20. "FUCK LOVE"
Everybody is quick to tell me that love is a beautiful thing, everybody is telling me that I'm missing out on good things but what is love? Is love falling in love only to end up without that love in the end, let's be honest, what the fuck does love bring other than heartbreak?
One minute somebody is crazy about you, she's telling you that she will never leave you and then boom! They're gone, they're forgetting every promise that they made and you, the one that is stuck up on them, comes off as a past that belongs nowhere in their future nor present.
I don't want shit to do with love anymore, it only brings pain, we make love, fall in love, be happy and then it ends, like a fire and smoke, I have believed in love once and it left me shattered as a lost soul, so I'm done believing in shit that doesn't protect me.
Everybody is telling me about love, everybody is quick to tell me about love but nobody talks about the pain of losing the love that once made your life a lot more better. Nobody talks about the pain of being in love with somebody who's not in love with you, the pain of waking up feeling like the walls are closing in on you and the only person that can save you is the one that's left you in a heartbreak.
I know what it feels like to have difficulties coping with the loss of somebody you love, I know the pain of remembering shit that you don't wanna think about, I know the pain and heartache of loving somebody that has moved far on from you and you just.. you just stuck in one place all because of a person that chose to leave you.
I swear to never let my heart go through that again, everybody talks about love, nobody talks about the heartbreak and misery that you're left to deal with at the end, so FUCK love.