We keep playing
Keep away with our fragile hearts...
But we fuck each other
Way to good here in the dark...
Work for that nut while I eat it
Your favorite part...
Together naked
But dressed?
Nah...we both fall apart.
So far from the start.
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I thought maybe with time
Spending the dime
We'd get together...
Better pleasure.
Sitting wetter.
Don't matter in any weather...
Shit was toxic,
How ironic
We tough it out
Like it's leather...
When it got a little to deep
You buried my heart
Down in the nether...
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There was a
Plethora
Of feelings,
But none of them were ever good enough...
Gave it all my timing and energy
Fuck that, I shouldn't shove...
Pleading for a beating
From the one person
Who wouldn't love...
Hoping that one day
All of this "fucking"
Would become "making love".
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But you kept playing
Keep away
With your heart...
I would have never left
But your lack of love
Tore me apart...
I couldn't "fuck" you in the light
A leave my feelings in the dark...
You were comfortable,
But your lack of love for me
Was stark...
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And maybe sexually
Was all I was for you
So contextually...
Never meant for you
To love or need me,
Not the rest of me...
The "best of me"
Was never what you wanted
Just the sex from me...
Maybe I'll stop responding
Then you'll see
When there's no
Text from me...
I loved.