"Did he actually...?
He can't be that.."
Sylas went into his room laying on his bed, holding the coin in the air above his head.
*It looks like it,but why does he still have it.
If Noxan is that obsessed with me, wouldn't he keep it? He also looked at my abs again*
The coin fell on his forehead, leaving a small red bruise.
Noxan was laying on his bed too,thinking about today.
*I hope he accepts my secret gift,he doesn't know it but the clin is only worthy to me when he has it.*
*He put his hands on his back wich lifted his shirt a little,AWWWWW.
I saw his black leather belt and his streched abs.
The light revealed them perfectly for me.
I hate my feelings for him, more then people hate my
feelings for boys.*
They both covered there faces, letting out a breath they hold together the whole day.
The next morning,Sylas didn't feel like going to school.
He took the thermometer and put it on the Heating with mid heat.
"Mom, I'm sick I have 38⁰C."
His mom looked at Sylas and said
"Fine stay at home but you have to learn later!"
Sylas shock his head and cuddled into his bed.
"Fine"
Noxan entered the classroom, seeing his empty seat.
*He's gone... , again?*
He sat down, looking on his table.
Not long after before class started.One of his classmates came up to him and asked.
"What's "my heart" in German?"
Noxan replied with
"Mein Herz"
He helped him with the Pronunciation for a while.His classmates thanked him and reached out his hand,Noxan stood up and Shoke his hand.
As he tries to sit down he feels something under him,it was his water bottle.He only touched the tip of it but his classmates screamed at him.
"LOOK HE IS GAY, NOXAN SAT ON BOTTLE!"
Noxan turned around with nearly all the boys standing behind him, pointing at him and laughing.
He took his bottle and sit down fastly before they could place something else.
He looked on the ground laughing strangly to fit in place,he felt bis eyes tearing.
Some noticed and said
"Chill dude,it was just a prank"
Noxan looked at them with hate filles in invisible tears.
"I know , don't worry"
Noxan wasn't mad about the prank but with what and how they did it.
They used his trust and kindness against him.
His soul got punished for beeing himself.
He wanted to shine in darkness,he knew the darkness would win but he wanted to glow just a for a moment.
He was already called gay as an Insult,
now they got "proof" of him being gay.
His work shattered by his hands.
He tried to build a picture which soaked in the tears he relieved.
He looked at the table,his legs shaking making his pencils shake.
They wobbled like him,
His tries being ripped but not fully opened.
His breath changing in rtyhms.
His sight filling the room,so fast his surrounding started to lose focus turning his vision black.
His face swallowed with blood underneath the only layer that hold him from reliev.
He started to hear a Loud Beeping covering there laughs.
It was a relief and prison,dancing around him.