{SETH'S POINT OF VIEW}
I watch him sleep soundly after I had tucked him in.
His soft breathing added to the calmness of the room.
I sip on the glass of whiskey I held as a certain part of my body strained painfully.
How can I help him and I'm stuck with mine?
I had intended to take everything slow but I lost control over myself tonight.
I had drove at a neck breaking speed to get him to still let him go.
I didn't sleep a wink through the night and I only watch him sleep.
I'm going to be very busy for the next few days hence I had to stare at him for as long as I want now. I need to properly teach Ryan some lessons and I would pay for the consequences.
Father won't forgive me easily, but it's easier to ask for forgiveness than it is to ask for permission.
I look over to see Castiel eating absentmindedly, what is he thinking about?
His pouty lips made me want to kiss him all over again.
I need to focus.