his money beside a privateer; nobody cared what crest sat on your stationery. In the face of the state, pedigree was not armour. It was a decoration in a frame.

The lawyers became the busiest shadows in the house.

Solicitors with tired eyes. Barristers with careful diction and the pallor of men who live under strip lights. Old ones with the look of people who had once believed institutions were designed to protect the right sort. Young ones in sharp suits whose exhaustion already showed around the mouth. Their briefcases were polished enough to mirror the chandeliers; their faces were not.

They moved in and out of the study as if it were a command centre. And the vocabulary that fell from their mouths changed the temperature of every room.

No more "equity".

No more "trusts".

No more "succession order".

Instead:

"Compliance exposure."

"Regulatory breach."

"Potential charges."

"Credible suspicion."

"Custodial risk."

Each phrase landed like a coin dropped into a bowl—cold, heavy, echoing.

Files began to surface—stacks and stacks of them—dragged up from cellars, from warehouses outside town, from storage units on anonymous industrial estates, even from offshore arrangements so old and so carefully forgotten they felt like artefacts from another life. They were spread under the lights. Dust rose, glittering in the beam like confetti at a funeral. Every particle seemed to speak, without sound, of something that had never been clean—only covered.

The paper felt brittle, as though it might crack in the fingers. Clauses designed to confuse. Numbers softened into plausibility. Signatures belonging to men long dead—names that had once carried weight and now looked like labels pinned to evidence bags. The documents did not merely record decisions. They carried the smell of mould and of old, unwashed wrongdoing. They sat above everyone like a sword suspended on a thread, swaying, waiting.

Marco watched all of it with an expression so still it read as disdain.

The earlier drama—the private skirmish with his illegitimate half-brother, the bitter little contest of legitimacy—shrunk into something ridiculous. Against the possibility of the entire family capsizing, their feud looked like two children on the deck of a sinking ship fighting over a plank. Petty. Absurd. Without meaning.

His father's face—once a careful mixture of authority and guilt—had collapsed into grey fatigue. The eyes dulled. The cheeks slackened. The man looked as if he had aged a decade in a week, as if the body had finally admitted what the mind could not: that some forces do not negotiate.

His mother—Lian—no longer resembled the white-jade figure she had trained herself to be. She sat in the shadow of a side room, fingers working at a rosary she no longer believed in, bead after bead after bead, as if the motion alone could keep her mind from splintering. Her gaze drifted again and again to the portrait on the wall: an ancestor in sash and honours, painted with the easy confidence of a man who believed the world existed to be inherited.

The portrait did not comfort her. It mocked her.

Even the staff altered their movements. They walked on the balls of their feet, careful not to make the floorboards speak. They lowered their eyes. They swallowed their breaths. Yet beneath the surface, the whispers still spread, inevitable as dirty water through cracks in old masonry.

"The master might be facing charges…"

"They've frozen the accounts…"

"They'll mortgage the house, you'll see…"

Rumour seeped like gutter-water: quiet, persistent, finding every corner. The old sheen of "respectability"—that gold leaf the family wore so proudly—was now covered in a colder frost called law, and it sank into the bones with a chill no fireplace could drive out.

What was "noble blood" against statute?

What was a medieval family tree against evidence—or even the shadow of it?

All the bells and banquets, the china and manners and embroidered propriety: underneath lay the same thing it always does when nobody bothers to scrub properly—stain, grease, the faint animal taint disguised with perfume. When no one looks closely, a house can pretend. When someone insists on lifting the robe, the lice crawling underneath can disgrace a century.

Heirship? Who had the luxury of caring now?

People no longer spoke about crowns. They spoke—silently, with the logic of drowning—about lifeboats. Everyone wanted a dry plank off the leaking ship called Family before the sea of reckoning swallowed them. The throne once fought over with blood and teeth now looked like a live coal: whoever seized it would be the first to burn.

Marco's illegitimate half-brother reacted with an agility that was almost insulting—a flash of the father's youth, not its dignity but its feral brilliance: survival instinct welded to icy calculation.

He did not do what the uncles did—retreat to country estates, collapse into club armchairs, sigh about the death of old England. He moved. Quickly. Quietly. Cleanly. Like an animal that has smelt blood and knows the window is small before the larger predators arrive.

First, he cut.

Not from the family itself—that would have been foolish, and besides, he had not yet inherited anything worth cutting. He cut himself from the newest, most reckless ventures of the last year or two: the "new business," the aggressive expansions into grey territory, the little empires he had helped build to prove his usefulness.

Those ventures became the first weight to throw overboard.

A file could be "mislaid."

Minutes could be "unclear."

A record could be "incomplete."

A middleman who had once answered at any hour suddenly went "abroad" or became "unreachable."

He knew where the mines were buried because he had helped bury them. Once, those mines were leverage. Now, they were liabilities. His cuts were fast, precise, ruthless—amputations done with the calm of a man who understands that hesitation is how you bleed out.

Second, he performed weakness and loyalty—not as truth but as strategy.

He stopped appearing at his father's side in public. Instead, he was photographed—coincidentally, neatly—alone, entering a church with a worried face, or visiting a retired figure of social sanctity who had once quarrelled with Arthur Carlisle. The story wrote itself: the dutiful son, seeking guidance, seeking mercy, seeking help "on his father's behalf."

In the family's meetings, he said little. When he spoke, he urged "full cooperation," "clarification," "avoiding misunderstandings," posture low enough to border on humiliation. Yet in the very stillness of his eyes there was a message: this rot is not mine.

Privately, he sent word to the old loyalists—the family's long-serving men—that he was young, eager, perhaps foolish. If he had erred, it was in trying too hard to help the family. He was willing to assist with "clean-up." He was willing to "wipe the mess." He was offering himself as the useful pair of hands that could be spared when others had to be sacrificed.

His third move was the most delicate: finding new shelter.

Through his own channels, or through the underside of Lian's social world—networks that did not look respectable in daylight but were notoriously well-informed—he began to touch the edges of other forces. Not openly. Not foolishly. He did not "switch sides." He simply let certain signals leak, ambiguous but suggestive:

The family is not united.

There is a fracture.

There is someone inside who understands the moment.

There is someone who can cooperate.

He was gambling that the storm had an architect. He was gambling the architect would need a lever within—an internal door, a collaborator. He turned himself into an instrument and placed himself quietly on the market, waiting to see who would pay.

Inside the ancestral house, Arthur Carlisle sat behind the carved oak desk as if it were a fortress wall. Heavy velvet curtains sealed out the world. A single green-shaded lamp lit half his face; the other half lay in shadow. The lines in his skin looked deeper, as though time itself had attacked him in one concentrated night.

The papers before him were no longer balance sheets or acquisitions, but legal assessments written in the most restrained, careful language—each sentence designed not to inflame, yet each line still an alarm bell. Black ink on white paper, and yet the text felt like needles, cold and systematic, piercing the gilded armour he had built from influence, reputation, and stubborn pride.

The first blaze of rage had already burnt out—brief, violent, theatrical. What remained was worse: humiliation, bewilderment, and a slow animal fury at the sense of being violated.

He could not understand. He could not accept.

Those "minor irregularities," those "historic grey zones"—in his era, such matters were settled in private rooms over whisky, smoothed by handshakes and favours. They were little medals, proof that power could live above rules. How had the same behaviour become evidence that could drag the Carlisle family down?

He picked up the phone and called the names he believed could still move reality with a sentence. Once, he would speak, and men would scramble. Now, what answered him was bureaucracy: secretaries repeating memorised lines; acquaintances hedging, mumbling that they were "working on it"; and then—often—nothing but the long, humiliating ring of an unanswered call.

Once. Twice. Three times.

His grip tightened. Veins rose. Knuckles blanched.

Betrayal.

The word roared in his mind. He had been betrayed by the world, by the men he had sponsored, the men he had promoted, the men he had treated as brothers. The social contract he had believed in with something like faith had snapped without ceremony. And so suspicion metastasised: perhaps the storm was engineered, perhaps it was a trap set by new money he despised, by political rivals who had long resented the family's position. A scheme. A coup.

His fury turned inward, hotter still. The uncles—parasites—now trembling, scrambling to save themselves. Marco—steady, silent—read as weakness. Lian's composure read as abandonment. He even allowed himself a darker thought: had Marco and Lian, in their effort to crush the bastard boy or secure control, nudged something, whispered something, triggered this catastrophe?

As for the illegitimate son—Arthur's eyes flashed with something complicated.

There was irritation at the boy's careful distance, his cutting away, his coldness. But beneath that sting, to Arthur's own disgust, there was understanding. Even admiration.

That, some twisted voice in Arthur murmured, is survival.

Sharp. Decisive. Willing to sever a limb to save the body.

Not like Marco, tangled in "legitimacy," in "rules," in the very tradition Arthur himself had wielded as a weapon. That admiration grew like poisonous weed in the rubble of pride. It produced, perversely, a near-conspiratorial tolerance of the bastard son's manoeuvres: perhaps the boy could preserve an ember, a remnant—bloodline as ash carried from the fire.

But when the house fell quiet and no one watched, cracks appeared in Arthur's hard shell.

Fatigue—endless, oppressive fatigue.

Confusion—genuine confusion at a world no longer governed by the rules he understood.

And perhaps, in the deepest layer of thought, a recognition colder than regret: that the "women's intuition" he had scorned all his life might be what undid him at last—some detail ignored, some opponent underestimated, perhaps a woman in Whitehall with a reputation for iron hands. He had built his authority on masculine certainty, on blood and favours, and now, as everything collapsed, he realised he had no true ally—no one without calculation. Not his sons. Not his lovers. Not his "brothers."

He was like an old stone fortress: magnificent from the outside, hollowed within. He still barked at lawyers and cursed enemies, but every small sound in the wind made him hear the beams groaning.

His fingers clutched the edge of the desk, white-knuckled, as if it were not wood but power itself—the authority slipping through his hands, the reputation evaporating, the last illusion of a world built on men, bloodlines, and private favours. That illusion slid away between his fingers, leaving only the faint warmth of old glory and the dry, stale dust of a building about to fall.

Meanwhile, the bastard son's attitude towards Marco and Lian shifted into something subtle and cruel: not open hostility, but polite distance edged with pity, as if to say, you are holding the wheel of a sinking ship; I have already seen the lifeboat.

He might even, out of "kindness," let small pieces of information slip through intermediaries—harmless on the surface, just enough to make Marco's side more frantic, enough to show how "well-informed" and "uninvolved" he remained.

His calculation was simple.

If the family survived, he had cut the riskiest parts and performed dutiful restraint—credit could be claimed.

If the family fell, he had already laid a path out of the wreckage. With secrets, contacts, and a "cleaner" image, he could become the one who actually controlled whatever remained.

Sometimes the illegitimate son—ironically—was the more convenient heir. Not because he was loved, but because he could be used.

So while Marco and his mother sat inside the ancestral house drowning in paper and old rot, the bastard son could be imagined elsewhere—beneath quieter lights, across from someone whose power did not require a crest—speaking with humility and hunger. There would be no doomsday panic in his eyes. Only that cold, assessing brightness: the edge of a blade tested in the dark.

For him, this storm was not catastrophe.

It was the reshuffle.

The chance to scatter every piece on the board—including himself—and then, in the wreckage, pick up what could still be used and place it again—this time with himself seated where he had always been denied.

And then—at the edge of the same storm, within the same collapsing house—the narrative moved towards Lian.

Lian survived by killing part of herself.

The girl she had once been—the one raised in classical discipline, still carrying a final, foolish belief in love, in marriage, in the possibility of decency—died the night she learned her husband did not merely keep a mistress, but maintained an entire double life, almost with pride. She died again when she realised her own family treated this humiliation as normal—worse, as acceptable—and advised her to endure it for the sake of "reason," for the sake of "face," for the sake of an alliance.

From then on she stopped looking outward for emotional rescue. Not from her husband. Not from her distant family. She understood what she was in this arrangement: an exquisitely wrapped pledge, a living token of cooperation between two houses. Elegant. Replaceable. Collateral meant to be displayed, not defended.

After Marco's birth, the weeks that followed were not so much lived as endured through a kind of extreme emotional frost. Postpartum despair mixed with betrayal and isolation. There were moments she stood close to annihilation. Her feelings towards the infant were tangled in ways she refused to name: he was her blood, her continuation—and also the living evidence of a marriage that had stripped her of dignity.

Something nearly devoured her then.

In the end it was not tenderness that saved her. It was something harsher: survival. And with survival came hatred, and with hatred came calculation.

She understood that dying—her death, or the child's—would solve nothing. It would merely produce a clean tragedy, the sort that allows other people to sigh and then move on with their power intact. It would make her the discarded residue of a failed bargain.

She chose instead to live.

And not merely to live, but to live better—safer—than the people who had used her, humiliated her, dismissed her.

So she began to look at her surroundings with a different eye.

Her husband's mistress? A toy, destined to fade. Not a true threat. Useful, even: the mistress distracted him, pulled his attention away, bought Lian space to build. The coldness of her natal family? Excellent. It freed her from emotional debt. She could now deal with them as one deals with any other party in a negotiation.

And the newborn Marco—small, red-faced, crying, fragile—became something frighteningly clear in her mind.

He was no longer the battlefield between love and pain.

He was her only true asset on foreign soil: the one thing that belonged to her and carried immense strategic value.

He was her legitimate son. The legal heir. The centre of any future settlement. The key that could open doors. The shield that could stop knives. He became her core piece on the board—her most important investment, and, in a twisted way, her only remaining emotional anchor, even if that anchor had begun to harden into control and expectation.

Lian stopped crying. She stopped complaining. She returned, with astonishing calm, to a set of lessons that had never been about poetry or piano: how to survive inside a gilded house, how to accumulate resources silently, how to lay a long plan beneath polite smiles. She combined that inherited instinct with rapid learning of Western systems—law, finance, trusts, structures designed to conceal control in plain sight.

And she began her war.

It was a war without noise, fought in paperwork and in conversations held over tea, in "reasonable" suggestions framed as maternal prudence.

Using the mask of "Mrs Carlisle," and her delicate position as a bridge between families, she built networks, gathered information, learned where leverage truly lived. Under the unassailable excuse of "planning for the child's future" and "diversifying risk," she persuaded—often more like informed than persuaded—her husband to place assets into layered trust structures and offshore entities. On paper, it looked prudent. On paper, it looked like wealthy people doing what wealthy people do.

In practice, control and benefit were tied, cleverly and quietly, to herself—or to third parties she trusted absolutely.

The brilliance of it was that her husband never noticed. He did not notice because he did not believe she could do such things. He believed her ornamental: cultured, polite, foreign, "not involved in business." He mistook her silence for passivity. He mistook her dignity for obedience.

She became a spider behind velvet, weaving a net no one could see.

As his scandals grew more shameless, she performed exemplary tolerance. She did not fight. She did not shout. She smiled at public events with flawless manners. That composure allowed him to believe she was "reasonable," "understanding," even respectable. It gave her room to move. It gave her freedom to build.

She poured her energy into two projects only: Marco's cultivation, and the construction of her own fortress.

For Marco, she was a strict mother and also his only true ally. She poured into him all her hope, all her unspent ambition, all the hunger she had swallowed. Her love—if it could still be called love—was complex, demanding, proprietary.

And now the Carlisle edifice began to crack.

The banquet was ending. The tower was tilting.

In Lian there was no hysteria. Only a cold, almost absurd recognition.

Of course.

She had read the old stories. She knew no feast lasts forever, no grand house stands without end. She had only not expected this foreign "Jia Mansion" to follow the ancient script so faithfully. Somewhere in her there was even a flicker of laughter—at her husband's arrogance, at the uncles' panic, at her own youthful delusion.

What she calculated now was not how to "stand with her husband."

It was the opposite.

This was her moment—to sever herself from him in all but name, to maximise protection, and, if possible, to strike back without ever appearing to strike.

First, she needed to ensure the fortress she built in silence could withstand the storm. The trusts, the proxy holdings, the layered structures—now was the moment their true quality would be tested. She would move even more carefully, using channels independent of the Carlisle network, gathering information, measuring danger.

Second, she was open to pushing someone into the fire—but she would do it elegantly. She would not commit the crude mistake of open betrayal; that would stain Marco. But she might, accidentally, allow investigators to notice certain details; she might, in a family meeting, suggest a course "for the good of the whole" that in fact accelerated the exposure of Arthur's errors or the bastard son's ambitions. Borrowing power. Using the wind. Letting the storm eat the right people first.

And finally—most crucial—she had to protect Marco's position.

In the chaos she needed to separate him from his father's original sins, shape him into the capable, innocent heir dragged into disaster against his will. She also had to reconsider her natal family. In crisis, those who once dismissed her might rediscover her value. Her birth house could become a harbour, a bargaining chip, a temporary refuge. She would approach them not as a wounded daughter but as a negotiator with assets and leverage.

So Lian sat in the side room beneath a London sky the colour of dirty pewter. She lifted a cup of tea at the exact right temperature, blew lightly across the surface, and drank.

Her face showed nothing.

Her eyes were deep as a well.

The chaos around her—lawyers, documents, panic, her husband's exhaustion, even her son's anxiety—looked, to her, like a play whose ending she had been expecting for years. She was not the tragic heroine on the stage. She was the one backstage holding part of the script, deciding when the scenery would be pulled away and when her own pieces would be moved into place.

The old pain had long since scabbed over and hardened into armour.

Now the storm had arrived.

And instead of fear, she felt something she had not felt in a long time: a hunter's clarity.

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