Falling for you was never my intention,
Yet before I knew it these feelings had bloomed,
Even though they're not something I ever planned to mention,
For expressing these feelings meant our relationship was doomed,
Remaining silent in an attempt to hide it,
Knowing with you I'm wasting my time,
When I think of you my flames get lit,
But wanting you is still a crime…
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Now being with you was never the goal,
A relationship was always out of the question,
What I wanted was just a physical connection,
One where we wouldn't tell a soul,
Ready and willing to fulfill my role,
Hoping to relieve some of this built up tension,
But that night you tried to get my attention,
You said if I came through I could ride that pole,
Already in traffic making my way to meet you,
Thinking this was the moment I've been waiting for,
But I was dumb for believing you wanted this too,
Now here I am looking like a fool with my pants on the floor…
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Although that night didn't go as planned,
I'm still somewhat happy that it happened,
I got to experience some of the things I wanted with you,
And I got to tell you things I've been waiting to do,
I just hate that it caused me to lose you too,
Apparently things got too confusing for you,
I tried to reach out and still remain friends,
But it seems like you're unwilling to make amends…