Even building a plane to the moon on the spot wouldn't work! It would at least have to be at the level of leaving the solar system!!!!!
No, absolutely not!!!
...The emotions of self-inflicted internal conflict, which had been gradually approaching a state like before, were being guided by external forces.
Turning the girl's internal conflict into an outpouring of emotions towards the outside.
Unwillingness, fear, and the unstoppable... The thought of worrying that the boy would dislike her because of this was suppressed, turning into a denial of the heaven-defying remarks.
Compared to whether she would be disliked, the boy's reputation was more important after all.
She absolutely couldn't lead him astray.
Regardless of whether the boy knew or guessed something wrong.
The girl herself was very clear.
That thing was really just a pair of panties.
And not just any simple pair of panties.
It was found in the boy's pile of clothes and on his bed, probably less than two hours after being taken off. Even among all the treasured items, it was undoubtedly one of the top-tier ones, at least ranking in the top three.
It not only had the boy's scent but even the lingering warmth that hadn't dissipated yet.
In situations where the girl couldn't get close to the boy, she had always relied on this kind of thing to fill the heavy, burning emotions she had for the boy.
After experiencing a little bit of love, she couldn't help but want to give all of her things away, sticking to him twenty-four hours a day, not caring how she was treated, and she was only making these perverted actions to suppress such thoughts.
— If she wore that thing as a hat, she would really be completely dead if others found out, a double death in both physiological and psychological senses.
Not even Jiang Cheng could!
Only this one was absolutely not allowed.
She absolutely couldn't let the boy's reputation be ruined like this.
Although it was strange, after successfully taking the first step, the girl took a second step forward from herself in a very short period of time—to deny Jiang Cheng using unknown means to take her panties as a hat.
"A hat isn't like that at all; it's just that I'm doing some perverted things."
Rather than letting the boy be seen as a pervert.
It's better to directly admit that I'm the perverted one!
..."I know."
An incomparably calm, incomparably gentle voice.
Almost forming an opposition to the heaven-defying and unexpected just now, as if returning to flat land after enjoying the moment of free fall after jumping off a cliff.
There was almost no intermediate embellishment or process, making one wonder if the cliff jump had ever existed, or if it was just an illusion in one's mind?
Even for a moment, it made Vil-V suspect her eardrums and her vision.
Because in the unexpected moment just now, Jiang Cheng, who inexplicably looked a little naturally dull and almost suffered social death, suddenly had a shrewd light flash in his eyes—the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, but his face showed disgust.
"You wouldn't..."
"Think I wouldn't even know this, would you?"
"What kind of person do you think I am? Although I'm indeed no different from an idiot compared to you, it's not to this extent, is it?"
...Indeed.
Even the most naive and innocent person wouldn't really wear that kind of panties as a hat, would they?
Unless they were a complete pervert.
— The boy wasn't that kind of person.
— The boy was definitely not a pervert.
Even if he sometimes showed that he didn't care too much about his reputation, he wouldn't be the kind of pervert who would wear panties as work clothes, and those words about obviously having two holes in them could never be sincere.
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41. Please be more rough.
It was just that she was too anxious just now, so anxious that she didn't even have the ability to think.
Her emotions instantly turned from extreme depression and self-inflicted internal conflict to panic, fear, and shock, a leap even more violent than falling from a thousand-meter cliff.
Or rather, her mood for the entire day had been changing drastically.
From unwillingness to the realization that she had to move forward even if there was no way back.
From an extremely tense mood to smoothly getting through it.
And then to a sudden collapse over a small matter.
The emotional changes throughout the entire day had been crazy ups and downs, never ordinary and calm, although this kind of calmness and normalcy was an unimaginable luxury for some self-loathing sufferers... "Or is it just that your situation suddenly reached level three, a problem of psychological internal conflict that couldn't even be solved in a short period of time at other times."
"This is indeed not very normal. Don't worry, I won't do this next time. I just simply wanted to use something stimulating to wake you up."
"If I didn't use strong medicine, one of my only two friends might have had a problem on my first day of work."
"My social circle isn't much wider than yours either."
"Now we are no longer alone."
"I'm standing right in front of you."
...Ah... Is that so?
Along with the boy's detailed explanation, everything just now had traces to follow, the emotional fluctuations were replaced by reason, and all the confusion was extracted.
Calm... too calm.
The perfect soundproofing didn't disturb any objects in the building, not even a gust of wind, and all that could be heard was the 'creak, creak' sound of the gears rubbing together inside the Spiral Workshop, which was specially designed with a lot of money for the sake of coolness.
The emotional changes just now only existed in the girl's heart and didn't have any impact on the world.
No matter how turbulent or stormy it was, standing at the foot of the cliff and looking at it from afar would at most see a few waves hitting the sea surface, splashing icy water, and if you were a little closer, you might be able to feel the sensation on your face.
That was all.
— Except for the boy in front of her.
He always adjusted the girl's emotions and worried about her when she was lost.
The girl's memory clearly recorded the trace of worry and concern that appeared on the boy's face at that moment.
"I..."
"Sorry, I'm having internal conflict again..."
Unknowingly, she found that the boy in front of her was already too close to her, and she could even feel the strands of hair hanging down scratching her forehead.
It was the first time she had made close contact in such a clear state, not through a cold screen, nor observing with a fine-tuned lens. The scent of the boy's body clearly and completely poured into Vil-V's nose.
Her fair little face had never been so rosy before.
Shame, helplessness, all kinds of emotions filled Vil-V's thoughts in an instant, causing her to close her eyes and not dare to look directly into the boy's eyes.
The emotions accumulated in her heart seemed to have never disappeared, but were constantly superimposed and accumulated until the moment when they could no longer be suppressed arrived.
She was given warmth by the boy again.
She was given help by the boy again.
Even though she had already made such perverted actions... If she continued to accumulate like this, if she continued to continue like this, there would definitely be an explosion one day, even the abyss would not be able to bear it.
Vil-V mustered her courage, no longer avoiding eye contact with the boy, the silver-gray eyes showed more clearly than ever the emotions that had been accumulated to the extreme, and the cherry-colored lips uttered a decisive voice.
"I don't dislike it; rather, please do more and more of this in the future."
"Please be more rough."
"— My only master."
...Once upon a time, the pupils that looked like a bottomless abyss were sparkling, which was the girl's second proof of mustering her courage on the same day.
The brilliant awakening of all the emotions that an extremely self-deprecating and inferior person has brewed after being saved.
Under normal circumstances, the boy would probably praise the girl's progress, that she could finally break away from the shackles of her inner self and move towards a new world.
— If the girl's words didn't contain words that could be misunderstood by anyone.
"— What are you saying?!"
...Even if it was an invitation from the girl to the boy, that extremely introverted person would dare to face the perfect Aili Xiya, who was enough to make anyone avoid her out of shame, just to help and save someone. This matter itself was not truly completely unacceptable or incomprehensible.
Even in a sense, this was already a necessity, an inevitable result.
A person who has never seen the sun cannot face the sun directly.
Like a moth to a candle, she would be burned alive.
However, the emotions brought about by the warmth of standing under the sun cannot be suppressed, and the desire for the sun will double every day.
However, the two words that popped out of the girl's mouth, filled with joy, were the first time that the boy had fallen into a state of complete incomprehension.
"Ah... I said the wrong thing. It's the master of the Spiral Workshop. I'm also one of the employees now. I'm really sorry; I accidentally got them mixed up."
The girl slightly lowered her head, hiding all the expressions on her face in the shadows, and only a few traces of loss were revealed in her silver-gray eyes.
It seemed that she was also embarrassed by her slip of the tongue just now, and she was too shy to even see people.
— If there was no loss buried deep in her pupils.
Was she rejected?
Yes... A normal person like the boy.
Definitely wouldn't be as twisted, dark, and perverted as herself.
Trying to give everything all at once was still too radical after all.
How can she form a more inseparable relationship with the boy, so that they can never be separated, and always hold this warmth in her arms, and always be able to see and touch the perfect boy?
She couldn't think of it.
She couldn't think of it at all.
Even with the girl's undiminished, unseparated, and unsealed perfect wisdom, she couldn't think of it.
Or rather, after excluding all the despicable possibilities that could harm the boy, that could cause the boy's mood to be damaged in the slightest, it was impossible to play with these thin, extremely weak cards alone.
If she could overcome the limitations of means, if she could treat the boy with a normal and equal heart, if she was no longer so inferior, self-loathing, and internally conflicted.
This might be a question as simple as the answer to one plus one is how much.
However, the girl, as a savior, as a passenger, as someone who had been sinking in the abyss for countless years, could never overcome and succeed.
Then...