The feeling of something moving underneath me makes me to wake up, i yawn and open my eyes. I smile when I saw that it was Chloe lying on top of me, her face was down on my stomach her hands were wrapped around me.
We must have both fallen asleep on the sofa while watching the movie, I can feel her breathing slowly on top of me. I look at her her eyes closed and mouth was closed she was deep asleep, I know I should move but if I do, I will wake her and I'm not sure how much sleep she has gotten while here with us.
It's still dark outside, maybe she knows she fell asleep on top of me. I'm okay this way if she can get some sleep I don't want to wake her up. The feeling of how lying on top of me and feels good, I like a warmth and softness. I like the way my arms around her makes her feel safe while sleeping, I close my eye with a smile, Chloe's gentle breathing makes me drift off back to sleep again.
I open my eyes finding Chloe still on top of me, with my arms wrapped around her holding onto her sweater. I blink my eyes and rub them, keeping them open is hard so I close them back again and bury my face on Chloe's hoodie. She's so small compared to me, I'm her skin is so soft.
After a while, I noticed that Chloe's arms were not wrapped around me anymore. I open my eyes and look up at, her she's awake. Watching me with the most terrifying look in her eyes, Chloe looks shocked and uncomfortable.
She is completely frozen, her blue eyes staring at me. She's not even moving it's starting to worry, how long has she been awake looking at me like that. Is it up on the couch still she has the same look in her eyes just staring at me. I can now feel my heart beating faster than normal, is she okay what's going on should I call my dad? This is scary.
Chloe, she only blink her eyes.
Chloe, are you okay? She nods finally, and I breathe out in relief. Still, in she looks like she wants to jump out of her own skin. Then she moves up and sits on the edge of the couch, she was looking outside the window thoughtfully, I guess contact makes her uncomfortable, maybe she doesn't like to be touched.
I think I'm just going to go upstairs and change, she stood up and left me there. I hope I did not scare her away, just when we were getting on the right track. I really liked when she sleeping peacefully on top of me, which may be weird. But she's so soft and peaceful while asleep, during that moment she looks comfortable, even though it may not have been that for her, this is just weird to think about.
I get out of the couch to tgo take a shower, maybe she doesn't like me, with the way I've been treating her like shit. Since the day she walked in, I can understand if she hates me.
In some kind of way I think I like her, I know I judged her early deep down I know I should have given her a chance. Oh god why do I have to be so shitty sometimes with the kind of decisions I make?.
I have to admit, I have never met someone like her, she's so calm and quiet despite having a hard time. She's so kind, she took the blame for me after I came back home drunk the other night. Not to mention how she dragged my ass out there, and moved me upstairs to the bathroom before tucking me in.
She did it with care, when she knows she didn't need to do it. Chloe is so fascinating because she's so hard to get through, there's so much more to her than what she's showing on the outside. And I want to see all of that, I have to find a way to get through to her the best way I can.