MAHEE POV
I'm changing, i know that, I'm giving my time and preferences to alia , she is taking everything from me , even my love for Moni , she is taking everything,
Sometimes it feels like alia doing everything on propose but i can't pin point what it is
Moni , she is not talking at all , she is only giving two word answers, she is going into depression, losing our child put her in so much pain but this two week was hell for her , I can tell that but I can't do anything , I can't even spend time with her
Alia is making sure she would have a spot please in my heart , she is doing everything to get me to fuck her , I'm holding back, i don't want to cause pain to moni
Prash is not supporting me , he is pushing me out , he is maintaining his distance
Anshi looking at me like I'm a Sinner
Sam, nikolai,asher, dimitri stayed my said but i could tell they also not happy with my plans
I'm stuck , I'm stuck in my plans, no one is supporting me not even RAILYS family, when i proposed to take the throne before marriage they said no , we have to wait till marriage, I think they understood my plan , I can't go forward with this plan
I can't do anything, how the fuck everything went wrong?
How could I possibly do it right? I can't go back, or i can't call off the engagement
I'm stuck