CHAPTER THIRTY EIGHT
**Kieran Morrison**
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The moment I heard the door shut, I entered into the bathroom for the shower I had initially planned for, but my insides were in a twisted mess, everything within me was spiraling out of control and it felt like I would break apart because so many emotions overwhelmed me.
The predominant of them all was misery.
The voice in my head just wouldn't stop and it kept replaying all over again, making my insides churn with grief.
'I miss him, he would never hurt me.'
Why did those wide green eyes have to seem so sad, so hopeful like he could pull "him" out of me?
'She wouldn't want you to despise yourself either, she loved you the most, you know that Kieran.'
How badly I wanted to believe those words. That Ginny didn't despise me for failing to do all the things I promised to do with her.
