CASTIEL'S POINT OF VIEW}
I barely ate tonight, my continuous sigh as I pushed the food around on the plate made my housekeeper worried as she stood close by.
"Are you alright?" She asked in worry and I shook my head.
"I had thought you would have dinner with your parents. I'm sorry if I didn't prepare the food properly" She apologized and I looked at her in confusion.
"Oh no!
It's not the food, I think I would be going to bed now " I replied and stood out of the seat.
I'm getting so absorbed in this that it is now affecting those around me.
What the hell is wrong with me?
Is it Seth?
Or my parents? Or the past?
Despite the fact I said I was going to bed, these thoughts occupied my mind till late into the night.
I rolled around on the bed for several hours until the doorbell rang through the house.
That made me check the time and it was almost twelve in the morning.
I got out of the bed to see who it was, I'm sure my housekeeper had long gone to bed already.
