7 minutes,
A life in seven minutes,
What all will i see i wonder,
18 years of existence,
Almost 17 years of memory,
Countless dreams,
Endless failures.
I wonder what i will see,
I imagine ill see those i loved,
I know i will be scared,
There is this memory
At my 4 th birthday,
A smile made of chocolate with my father
I think of it whenever i feel unloved
There is this memory
Of my mother and me,
I lost something, idk remember what
I remember i was scared
I searched for weeks
She found it in less than 2 minutes
I hugged her,
I think of this whenever i feel lost
My brother and i
Were in a car
On a dark night
We were laughing
On my expense mostly
I remember feeling
Freed of this invisible burden
I think of it whenever i feel alone
There was the first feeling
Of my heart bubbling of love
And the heartbreak
It brings a melancholy of joy
And i feel glad
At least I was fortunate enough to know heartbreak
I might remember the first kiss,
How her lips tasted of oranges,
How nervous i was,
How happy i was,
How loved i felt.
I think in my last moments ill pray
For leniency, that i be not judged for my worst act
For love, that i can finally rest.
I might remember the first time i fell in love with music,
Ohh how i danced with my friends like animals we enjoyed,
Of how much I loved reading,
How proud i felt reading a complete novel
Of how much I loved writing,
How i completed prompts for stranger who became my friends
I think in the darkness of the death,
I ll try to remember the light of life.