Christine's POV
Some say I am bipolar but for her, I am everything she would ever want me to be, it took so long to be with her and I can't let her go now, she will learn to love me for who I am.
Her scent linger in the room, I place my hand on her pillow softly touching the hair that rested on it. She looked so peaceful sleeping, my hand moves to my face caressing it, I have no idea what I will do if she wakes up and sees me sitting beside her like a creep.
I hate the fact I yelled at her today but I couldn't control my emotions when she released my prisoner, she is just a good person like Ares says, a good girl that sees the good in everyone that is why she tried to help the little boy, I will still be speaking to her about meddling in my work, I don't want to hurt her and I don't want anyone to try to hurt her. I still remember how she looked at me with fear in her eyes, I didn't want her to fear me not yet.
A smile crept through my face when she lets out a cute sneeze, I whisper a "bless you"before leaning in to press a kiss on her forehead, I notice as she snuggles more into the pillow. I know it has being a long night, she shouldn't have heard those growls or screams that will only make her think I am a terrible person.
I wanted her to love me and care for me, I want to be able to love her back and take care of her, I want her to fear me but yet have unconditional love for me. She is everything I ever wanted in a woman and now I have her here with me. It took a while to make her mine but now I won't be letting her go.
I was happy to know she rejected her mate and now she will belong to me. I stand up taking off my clothes and getting in bed with her, I know she won't wake up not just yet because of the water she drank, there was something in it to make her sleep.
I wrap my hands around my waist bringing her closer to me, her scent filled my nostrils and I smile. Her presence alone makes me lose my grip on reality, it makes me lose control. I will have the whole of her to me very room, having her closer to me it has always being what I wanted.
She is the air I breathe, she has no idea how much control she has over the alpha. I still remember the first day I saw her, it was a year ago, she looked breathtaking and after a long year she is mine.
I slept like a baby the whole night, I wake up early to leave. I won't want her to freak out when she wakes up. I lay another kiss on her forehead before leaving.
I walk pass her room, I instantly stop in my tracks swirling around to walk back to her room. I opened the door and everything looked back to normal, it was no longer destroyed, the men did a great job in taking care of my mess.
Last night was a different kind of outburst I had. As an Alpha I am meant to be perfect but I was not, I had some flaws that no one can know about, they are my weakness and it will never be known my the mere people of the world. That flaw destroyed her room, I'm glad Ares kept her safe.
I know by the time she wakes up she will be curious about what happened last night, a wolf attacked us, she can't know it is me, I still have to win her trust and get her to fall in love with me and I know I can't do that if she is afraid of me.
I walk into my room, I take a quick shower and change into a suit. I let out a breath calming my wolf, he wanted to be out. We have a meeting, we can play wolf later.
My wolf Alexander as I call him, he has the strongest wolf in the city, I was chosen to be the next alpha by the king and moon goddess, no one believed in me. I was seen as a kid that can't take care of himself but I showed shame to them.
I prove my worth to them and now I repay them with wickedness, they deserve to be treated that way, I recall my father who always told me. The subjects are meant to be treated badly or else they will never grow to respect me and I redeemed myself, I got each one of them to respect me.
Ares stood beside my desk, he has a serious look on his face, the man never smiles unless we are alone.
"Why are we having this meeting at home?."I asked.
"It's a last minute meeting." Ares says and I nod.
I don't want any of the Betas to see my queen, I know seeing so many people will make her uncomfortable and I don't want that so Ares set up the meeting early in the morning before she wakes up.
"They heard about Conrad." Ares says.
"What about her ex husband?." I ask annoyingly. I don't want to hear his name called in this room, Ares told me how much her heart was broken when she found out what her husband did.
She should not have trusted the business minded man.
"Divorce, he told everyone he divorced her." I asked.
"And what does it have to do with me." I ask, I was clearly not interested in this conversation.
"She is with you Alpha, the Beta's won't like it." Ares said.
"They may as-well die for all I care, no one can tell me not to be with her, she stays with me forever and I am willing to burn every wolf to stay with her." I say.
"Calm down Alpha." Ares says.
He knows how much she means to me, he knows I have a reason for wanting to be with her.