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Chapter 8 - I think I care for him

Christine's POV

 

I am the Alpha, I answer to nobody, no one dares to question my decision, I am the leader and I control everything, every decision so I am going to make sure Conrad learns his lesson. I wonder what he told the other betas the reason behind the divorce. I won't let him tarnish Olivia's name.

 

He will have to learn the hard way, I won't kill him but I will make make sure he tells a good reason behind the divorce, I will make sure he will tell everyone how good much of a person Olivia is.

 

I walk out of the office, I found myself walking to her room. She was still sound asleep.

 

"Why do I care about you so much." I ask her, she was asleep.

 

"Why did you have to find a mate in him, why didn't you wait for me." I ask her.

 

She should waited for me. She should have rejected Conrad, if she did I won't have to be doing this to him. I caress her hair before leaning in to press a kiss on her forehead. She calmed me down, her presence alone is enough to make me figure out the right decision.

 

I smiled one last time before walking out, there was guard walking around the hallway when I stopped him.

 

"Make sure she stays her room until the meeting is over." I say and he nods. "Fucking answer me when I speak to you." I yell.

 

He shivers in fear. I like it when they are scared of me.

 

"I'm sorry alpha, I will make sure she stays in her room."

 

I know how stubborn she can be like the first night Ares brought her to the other house, she has one important rule to stay in her room but she didn't. I saw her peeping at us listening to our conversations, I didn't say a word because I like what she did, I love a woman that stands strong on what to do, what she wants. I know she saw that woman she could have tried to run after that day but she didn't, this made me believe she is made for me.

 

All the betas were there, we have important matters to take care of. We have a threat at hand, a different werwolf city that is threatening our wellbeing.

 

"We start destroying them before it's too late." I say.

 

"We can tried a peaceful negotiation, maybe something in exchange for peace." One of the betas suggested.

 

I am alpha Luca, I don't follow the peaceful route. I don't speak with others. I glanced at Ares who nodded, he wanted me to agree to this. Ares knows better when it comes to this so I agreed.

 

I won't be the person to do this, I will spending Ares in my place. I know he will able to take care of everything.

 

The meeting was annoyingly young, Beta Conrad was not here no surprise to that, I didn't expect him too.

 

After the meeting, I walk to her room. The guard informs she is already awake. She must be hungry.

 

She was seated on her bed when I walked in, she didn't realize someone was here, she was too focused on her thoughts.

 

"Olivia." I say, she is brought out of her thoughts as she smiled and walks toward me giving me a hug.

 

I didn't expect that, I instantly wrap my hand around her, she feels so warm against me. I love holding her like this, I don't want to let her go.

 

"You are fine, I was worried."Olivia whispered.

 

She was worried about me, did she not know I was the one that caused the chaos.

 

"I am fine Olivia. I'm glad you are okay." I smiled.

 

"I am." She smiles, soon her smile fades.

 

"What is wrong?." I asked.

 

"Why did you attack them?." She asks.

 

I don't want to answer to that, not yet. She can't know my true identity she would hate me. I want her to fall in love with me before she knows.

 

"You shouldn't ask questions you don't answers to." I said.

 

"Believe me, I want to know."

 

"Maybe another time Olivia." I say but she is adamant. She wants to know why I attacked.

 

"Olivia." I warned but she didn't listen, she continues to pester about it.

 

"Fucking hell Olivia, what is wrong with you? I said no," I have a tight grip on her hand.

 

"You are hurting Luca." She says, her eyes were filled with tears.

 

My hands remained on hers, I suddenly realize what I was doing. I let go of hand and a tear slips out of her eyes.

 

"I'm sorry." I whispered.

 

I try to touch her but she moves away, I walk into the bathroom to get a first aid kit, I get an ointment for her hand.

 

"Olivia I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do this. Please let me fix this." I beg. "Please Olivia." I say.

 

She allows me to apply the ointment on her hand, I can't believe I hurt her.

 

I wiped her tears.

 

"Please leave." She says.

 

I didn't try to to stop her from kicking me out, I apologize one more time before leaving, I ask the guard to get her food.

 

I need to stay away from her, I can't keep hurting her. Last night I made her cry and today I made her cry. I'm am meant to take care of her better than that her bastard Mate. She deserves to be happy.

 

I get back into my room lighting up a cigarette, I need to calm down before Alexander comes out, it would be dreadful if he does.

 

I close my eyes and her face flashes through my head. She had a smile on her face. She looked like an angel. She looked perfect in her sundress with her hair up, the way she smiles all the time gave me a hope in life.

 

"I will fix this Olivia." I whisper. "I will make you fall in love with me."

 

 

"What did you do?." Ares asked. He could sense tension coming from me, and given that Olivia has not come down for lunch he knew it had something to do with her, a part of me didn't want to tell him what I did? I know he won't approve to that, he won't be happy about it neither was I.

 

"I messed up." I gritted through my teeth.

 

"You let your anger get the best of you." Ares replied, he knew about my anger and how badly I handled it, it was one of the traits I got from my father which I wish I didn't. I tried to hurt Olivia because of my temper, I was just trying to keep things from here to protect her, I know she won't be able to take it.

 

"I'm going to fix this, I will get her to forgive me." I whispered.

 

"You will have to if you want this to work. I don't have to ask what you did. I have spent time with Olivia, she has a good heart. I know she will forgive you." He said and I smiled.

 

I know a way she would forgive me and Ares would help me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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